To whomever it may concern..
Iāve been scrolling through my past post for a hot minute and it gives me an almost bitter sweet feeling. Almost pride as I watched the boys grow into men and as I watched myself grow as a person. Seeing the guys hit their peak as the āDolan Twinsā and then them realize it isnāt what it was all meant to be. To them now knowing exactly who they are and surrounding themselves with the right people.
Itās weird knowing we, as a fandom, will never have that feeling of watching a new video every Tuesday or getting excited when they would post on their Snapchat or Instagram stories. Of course they still have their podcast but itās a completely different feeling. Knowing that not only are they growing up but so are you and that nothing will ever be the same.
I started my first blog, my personal, in 2015. I never imagined that I would become so invest in 2 New Jersey teenager boys that were a year younger then me and only an hour away. In 2018 I decided to make a new blog, this account, for the sole purpose to talk about the guys because none of my friends had that much of an interest for them. I would of never of thought that it would of turned into what it is today. With close to 8k followers and idek how many likes or reblogs I felt this intense connection to the fandom and the guys more then I did with my own friends at the time. This blog let me finally show my writing abilities without being nervous of what others would say. I met so many great people through this blog itās almost insane.
I guess in conclusion the guys gave me a piece of me that was missing for a long time back and I will be forever greatful to them. At my lowest they were their to aid in distraction and happiness even if it was laughing at a dumb tweet or reading a funny tumblr post that one of you wrote. I know that they have been an anchor for many of us and I just hope that we give them that reassurance aswell. I will forever support them and if I ever get a chance to meet them I will tell share all your stories and give them a much deserved hug.
As always I love you all, hope everything is well to all that I used to talk and interact with. I wonāt be using this blog to write or post again so this is my finally farewell. I wonāt delete this page for the purpose of those who still stumble upon it today, and if you happen to get this far down and you are new I hope this page brings you the feeling it once brought me, so without further ado,
Enjoy.
Sincerely, the one and only,
Emily Martin <3
