DYING THING

benjamin 'benji' dean mitchell / aesthetic and study sideblog to @sanctuarymade

[pinardenizs]

Pınar Deniz and Kaan Urgancıoğlu as Ceylin Erguvan and Ilgaz Kaya.

Yargı (2021-) S03E10

[johnluskhathaway]

Throwaway trophies

[lesbianjaxsondart]

[animatedtext]

requested by natural-blue-26

[ritahayworrth]

Well, that can’t happen. I’m already a married woman. Miss Fisher and the Crypt of Tears (2020) dir. Tony Tilse

[megairea]

Vicente Aleixandre, from Sound of the War; A Longing for the Light: Selected Poems, 1979

[tylerposey]

FRANK DE JULIO & DREW TARVER “Chase Gets Baptized” — The Other Two (2.05)

[miraydanerarchived]

Serkan Çayoğlu & Melisa Pamuk in Yeni Hayat | 5. Bölüm

[ramonameisel]

fact one you’ve known him since you were ten and the girls started to call his curls cute and the dimples around the corner of his mouth cheeky but you always stared a little too long at the way he bit his lips when thinking too hard

fact two in time you grow inseparable and people don’t know where your name starts and his name ends, and you feel more like a whole and less like a half

fact three you were always too fond of the softness of his belly and the way he brightened up when you called his name

fact four his girlfriend doesn’t like you because you’re too close, too intimate, too devoted but you cannot remember a time where you haven’t been his all along

fact five when he asked you what you want from love you almost said his name

fact six you’re nineteen when you realize you want to be loved by him a little more than friends probably should

fact seven the first time you tell him you love him, you’re drunk

fact eight the first time he tells you he loves you, he’s sober, but he has always been the brave one of you two

fact nine kissing him feels a lot like dying and coming back to life again and you don’t want to stop

fact ten you’ve never felt eternity but when he takes your hand or kisses your temple you think that you can almost taste it

[potc]

[alejodickhead]

[backtohaven]

521: Close to Home

[demisexualnathanvuornos]

Jesse Powell (Lucas Bryant) Cracked 1x12 Old Soldiers (2013) 9/18

Jesse Powell: If you think he did something, catch him yourself.

–

Aidan Black: I think Pete’s got more than PTSD, I think he’s got an axe to grind and I think you know why. What’s going inside his head, Jesse?

Jesse: I don’t know that.

Aidan: Were you there when he lost his hand? [Jesse nods] Tells us about it, Jesse.

[demisexualnathanvuornos]

Jesse Powell (Lucas Bryant) Cracked 1x12 Old Soldiers (2013) 8/18

Jesse powell: Pete and I were in Kandahar. Lots of guys were.

Aidan Black: Have you seen him since you came back?

Jesse: Time to time.

Leo Beckett: You tell him about Hemlock Jewels?

Jesse: No. I don’t know, maybe. I don’t remember. OK? I was drunk.

Aidan: You said you always remember, if you’re awake.

Jesse: OK, so, what if I did? It’s not a crime to talk about your work.

Leo: It is, if you’re planning a robbery.

Jesse: I DIDN’T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT! I’m not gonna help you put one of my friends away.

[demisexualnathanvuornos]

Jesse Powell (Lucas Bryant) Cracked 1x12 Old Soldiers (2013) 2/18

Jesse Powell: When was the store robbed?

Aidan Black: Early. 6am.

Jesse: Well, I was in my bunk, you can check with the shelter. They’ll remember. I left a little… mess. It’s why they kicked me out.

—

Aidan: Maybe you don’t remember, maybe you were drunk.

Jesse: If I’m awake I’ll fricking remember, okay?

Aidan: Yeah?

Jesse: Yeah.

Aidan: What’s the date today?

Jesse: I… Who cares?

Aidan: Your son, Lucas, for one. He might care. He’s got a birthday coming up.

Jesse: What day is it? 

Aidan: It’s the 12th.

Jesse: Okay.

—

Aidan: Tell me about your old army buddies.

Jesse: I’m not talking about them.

Aidan: Were you guys close?

Jesse: I’m not talking about them.

[fyeahshialabeouf]

“You feel shame. Deep shame. And you can’t run from it.”

[scalira]

“They called you golden boy and pushed you up to heavens to live amongst the stars. But you couldn’t bear the weight of the universe so you crumbled and you fell. And you burned. And you burn.”

— they don’t know no gold is made without suffering