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[dyingontheborderline]

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🏳️‍🌈Adult female. Bi. UK🏳️‍🌈

BPD. Panic disorder. Agoraphobia. OCD.

Derealisation/Depersonalisation disorder. ED.

This is my journal of personal thoughts and feelings. Please block if you don't want to see my content.

🫂If you're struggling please seek support🫂

UK Helplines

NHS 111: Call 111 (24/7) for urgent help or use NHS 111 online.

CALM (Campaign Against Living Miserably): 0800 58 58 58 (5pm-midnight daily) for men.

Mind Infoline: 0300 123 3393 (Mon-Fri 4:30pm-10:30pm).

Rethink Mental Illness: 0808 801 0525 (Mon-Fri 9:30am-4pm) for advice.

PAPYRUS HOPELINE247: 0800 068 41 41 (24/7) for under 35s at risk of suicide.

Childline: 0800 1111 (24/7) for under 19s.

Eating Disorders: National Centre for Eating Disorders (0845 838 2040).

Grief: Cruse Bereavement Care (0808 808 1677).

LGBTQ+: MindLine Trans+ (0300 330 5468) or Switchboard (0300 330 0630).

[unfiltereddddmess]

[thevoidosphere]

who wanna watch me go insane today i woke up feeling like i don’t belong to this world

[thevoidosphere]

don’t know what to do besides stare at the wall and hope i feel better eventually

[maneatered]

It sucks when you try to trust despite your trust issues, just to be reminded why you had them in the first place.

[brain-in-distress]

No hope no disappointments

[devoteddeer]

That sickly feeling when you realize you don’t know how to love. You only know how to be devoted like a dog which has been abused all its life yet licks the hand which beats it.

[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[dyingontheborderline]

I remember being sat in my bedroom as a teenager, probably 15 or 16, writing in my diary

"I think I'll end up alone and insane"

[dyingontheborderline]

Happy endings are a creation of fantasy, Best left in the pages of books

[dyingontheborderline]

I don't know how long I can keep fighting against this.

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If my childhood was so normal how the fuck did I end up with BPD.

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How many people would realise you were dead in the first 24 hours of your death? How about 2 days? 3 days? A week? A person can end up so painfully alone.

[dyingontheborderline]

I hate panic attacks and panic disorder more than I can express.

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