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HELLO THIS IS MY INTRO POST

oh shit what do i write here- LINE-

HI HELLO

okay i go by dumdum (u can call me dum ^^ or the whole thing idm!)

#dum talks #intro post!#do not reblog love u mwah #hehe #am i being too weird here #long post

i HATE sofia carson can she end her career asap

#she cant act and shes so irritating #ruins everything shes in bro. cant sing either #her VOICE her arupid gace omg #i hate her sm #sofia carson #dum talks

kosmogrl

ashstfu

propaganda i am not falling for:

always moving on. some goodbyes need to rot a little. some griefs need to be held in the mouth like a stone.

beauty defined by algorithms. beauty exists in crow feet and smile lines

pretending to be chill. i’m not chill. i care deeply and inconveniently. i read into things. i write poems about eye contact

beige apartments with no soul. give me bookshelves and incense and loud art

sneaky links and unclear intentions. i want devotion. and also clarity

treating books as decor. read them. dog-ear them. argue with them in the margins

growaglow

Alain de Botton

i watched wicked and i genuinely understand the hype and the crying in the interviews now

#like i teared up at the WOAHAHAHAHAHWAAHHHHHHHHHHH #I WAS SEEING MEMES OF IT BEFORE BUT IN THE CONTEXT IT COOKED ME #OMG #dum talks #dum views #wicked

bruh i forgot about this account omg

#dum talks

disgustinggf

"pasta only fills you up with empty calories" have you considered that it also fills me with love

disgustinggf

love and warmth and happiness and most importantly pasta

foggylizzard

I dislike the headcanon of Isha seeing Jinx as her mother solely because I am soooo much more attached to Sevika as the parental figure in their trio. Girl aunt dad mom Sevika who acts the way that fathers do when you bring home a dog or a cat they swore they hated. Going from despising Jinx’s guts to taking care of her when she’s sick and Silco’s too busy to help. Letting her draw and paint on everything she owns even though it makes her look far less intimidating. Instinctively accompanying Jinx when she goes out following Silco’s death because she’s afraid of her getting taken by the enforcers. Asking her to stay put when Sevika knows she’ll be attending meetings with the chembarons, because her biggest fear is Jinx being taken without Sevika there to stop it. She rationalizes it as cleaning up Silco’s messes, as always. She feels a natural obligation to take care of his daughter after his death. That’s it.

Then Isha comes along, who is much calmer. And at first Sevika’s just irritated to have another mouth to feed, another problem to watch over. But she’s so much more quiet than Jinx, and she mellows her out. Jinx looks happy for once. So Sevika lets Isha stay. And eventually, she finds Isha following her around, the way she follows Jinx around. After Isha witnessed her fight Smeech, she starts looking up to Sevika like she looks up to Jinx. It’s been so long since anyone’s seen Sevika’s efforts, and treated her like someone important. Even if it’s just a little girl, it still manages to strike Sevika down to her core.

It catches Sevika by surprise, what she’s become. She’s so used to being relied on that she finds it difficult to identify when it becomes a willing thing. Until one night when she’s tucked Isha into bed beside Jinx, and a warmth fills her seeing both of them asleep, cuddling one another. And suddenly she realizes how much she enjoys taking care of them. How much she loves them.

embershroud108

Silco told her “Don’t cry. You’re perfect.”

That was toxic positivity. That was locking her in place as this static ideal that could never grow. But she wasn’t perfect. She was a fucked up mess, and she knew she was a fucked up mess. But by saying that she’s already perfect Silco basically told her there’s no way to get better. How can you improve, be better, if you’re already perfect?

Vi told her “Maybe we can rewrite your story.”

Oh Vi. She tries so hard to connect with her sister and say the right thing but she just doesn’t quite get it. That’s essentially saying “you were evil before, I need you to be good now. I need you to be what I want.” Vi really tried her best and she wasn’t really conscious of it but she was always trying to mold Powder/Jinx into her vision, opposite but equal of Silco.

Ekko told her “No matter what happened in the past, it’s never too late to build something new.”

Jackpot. That was it. That was what she needed to hear. Because that doesn’t sit in judgement of what she’s done, that doesn’t condemn her mistakes or try to push her to conform to a particular vision, and it doesn’t lock her into some static ideal. It doesn’t even say that she has to change. It simply says that she doesn’t have to be completely, ontologically defined by her past. New growth is possible.