[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

I want to be at my lowest weight again.

I want to be at my lowest weight again.

I want to be at my lowest weight again.

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Me scrolling through this app after a mouth of binge eating

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

I’m pretty when I’m hungry

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

[skzinny]

me: *starves for days*

me: *suddenly eats 3000 calories in one sitting*

my organs:

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Me waking up knowing that it will be just another day of counting calories.

[t0rngamer]

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Questions of the day

Do I really have an ed or am I just facking it????

Anyways... *Prom Queen by Beach Bunny starts playing*

Shut up, count your colories...

[it-s-4-37-am]

anyone: i was soo busy today i only ate like a salad and a coffee haha

me, internally:

do you wanna fucking fight? do you want me to fucking starve BETTER than you? this is a competition and I WILL win and I WILL eat less an-

me, externally: oh you should eat something not eating is very unhealthy !! : )

[papafilthyx-deactivated20170531]

I'm sick

- Im sick of elastic bands giving me muffin top

-I’m sick of having to wear jeggings because jeans are uncomfortable

- I’m sick of looking bad in tight AND loose clothes

- I’m sick of having days where I feel too fat to wear ANYTHING

- I’m sick of dreading trying on clothes in my favorite store

- I’m sick of having fat rolls when sitting, bending forward, or laying on my side

- I’m sick of having to pull my pants up high on my waist to hide my fat bump

- I’m sick of knowing he’d rather look at skinny girls than me

- I’m sick of being afraid that I’ll finally tip the scale to overweight

- I’m sick of covering up at the pool/beach

- I’m sick of always giving in to my cravings

- It’s time to make a change because I’m sick of not feeling good in my own skin

[delicatebones]

wait- there are people who eat normally?

i only know binging and starving

i cant even eat right. like, how do you just eat? normally?

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Sometimes I joke about having an ed but then it just hits you. You realize that you have been harming your body, that all you think about it’s food but thinking on ways to avoid it, you are not happy anymore, you can’t go out with friends because you are scare there would be food. You realize that you are wasting your life, but for some reason you just don’t want to stop.

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Me: OMG I ate more than I was supposed to WTF, what's wrong with me ahhh, I'm not eating for the rest of the day. HOLY SHIT

*My mom asks if I want McDonald’s*

Me: OMG YESSS PLEASE !!

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

I used to feel super weak going up the stairs. I remember how I was able to starve myself and be fine. I remember seeing my clothes be more loose every time I put them on and even though I was miserable, I want to go back to that.

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

I’ll be having a mental breakdown at 12:50 and by 12:58 I’ll be vibing

[dudeiwanttobeskinny]

Me after eating the minimum amount of food for three weeks and seeing that the numbers on the scale don’t go down