kita

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow, and i am in them, and that is eternity.

[earthinlove]

[earthinlove]

guys i think we’re cooked

[earthinlove]

i already have to sit with a lot of hurtful truths everyday so it would be really nice if he would just lie to me. give me something to look forward to. give me something to get lost in

[earthinlove]

ur not supposed to be perfect

just be present

be messy

[earthinlove]

me and tree just existing

[earthinlove]

im not gonna lie, regular ideal meditation always sounded boring to me, and overtime i found my own ways of meditating yet those ways doesnt always work for me

(also cause my attention span is shit and my brain focuses on a thousand different things at once)

but now i think thats….. the whole point

not sitting in silence, but i just realized how

necessary it is for me to be able to actually sit with my body and feel whats going on inside of it without solving it immediately. just sitting with the chaos. sorting through the noise inside & around you even if it feels uncomfortable.

i havent done enough of that

[earthinlove]

in class we had a speaker and he told us when ur doing something you love for a living, you’re never really working

[earthinlove]

lol

[michygrimes2025-deactivated2026]

[earthinlove]

me & baby

[earthinlove]

when my card declines at therapy and they bring up my crippling fear of being abandoned

[earthinlove]

my baby kiko

[earthinlove]

spring is here, im happier, & taking better care of myself.

made me realize my mood changes during the colder seasons. im not gonna force myself to keep pushing. im gonna work a little harder to prioritize self care during those times and make sure i get plenty of rest.

[earthinlove]

[earthinlove]

[earthinlove]

I WANT MORE JEWELRY

[earthinlove]

yall im finna make a hair oil and cucumber under eye patches wish me luck cause im winging it.