Fear and loathing...
I despise myself more and more everyday.
My feet are killing me. It’s like I’m walking on fresh purple/green/blue bruises.
Can my face be any more repulsive?
I’ve wanted to be pretty my whole life and the jealousy and envy I feel when I see pretty girls kills me inside.
There’s so much static in my brain. I can’t remember things that make me happy.
Today at work a lady brought in some newborn kittens and as I was holding one she said ‘let me take your picture so you can put it on Facebook’ and I immediately and forcefully said ‘NO’….and I think she was taken aback. I just told her I don’t “do” pictures and said she should take someone else’s picture so she did.
No pictures please. Ever. Ever again.

















