Introduction Post
Pleasant day/night! The name's Joza, although it could also be spelled as Dyoza—whatever is preferred.
– Blog includes: Fanarts, jerway yap fest, Au's, yapping sessions, any bullshit *happy*
About Me
> Pronouns: Undefined
> Sexuality: Undefined
> Hobbies: Drawing, writing, music listening
> Hyperfixation: Outlast (Jerway, Tragshur, & w/Easterman)
> Interests: Language learning, coding, baking, editing
> Music: – Whatever sounds good. Accurate description if the song could be visualized as the color black or red. Hm, special mention: And One
Things are very hard in reality, and I'm dealing with depression and suicidal idealogies—which is handled by my hyperfixation, also have to deal with such tight schedule in weekdays. Is it unbelievable to say that outlast is the only reason I'm alive? If only I didn't have any passion about future projects, I would not hesitate to just end it right now. Won't talk about my personal life that much here, but it's just horrible in my situation. Deep down, venting to someone doesn't really help. Knowing that they're only there because theyre obligated to, then just continue on with their lives after saying you're okay... haha I'll stop. I'll post if I'm able to ^u^
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Questions, drawing requests, scenarios/topics. Would be very indeed happy to receive things from other jerwayers ^^ wassup my other 4 jerway fans. Shoutout to 26 tragshurers and 658987 eastermanies tho!!
Do Not Interact: Anything that is sent with the purpose of negativity. Please, respectfully just leave me alone. Already have my relatives take advantage of my ass that has a mother-with-sudden-condition. Now I'm forced to live in a place I'm not familiar of. I can't move nor do anything about it, just be a fucking cinderella doing their weekly laundry while they make fun of me and talk shit about my 'weird' mom with dementia. Can't even contact my father, they laughed at my face when I asked for his number. Well he did receive my number but I didn't give a single call, until now. Wow, I got abandoned by both my parents. Selfish motherfuckers, having sex that one day I wish I got aborted. Well. All I want is to come back to my original home. But the dilemma worsened when my mom begged me to wait for her to heal. She really did say that even in her condition. Everything hurts for me every single day, Okay? Okay in conclusion please just let me do my thing here, unless I did something bad I could be messaged properly. Please don't send any negativity that'll just remind me of my relatives talking down on me. Thank you