hold on, pain ends

25. orlando, fl. chapina/chicana 🇬🇹🇲🇽🇺🇸

[lestatsdelioncort]

leaf pile // the front bottoms

[8-bitrust]

[black-culture]

[earthtosusana]

500+

so much time has passed since i last spoke to you. 513 days to be exact. it’s been 516 days since i last touched you and believed you when you said i was yours and you were mine. 

i’ve questioned every word and action from that night. did i say something wrong? did i talk too much or not enough? did you not feel the spark when we kissed or held hands anymore? why wasn’t i enough for you? 

i’ve thought about you everyday since then. about every word you spoke. your touch. your kisses. your smell. your smile. and those big beautiful brown eyes and caramel skin. who can forget that luscious beard of yours? or the ways your eyes crinkle when you laugh really big. or your hand on my thigh.. not in a sexual way but in a comforting way that made me feel oh so safe. especially when i was in your arms. 

i’ll never forget you and our short lived time together. as much as it hurts to say goodbye, i know i need to finally let go. let you go. i heard you’re with her now. it hurts. so much. but i’m happy for you. truly. you deserve to be happy. i only wish it was with me. 

thank you for helping me recognize the hurt i was feeling. the pain that i felt. thanks for confiding in me and letting me put my guard down. thank you for showing me how to love again. i truly thought i would never be able to love again. but you changed the game for me. you quickly swooped in and mended my broken heart. but just as quickly as you came into my life, you left. 

i’ll never forget you. and in some way, i’ll love you for the rest of my life. 

[kpfun]

Rest in peace, Chadwick Boseman.

[djklmnx]

[kingaquarius2-deactivated202102]

There is something very different in “I would rather do this with you” and “I have to do this with you.” Don’t ever get it twisted. Don’t take for granted the people that choose you.

you waste your time when you don’t pay attention to someone who isn’t trying to grow, not when you’re patient with someone who is. But keep on bailing after ever little thing, see how many people will remain in your life. 🌱

Patience is life’s biggest virtue.

[latukk]

[siobhanblank-deactivated2019011]

I remember some YouTuber tweeting like “TV shows are too political these days old shows like Fresh Prince didn’t have all this sjw bullshit” and like the first episode will and uncle phil talk very sternly about malcom x

[mirukaiam]

If anything, sitcom shows even from Disney esp if they're black were bold in your face political about societal issues

[dont-at-m3]

ima just leave these here

[oeuvre-e]

[viinnttaaggee]

I am really bad at staying in touch with people but that doesn’t necessarily mean I don’t care

[snoopy32102]

ik tumblr is cringe or whatever but i really do feel like my blog is my own little house and it's incredibly comforting to be here

[thezeroquotes]

It's important to make sure that we're talking with each other in a way that heals, not in a way that wounds.

— Barack Obama

[ariescorpio4444]

being intuitive is just like... i don’t like this and no i will not elaborate

[cmfwritings]

“You were in love with the thought of me. I was in love with the thought of your potential.”

[goldenangelll]

i have always been too much for someone or not enough. i’m either too loud or not loud enough. i am a walking contradiction. a full glass or an empty one. there is no balance in me. tell me, what made you leave? my devastating fire or my lack of heat?

- l.r // i am never half empty

[a-s-y-ll-u-m-deactivated2012032]