dystalgia

[dystalgia]

the exhausted individual subject

[dystalgia]

[dystalgia]

beyond all of my imaginary capabilities is what i’ll never be able to describe or even remember

2 seconds after i can’t even imagine what just was

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Gucci Hoodie Coco Exclusive Sweatshirt | eBay

Gucci x Coco Capitan Hoodie! Amazing quality! Used but in fantastic condition!

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the only thing that is left are all the things i still want. the perfect trousers, a white dress and a hoodie combined into a look i’d hate to wear. apathetic enough to not care at all, apathetic enough to care about nothing. still yearning for a self, realised and expressed through an o. o. t. d. the only true feelings are things one can buy.

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Album art from Avicii’s 2014 album True

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Titled

most things are in need of a beginning. or, it may at least feel unescapable to the things maker. this very thing, however, does not seem to be of such need. it is instead just an unnecessary, yet unavoidable, continuation of things already in motion, forced into this form. for now.

perhaps, this is the beginning, middle or end. but that will be determined later/earlier/now/not.