I MEAN THIS FOREVER

kira | 28 | dyke

[dykeray]

[smeagles]

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[badymaru]

do no harm // take no shit

📸: Amy Showell for endlessnightmcr

[dailyraytummy]

[gerardwayspostnutclarity]

ok girl

[smeagles]

lotms2 all fun and games til they start showing tumblr screenshots

[vacationadventuresociety]

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Barfly, London, UK. 15/01/03

[3cheers]

Gerard: at the early shows I refused to say the name of the band because I didn’t want them to know if I was gay or not

[3cheers]

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

getting hit at every show is never planned or negotiated beforehand and nobody ever acknowledges it verbally. but every single time they play a set (at around the same point in the night, every time) they kind of lean in a little in a way that almost seems unconscious and somebody at the front of the crowd (and it’s always only one person, a different person every time, seemingly selected by collective divine intuition, nobody ever competes for the role) boosts themselves over the deck (usually hoisted a little by the people around them) for just a second and whacks them good across the face. and they whip their head around like a wet dog and cackle like a fucking crazy person and everyone goes nuts

[mechanizedgoblin]

Like a deer in the headlights

Really happy with how this one turned out, been thinking about this since the madrid show

[dyketoro]

the situation has become untenable. i just blew my nose and found cat hair in the tissue

[emoparamore]

marianne & her father @ london night 1

[concretedyke]

hello i’m here with my sylvia/Her take slightly to the left of yours but still a sex thing. I think She voluntarily goes through maintenance reconditioning as a way of keeping her eyes on The National Vision and getting rid of pesky doubts/anxieties and obviously she only wants the best. so of course she personally requests that sylvia oversee her reconditioning sessions. and while in the context of normal operations/the black parade project She outranks sylvia and has a lot of authority over her once they’re in that reconditioning room she totally submits. to the process. and sylvia is always happy to provide her patient with the brutal surety and guidance She craves. and obviously it’s also still a sex thing

sicko voice: YES HAHA YES!!!!!!!!

no seriously this is so fucking good and im absolutely obsessed with her willingly submitting to sylvia. i feel like this can also factor into her being so controlling and in charge all the time. her doing this willingly is fucking me uppp in the best way possible. sacrificing herself and potentially her autonomy all for The Vision. losing parts of herself. sylvia overseeing her conditioning sessions is necessary because she knows how adept sylvia is at all of this. and She’s seen how sylvia whipped the MEV into shape. and She knows how easily sylvia can bend her during reconditioning, but all that matters as that She regains her control after. I KNOW IM RAMBLING BUT THIS ASK MADE ME GO CRAZY!!!!

[egonkula]

I love moat nights but I miss marianne so bad let’s get her involved. maybe the moat needs a candy striper

[concretedyke]

looks at this and theorizes

[concretedyke]

franks leg on one shoulder and jamias hand on the other ….. they were all playing with each others pussies…………

[ribelleribelle]

mev playing cards with old ladies (based on this post) + right in the middle of a dj set wearing a i <3 new jersey shirt they found among the american paraphernalia. because i love being too obviously meta + her little face again because it came out really well

[smeagles]

hey social media manager did you post the cute tiktok to reminisce about the start of our band yeah boss real ominous just like you asked