Then..there should be nothing
I saw you several times and it always been the same feeling for me...i always felt that my heart is skipping its beat...and then...i will feel pain...pain as if there’s a hole in my heart...cliché as it may seems but it’s true.. every single moment i see you..it never fails to be that way...
The first time i saw you...is a make or break situation..
I know...you know..we knew that we saw each other...but i saw you...i saw your eyes looked away... that was my first skipped beat when i saw you...
The first time i felt the pain....
The next time is when we almost bumped to each other...i saw you first...since the first time we saw each other you looked away..i decided not to be on your way... i decided to passed by you... i saw we were almost side to side..i don’t know if its just my imagination..but you almost stopped.. maybe i am right.. it’s just only me... same thing happened i had a skipped beat and the pain..the pain that’s making me harder to breath...
The next time i saw you... you were sitting..laughing and chatting with your friends...and then i thought you were happy now..that’s good... but the skippped beat and the pain is still there....
I know your happy now.. it’s what i always wanted you to be...
Again I saw you, i hope you see me too...i hope you see me smiling..cause i think i am during that moment.. idon’t know what happen.. i felt different.. there’s no skipped beat... i felt no pain...i felt almost nothing...
Soon enough... i will feel nothing....
