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Oh yeah. It was Father's Day, wasn't it.

No one acknowledged that last statement, and that's fine. Probably for the best, and really, I just was goofing around with that one line in that post. But sometime, you know, I think about, idk.

Leo said our world's a Story for some nosy higher powers. And that there's infinite versions of this Story, each with some little change.

Is there a Story where I don't have the luxury of modern medical marvels to take control of my own life the way I have? It doesn't really bother or upset me, I'm not going to worry about cosmic what-ifs, just idk. A thought experiment I guess.

....Then again.

Leo also said I'm usually. Dead by now in those other Worlds. So it's kind of a moot point anyway.

#I guess #I'm just really fucking glad #This one is our Story.#t.

It's always jarring to see him cry.

#He always used to be so blunt and stoic behind that stupid smirk.#It's good to see him so sincere #but #I never feel like I'm comforting him well enough.#He still gets embarrassed and shuts me out.#t.

Do you ever just like. Get the feeling you KNOW you're going to have weird dreams tonight?

#It's #fine.#They haven't been bad weird at least.#t.

Damn it.

#It's not a coincidence we've only had a couple customers today #is it?#Rrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhggggg #Leo blocked that group chat after the last time they went after him.#So he doesn't even know #t.

Are we REALLY doing this again?? Throwing my family's name and reputation under the bus????? Accusing us of, what. Aiding and abetting Isla Yura?????????? Okay. Yeah. I guess. My father did know.

But by the time I found that out, he was already

#uuuuUUUUUGHH #t.

Fuck, I'm pissed off though.

#Trying not to think about it.#But I keep opening that fucking chat #t.

I'm not going to get mad about this. It never does any fucking good.

#Leo was so happy that we were busy today.#I'm not ruining this for him #Fuck those gossipy bitches.#t.

I wish I could apologize to her.

I wish I could ask him why.

#t.

One year since everything changed.

One year since my father died.

One year since Leo discovered that he's Glen.

One year since he disappeared as my valet, and came back a Duke.

And soon..

#...One year since my mother died.#One year since those children died.#Since I killed #Humpty Dumpty.#Rrgh.#I haven't been sleeping well.#Fucking #nightmares.#t.

That's a. Weird feeling.

#It's been building.#I mean #We're coming up on the anniversary.#t.

dailykafka

#....He's dead.

xreesex-30

Don’t. See.

The sight of this will hurt.

#Fuck.#Humpty Dumpty

miiilowo

having anti role models is a beautiful thing. it's not easy to live up to someone else's behavior but it is easy to lasso yourself into behaving right when you realize you're reminding yourself of the worst person youve ever met in your entire life

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well i guess that's fine

Well that. Sobered me up.

#Ugh #God #I'm a dick sometimes aren't I.#.......An unattractive dick apparently.#Oh there's the shame.#Found it #t.

Getting fucking sick of waking up alone again. But. Urghhhh.

#I know.#I KNOW #We're both adults and diplomats.#He has a busy and important life.#This is going to happen.#But when I know he's scared and hurting and I can't even fucking hold him ?????????????????????#How the hell am I supposed to deal with THAT ?????#t.

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