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𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ 17 l she they ,, femme lesbian l basic dni | haitian
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Acceptance
I used to think
My mother hated me.
In the quiet ways
that leave no physical marks.
In the way
I was never the son
she imagined.
In the way
my father’s blood
became something
I inherited,
whether I deserved it
or not.
In the way
I looked too much like her—
the quick mouth,
the tender heart
hidden beneath sharp edges,
the stubbornness
neither of us knows
how to soften.
For years,
I believed
if I worked harder,
earned better grades,
gave more of myself,
became smaller,
quieter,
easier to love—
something would change.
In the end, nothing did.
And I realize now, that nothing ever will.
And maybe
that isn’t a failure.
Maybe
some people cannot love
the way we need them to.
Maybe
their hands are too full
of their own grief
to hold ours.
I don’t know
if my mother hates me.
I don’t know
if she ever saw me
the way I longed
to be seen.
What I know is this:
I am done
measuring my worth
against an empty scale.
I am not
the child she imagined.
I am simply
the child she was given.
And whether
she learns to love me
or not,
I will.
Someone has to.
It might as well
be Me.
In Another Life
I think I am going to disappear in this house.
Not with broken bones
or a body that gives out.
But quietly.
The kind of leaving
that happens so slowly
no one notices
until the world has already forgotten
you were ever there.
My mother has never known
how to hold me.
Sometimes I wonder
if she ever could.
Maybe, in another life,
she would have loved me.
If I had been born a boy.
If I had come into this world
without the shadow
of my father following behind me.
Perhaps then,
I would have been easier to love.
My brother lives
only a few steps away,
yet he feels impossibly distant.
He will answer
when he has to.
He will listen
without hearing.
Our conversations
fall to the floor
between us,
where neither of us
bothers to pick them up.
And then there is
my mother’s husband—
a stranger
who wears authority
like a stolen cloak.
He speaks as though
he knows the shape of my heart,
as though living in the same house
has made him my father.
But every word
only reminds me
how alone a person can feel
while surrounded by others.
So I close my eyes.
I imagine a life
where the air is gentle,
where mornings do not begin
with the weight of surviving another day.
A life
where my shoulders
are not always waiting
for the next disappointment.
Where I do not lie awake
trying to solve
the impossible question
of whether my own family
has ever loved me at all.
I visit that place
more often than not.
Sometimes,
it feels more real
than the house
I wake up in.
Sometimes I wonder
if another life
holds the version of me
that finally belongs.
A life
where love arrives without conditions,
where I am not measured
against everything I cannot change.
There has to be
a life like that.
There has to be.
Seasons
The years drag their rusted nails across my skin, marking me older, but never carrying me forward. My body keeps count of the birthdays, stacks them like gravestones, while somewhere beneath my ribs a child sits motionless, knees pulled to her chest, waiting for light that never shines.
I think my heart is rotting.
Not all at once. Nothing so merciful.
It spoils the way fruit does— first a bruise, then a soft place, then another. Dark spots bloom beneath the flesh, hidden until a finger presses too hard and sinks straight through.
Too many hands have held it.
Too many hands have squeezed and tested, wondering how much pressure it could bear. Now it gives way at the slightest touch. The skin remains intact, but inside, everything has turned to sweetness and ruin.
Sometimes I imagine cutting it open.
Not to save it. Only to see how much blackness has spread. To measure the mold. To know whether there is any red left beneath the decay, or if I have been carrying a corpse inside my chest all these years.
The worst part is that I can feel it happening.
I can feel myself softening where I should have hardened, withering where I should have grown. The world calls this surviving, but survival has begun to resemble decomposition. I remain upright, I continue breathing, yet some essential thing has already fallen from the branch and lies hidden in the grass, slowly feeding the earth.
And still the seasons pass.
Winter. Spring. Summer. Autumn.
Again. Again. Again.
The tree grows rings around its wounds. The river carves deeper into stone. Children become adults.
But I remain here, aging without arriving, a piece of fruit forgotten on the counter, watching the sunlight move across the room, wondering whether I am ripening or simply dying at a pace slow enough for everyone to mistake it for life.
When someone tries to get to know me but i stay at home all day, have like 3 close friends and just exist really
It Doesn’t Take a Killer to Murder
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I have this dream where I
Am shooting my father
With a Gun.
It goes off once,
Twice,
Then four times.
The first bullet grazes his left ear,
The next tears through his thigh,
Then his arm,
And finally his chest.
I watch him writhe in pain,
Begging for forgiveness,
Breathing in ragged gasps
As though he can force
Air back into his lungs.
I remember doing the same thing
A lifetime ago,
When it wasn’t bullets,
But not only his belt
That found every corner of my body.
As he draws his final breath,
A realization settles over me:
It only takes a reason to Kill.
Remember Me
Listen:
the lights hum louder than the crowd ever could,
buzzing like a promise that never learned my words.
Imagine this:
me on stage,
hands trembling not from fear,
but from the weight of being wanted.
I stand where echoes are born,
where voices stretch themselves thin
trying to touch forever—
and mine?
My voice barely reaches the front row.
I want to shine,
not like the blinding kind
that burns out in applause,
but like something quiet and lasting—
a star someone looks for
when the night feels too heavy.
I want to be remembered.
Not as a face in the background,
not as a name misspelled in programs,
not as the almost—
the nearly—
the could-have-been.
But the stage forgets quickly.
It swallows footsteps,
devours voices,
leaves nothing but dust
and a faint ringing
where a dream used to stand.
Listen—
if you hear anything at all,
let it be this:
I was here.
Remember Me.
Even if no one remembers
how brightly I tried to shine.
She is of Earth
Before maps were drawn
and before oceans were given names,
the Earth practiced becoming a woman.
It shaped valleys into the curve of her hips,
rolled hills into the softness of her thighs,
and stretched the horizon wide
to teach her how to carry longing.
Beneath her skin,
rivers run faithfully.
They branch and bend,
winding through hidden places,
carrying life from one shore to another.
The blood in her veins is no different—
a crimson current
traveling endlessly home,
feeding every distant village of flesh,
every sleeping forest of bone.
And her hair—
Her hair is the grass of a thousand meadows.
It grows toward sunlight,
dances beneath invisible winds,
lies quiet beneath moonlight,
and rises again with morning.
Each strand remembers
what wheat fields know:
that beauty is not in standing still,
but in moving with the seasons.
Her lungs borrow their rhythm from forests.
She breathes,
and somewhere leaves tremble.
She exhales,
and the world exhales with her.
Her heartbeat echoes the old drums of the Earth—
the crashing of waves against stone,
the shifting of mountains,
the patient pulse beneath roots
that have waited centuries for rain.
How strange that we learn to love one
and neglect the other.
We praise the woman
for her softness,
for her resilience,
for the life she carries within her,
yet forget that the Earth does the same.
She bears our footprints without complaint,
feeds us from her own body,
and still offers flowers
where we have left scars.
To love a woman
is to understand the Earth.
To trace the river beneath her skin
and recognize the rivers outside your window.
To run your fingers through her hair
and think of summer fields bending in the breeze.
To rest against her chest
and hear the same ancient song
that hums beneath mountains and oceans.
And when she smiles,
it feels like sunrise spilling over a sleeping valley,
the kind that makes birds sing
and wildflowers open their faces to the light.
For she is not merely standing upon the Earth.
She is the Earth—
walking,
breathing,
blooming,
a river wrapped in skin,
a meadow crowned with grass,
a living reminder
that the world has always known
how to make something beautiful.
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The Weight of Wilted Things
Would you water a rotting flower,
Petals bruised by time and rain?
Stems once proud now bend and cower,
Roots too tangled deep in pain.
You pour love in steady measure,
Hope like sunlight on the leaves,
But decay steals every treasure,
And the bloom no longer grieves.
It once reached for skies so golden,
Sang in winds and drank the light,
But its silence now is swollen,
With the weight of endless night.
So ask yourself, in the honest hour:
What do you feed — and what feeds you?
Would you water a rotting flower,
Or find a field where life breaks through?
The Weight of Wilted Things
Would you water a rotting flower,
Petals bruised by time and rain?
Stems once proud now bend and cower,
Roots too tangled deep in pain.
You pour love in steady measure,
Hope like sunlight on the leaves,
But decay steals every treasure,
And the bloom no longer grieves.
It once reached for skies so golden,
Sang in winds and drank the light,
But its silence now is swollen,
With the weight of endless night.
So ask yourself, in the honest hour:
What do you feed — and what feeds you?
Would you water a rotting flower,
Or find a field where life breaks through?
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