[loveridden1999]

person (non-practicing)

[richhbythemornin]

[thatoneconfusedcitrus]

decay sounds more gentle than rot. when something decays, it is gently taken apart in it's comfortable eternal slumber. when something rots, it's violently taken apart with agony. in this essay i will

[free-my-mindd]

[kismetkayla]

Emotional chemistry. I need that.

[faustique]

i take the art of disappearing very seriously

[achillesinhighheels]

[curseworm]

im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping

[achillesinhighheels]

[aidashakur]

[achillesinhighheels]

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

[r4nchlif3]

if only you was you again

[allsadnshit]

Yeah

[goth-queen]

[47witchyneurons]

When I get blood samples at work sometimes they’re still warm from being imminently inside the patient’s veins and my hands are always cold because all the labs Ive work in are in the basement and they keep it kinda cold for whatever reason (and I’m also just a chilly kid).

And I clutch the little warm tubes of blood and feel this sick person warming my hands and I think about how kind you might be and how I wish I could hold your hand and how badly, how really really badly, I want you to get better and stay warm and hold someone’s hand again.

And anyway sometimes it’s better to not think so vividly about the people I’m doing tests for. I’m a good little cog in a vast machine of people all trying to heal and cure, and my cog feels so fucking small sometimes. But I hope the blood I prepare for you helps you breathe better and laugh and wake up feeling well rested.

We’ve never met but you warmed my hands and I want you to know I love you and I’m rooting for you.

[anxietyproblem]

[kosmogrl]