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#NBN saga: #journal entry 2 lost in a jungle

So 48 hrs has passed and I clicked on the magic button in my email to activate a call back some 35 mins later i received a call from a consultant who was named “Lay” *early today I also checked the nbn address finder, my area no longer had a live date and was still listed as FTTN* did all the stage one call stuff, name d.o.b etc then she jumped straight in before i could get a word in she…

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my name is dy1an and this is my NBN story

Week 1: my name is dy1an and this is my NBN story So many months ago I got excited as the NBN roll-out started in my town (3CAS) (FTTN) live date 28/10/26 as the months shortened to weeks I decided it was time to select my RTS (telstra, usually my services are with telstra) I contacted the Sales Live time via the Telstra – 24×7 Chat We discussed options and as we progressed through the chat…

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#adsl #FTTN #FTTP #nbn #telstra

rut? rant

rut?

I always seem to dig myself into a rut before I start to attempt something I have been planning for days sometimes weeks even months. a fear of failure? have I already lived out every possible outcome mentally? I burn out on the completion of the idea on paper? I have a break and come up with some new master plan that will allow me to (sic)take over the world? maybe I second guess myself? I have…

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#rut monmentum #blogger

A Lucky Update

haven’t been doing a whole lot of writing this due to a couple of reasons it seems that sadness is my most powerful muse for writing not so sad = no much writing why I don’t right when I’m happy or content maybe its because I become comfortable… I seem to get lazy when I’m like that thou this does open the doorway for creativity something that I don’t mind swapping for sadness as long I push…

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A Ship A Captain & A Sunset the storm had pasted the sea has settled I sore another ship with a familiar flag…

#adventure #poem #ship #storm

A Lifetime of Ideas so I’ve been a little lazy with my posts as my brain as usual as found something else…

#creation #ideas #story #storytelling

addictive

addictive I feel I’ve dried out sometimes thou the sensation returns yearning and wanting what it’s missing the time between these cravings gets wider I forget what the need is for the feeling slowly I learn to control the thoughts control the thoughts and let them go the absence the missing slowly fades I now know I don’t need such a dependence I forgot what it was like to be happy in my own…

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#addiction

VuX (Page #1)

Dominique stood as close as she could to the wall and its protective shield it was like a electric web surrounding the city she has lived her whole life in her breath was cold with the morning frost.. but it pasted thru the blue web protecting her from the wild elements from the other side she felt divided separated from something else.. she had always felt this she looked down at her arm a…

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#pickapath #story #vux

The Black Dogs Dance

I always get stuck in my fkn head chasing my own tail I’m just a shadow of my former self so I feel old trends coming back again they are easy and reliable it awakens something in me it might not be real but it feels better than what it is the evidence of my life litters my skin burns n scars n damaged skin with ink will this be a descent into a personal hell like listening to the same song on…

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#black dog #depression #mentalillness #purpose

broken fort

sometimes I think, sometimes I almost reach for the phone for a call that wouldnt be answered for a bottle to forget the thoughts for a container of pills would these things numb the pain sometimes I wake, and it’s my 1st thought the sensation of dreaming when I’m wide awake my body aches but the pain isn’t real my soul is tired… my eyes are bloodshot everything still reminds me reminds me of…

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#fort

Test Poll

depression always taking

when I meet her, she touched me it felt cold & torn she took something from me I will never be the same each time we meet I gave and she took nothing was the same she wrapped her hands around my neck I could barely breathe I was standing all alone my hands would sweat my eyes would twitch my heart would echo sometimes it would be days before I left the house I wouldn’t answer calls I would just…

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#depression #mentalillness

the what I’m doing update

update 1st day of winter (shiver) would of been 5 years 2day… so april 1st I weighed in at about 70kgs at 6ft now 2 months later I weigh 78.3kgs and I’m still 6ft bit of a bonus I guess not losing any height been socializing a fair bit, which I’ve missed still big pharma medication free well everything but something to help me sleep which hopefully from tonight I can cease that as well Have been…

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#fitness #life #update #winter

Shadows lonelinesss sets in I start craving company this is what it must of been like how selfish I was…

#broken #lonely #words

Procrastination

something I suffer from, well something I let control my life always waiting always putting things off always letting opportunities pass me back I don’t go out; I don’t get involved in life It’s not laziness It’s the fear of failing not matter what my task is or desire I put it off…. but I’m getting sick of missing out sick of hiding.. sick of retreating the more I allow this sloth like trait…

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#lazy #Procrastination

Journey (will the travel bug bite me?)

So my 1st journey away from loki starts in a week or 2 I’ve been preparing him by staying away overnight this has happened about 5 times in the last 2 months I’m not sure if I have been preparing him or myself I imagine loki will be better than me, but this is all in training for a possible big journey next year and hopefully another trip to W.A later in the year. so I’m heading to see my oldman…

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#family #mt.emerald #QLD #travel

redirection

I do enjoy the process of someone flipping the story when i step away I take everything in and then all off sudden, I realize it’s a shifty game we will stay friends?… no we won’t you will just become someone that i use to know I’m lost, and i need to find myself? no your not, stop running from yourself I have no home? when I was with you no matter where we were I was at home I need to make my…

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#blogger #direction #waiting

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