Candidly Recovering (ED)

Join me as I recover from my Eating Disorder!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My Reasons to Recover

Lets start a chain of our motivations to heal. I will start:

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- Graduate HS, go away for college, feel physically well, enjoy life, stop worrying my loved ones, have energy, manage anxiety, and more!

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My Reasons to Recover

Lets start a chain of our motivations to heal. I will start:

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Radical notion. 98% of “Thinspo” blogs are not “pro ana” they are just people with eating disorders. And the people who look for and at thinspo blogs are mainly other thinspo blogs.

Is it healthy? No. But is it a community? Yes. A picture of a thin person doesn’t cause an Ed, sorry to break it to you.

(And LEGIT pro-ana blogs are run not by people with Ed’s but by sick fucks who fetishise them)

This has been a PSA.

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THANK YOU!!

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I do not support pro-ED content, never truly have, and yet, have created it and consumed it in the very recent past. If you are involved with it, please try to stop, but I think it is important to remember you are not a bad person for it. I swear, even my therapist agrees!!!! 

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Moving forward, lets instead form a healthy, recovery oriented, but also not 100% disorder-related, community. While recovery is great to discuss, and disorders make us need to vent, it is unhealthy to identify too strongly with your disorder, even if you are recovering. That previous comment is my personal, so I went on a bit of a tangent here. But I love the original message here too!!!

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“Hypocrite” by Emma Drew H. —-Credit me if you wish to reuse my work. Please leave feedback. —- #dietculture #antidietculture #antidietculturepoetry #poetry #originalwork #youngwriter #aspiringwriter #teenagepoet #anorexiarecoverypoem #anorexiarecovery #underweightproblems #eatingdisorderawareness #societyhasworktodo #dialoguepoetry #originalpoem #edhpoetry #emmadrewhpoetry #emmadrewh #feedbackwelcome #reuseplease #wanttopublish #repost #grammarerrororiginally #theretheirtheyre https://www.instagram.com/p/B8XvEk9gINd/?igshid=6c2raj837mxr

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fixed my grammar errors lol.

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Recovering, as My IG suggests, “Through Pen and Paper”

My poetry. It helps me immensely. When it comes to ED recovery, it offers a way to be fully honest about my disordered behaviors/thoughts/goals, but also takes each positive inkling, small fleeting hopeful thought, grabs it, and gives it a place to grow, thrive, flourish. Until, someday, I turn such musings into more than poems, more than words, but actions, and those actions, give me back my life.

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“Hypocrite” by Emma Drew H. —-Credit me if you wish to reuse my work. Please leave feedback. —- #dietculture #antidietculture #antidietculturepoetry #poetry #originalwork #youngwriter #aspiringwriter #teenagepoet #anorexiarecoverypoem #anorexiarecovery #underweightproblems #eatingdisorderawareness #societyhasworktodo #dialoguepoetry #originalpoem #edhpoetry #emmadrewhpoetry #emmadrewh #feedbackwelcome #reuseplease #wanttopublish https://www.instagram.com/p/B8XjvqMg7g5/?igshid=1h9sbp1uaj08f

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I originally wrote a lovely caption, but it turned into its own sort of poem, so I will give it a post all of its own. 

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LET’S ....and I mean this rather literally...

   GET

              THIS 

                       FUCKING

                                 BREAD

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