sacrificial lamb

i am both the wound and the knife.

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one day, i’m going to write out mina’s death and i’m just sorry in advance.

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i’m so sorry for the radio silence. work is killing me and it’s also my moon time and my insides are screaming at me so i have not felt very good.

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happy pride month everyone.

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and happy national indigenous history month to my fellow first nations, métis and inuit friends.

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happy pride month everyone.

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URBAN LEGEND. roleplay sentence starters of the 1998 film. feel free to edit according to scenario / pronouns. tw: gore, violence, gaslighting, innuendo.

so you've been stealing your roommate's birth-control pills?

how the hell am i gonna get a new roommate this late in the semester?

okay, please, please make it.

run out of gas?

could you come inside for one minute, please?

is there a problem?

someone's in the backseat!

spit it out, [ name ].

had yourself a little frat boy protein shake, did you?

should i, like, get my stomach pumped or something?

i think the only thing you need pumped is the air out of your head.

sweetie, the world is not ready for you to reproduce.

how exactly does [ name ] come up with this stuff?

that's not the point of the story, paperboy.

he takes that little knife and he cuts their throat, ear to ear.

well, it's a bullshit story you hear on every campus in the northeast.

i mean, where's the proof?

if there's another e. coli crisis in the cafeteria, i want you to have the biggest, juiciest burger on me.

he is such a babe.

did it seem like he was giving me the eye?

should i ask him out anyway?

the story's not true, it's just a legend.

if it's just a legend, then what's the problem?

i won't encourage this.

come on, cut me a little slack.

now, what exactly happens when i say "bloody mary" five times?

come on, it's time to raise the dead.

you called?

she was trying to summon the dead, [ name ].

is this what you do with your free time, [ name ]?

you know, he was half-way normal before pledge week.

shut off the fucking light!

well, that really happened to a girl in my hometown.

don't worry, you'll probably survive.

he is such a moron.

hey, what's going on?

is this true?

the only lunatic on this campus is you.

can i quote you on that?

let's get out of here.

hold on a second.

this was someone's life, [ name ].

my voice was probably the last she heard. can you imagine?

what if there is a lunatic on campus?

hello? space cadet?

yeah, and i'll miss her too, because that girl gave great head.

you seemed kind of weird this afternoon.

isn't it horrible about [ name ]?

i was in the neighborhood.

we can just go someplace and talk.

a little something to warm you up?

i'd really rather not talk about it anymore.

it's completely understandable. if you don't wanna open up, that's fine.

i still have so much love inside of me left to give.

you're lonely. you're repressed. you're aching to break loose.

that was a fairly good impersonation of a human being.

you don't have to act like such a bitch.

it's not an act, believe me.

one black eye or two, [ name ]?

they killed him. somebody killed him.

if you don't mind me asking, what the hell are you on?

come on, it's just like that urban legend.

what are you trying to say, [ name ]?

well, then my big question is, what is he gonna do next, huh?

is someone there?

this is definitely not a myth.

thanks for the warning.

so you never actually saw anyone there?

who would have thought she would do something like that?

i know that this is a really bad time for you.

how did you get that?

why didn't you tell me you knew her?

hey, look. i'm just doing my job here, okay?

it's a stretch.

what's that got to do with anything?

so this is where you research all your lurid articles.

reality is lurid, alright?

i'm only the messenger.

did anyone die there?

would you look at that?

something i can help you with?

how can you suggest that i had anything to do with that girl's death?

what was all that about?

what do you wanna talk about?

hey, i just wanna know what's going on here.

[ name ], nothing is gonna happen to me.

i don't know, i think i should go home for a few days.

you need to relax and have some fun and come to the party. okay?

promise you won't leave me alone?

i'm gonna go get something to drink. you want anything?

look, i'm sorry i doubted you before.

nothing's gonna happen to you, okay?

what was that all about?

you trying to give me a heart attack here?

why don't you have another drink?

why do you always have to be such a jerk?

you're gonna die tonight.

am i right? hello?

now, don't get shy on me all of a sudden, fuckface.

please, i don't wanna die!

hey, [ name ], i'm on your side.

you have my number. use it.

okay, you can just let me out right here.

what's wrong with you?

i'm sorry, but i can't understand a thing you're saying, doll.

if i remove the gag, you've got to promise me that you won't scream.

you're fucking crazy.

i prefer the term eccentric.

i guess you could say i'm a little nutty.

you still haven't figured it out, have you?

payback's a bitch, isn't it, [ name ]?

you won't get away with this.

don't you want to be an urban legend?

i am really gonna enjoy watching you bleed to death.

you're cute, [ name ], but you're not that fucking cute.

where's your proof?

were you even listening?

i believe you, but you didn't tell it right.

okay, listen up, because this is how the story really goes.

[disgustinggf]

make me cum not cry, or maybe make me cry from making me cum too many times

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maybe a hometown web weave? maybe a family dynamic web weave?

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hi mutuals, especially ship partners - i very much value communication and world building. if there is a point where you do not want to continue a dynamic, please just let me know in advance.

[phantomladyoverparis]

[childwhimsyaf]

[3rabbit]

daughter (non-practicing)

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` * nsfw alphabet a - z - a headcanon post.

a is for aftercare: with strangers or someone she ends up killing? absolutely not. she wants to be alone. with a partner? absolutely. she loves to cuddle. she loves to be praised and pampered. she needs aftercare from her partner - especially if they engage in something very dangerous or kink heavy. she also will give aftercare to her partner as well depending on what they need. whether that is cuddling, food, a shower or bandaging wounds.

b is for body part: mina has heightened sensory experiences, her inner thighs, under her breasts, her stomach, her neck, etc are all incredibly sensitive. she loves any attention to all parts of her body. however, she does have some insecurities around her body as she has lots of scars. some of these are from previous injuries and some are from self-inflicted harm, she's worried a partner will see her as unappealing.

c is for cum: she doesn't spit, she swallows. she is also quiet open to creampies. how can you tell when she's about to cum? she will likely try to bury her face in her partners shoulder or a pillow to hide while she tightens her hold on her partner. her stomach will usually tighten and breathing picks up in pace.

d is for dirty secret: she doesn't really have a dirty secret tbh. she wouldn't tell anyone anyways if she did.

e is for experience: mina considers herself to be someone with moderate experience. she learns new things from her partners. she had her first time with a childhood sweetheart and learnt more from him than anything. she doesn't really consider herself some know-it-all but she certainly isn't inexperienced.

f is for favourite position: known as the face off and similar to the lotus , partner sits at the edge of a bed or on the chair and receiver sits on their lap, facing them. mina likes this position because it does allow her some sort of control in relation to pace, depth, etc. she is open to other positions as well - doggy style, etc. but the face off is her favourite.

g is for goofy: she likes to be able to laugh with a partner, playful and fun sex is nice. especially if she's in love with you. she likes when things feel easy even if sex can be serious or intensive. even if it's just those little giggles post-orgasm.

h is for hair: she does not really care about body hair on others, its not something she places any thought into - rather just that the individual is clean. mina keeps herself clean but she does not shave. she spent many years living off grid and just maintained herself as needed. she keeps a natural body but is well groomed and clean.

i is for intimacy: this can be complicated. mina doesn't necessarily see herself as someone that is worth loving and caring for. she doesn't see beauty in herself and she struggles with intimacy. sex with a romantic partner, someone she's incredibly close with and in love with - this can be really emotional for her. she has been known to cry - especially if they are having slow and passionate sex and her partner is telling her how loved she is. she she struggles. on the flip side of this - she is quite able to detach emotionally from sex (especially in a hunt)

j is for jack off: on her own, independently - mina does not really see a need for self-pleasure.

k is for kink: oh goodness. well, she's naturally submissive but can still switch when she's in a mood. she also is into free-use within limits and with a trusted partner. she does enjoy knife play/blood play, choking, etc. but she is open to whatever her partners like and trying anything once.

l is for location: mina is no stranger to having sex outdoors, especially in the woods. she's fine with exhibitionism and being outside. within a home, she's fine in any area that she can be comfortable. bedroom, on the couch, in the shower? she's fine anywhere.

m is for motivation: bigggggg on praise from a partner, it makes her want to continue to please someone. it motivates her a lot more to satisfy her partner. alternatively, motivation for sex can often come from hunger and anger/frustration. if she's had a tough day or is in a frustrating mood, sometimes sex is a good release - right next to hunting.

n is for no: anything nonconsentual, anything illegal. she also is not a fan of anal or any bodily fluid that is not cum, spit or blood. keep ur stink away.

o is for oral: she loves to receive and she will also provide - just make sure she doesn't bite :)

p is for pace: it really depends on the mood that she is in. sometimes she wants something rough, hard and fast paced but sometimes she enjoys something slow and sensual when she's with a romantic partner - that is not to say that she does not enjoy the desperation of something rough with a partner too.

q is for quickie: absolutely. with a partner and with prey tbh. with a partner, she enjoys the thrill of the desperation of being needed - especially if that is somewhere out and about and needing to find somewhere private to do that.

r is for risk: consenting, of course. mina enjoys introducing risk into sex. this includes bringing in knives, guns, choking, biting, etc. she has a very high pain tolerance and enjoys playing with various sensations, especially allowing her partner to mark her up. she thinks very little of herself in the context of safety so she does not really care. of course, none of this is done unless her partner is consenting and enjoying it as well.

s is for stamina: mina can often withstand a few rounds in the bedroom but because of her health conditions, she is prone to heightened sensory states and can easily become overstimulated easily - sometimes this can be enjoyable and sometimes this can further irritate her.

t is for toys: mina does not own any unless gifted to her by a partner.

u is for unfair: mina lovessssss to tease other people. especially if it is part of a hunting game for her. she thinks it's fun. men are easy to manipulate and tease. she is also know to be a bit of a brat in the bedroom and does like being teased herself - until she becomes frustrated and whiny about it. but she does enjoy it.

v is for volume: in general, mina is a very quiet person. this does sometimes cross over into sex as well. she's not always quiet, she does let out moans and whimpers and is known to grow in volume in time, especially if encouraged by a partner. she will also moan in a partners ear.

w is for wildcard: mina sometimes uses the promise of sex as a means of hunting, especially if she's in the middle of nowhere at a shitty dive bar. it's easy to pick someone up and lure them out into a field or somewhere else. mina would then start to fool around with them and typically kills them right before they have the chance to cum and then she eats and takes whatever is in their wallets.

x is for x-ray: you can find references to mina's body type on her pinterest here!

y is for yearning: if she feels like she needs to be close to someone in effort to settle an emotional need of being wanted/needed - then yes, she may be more in a "yearning" for physical contact or sex. however, she's quite content going without it.

z is for zzz: i think it really depends on the mood / time of day. sometimes, if mina is having sex with a romantic partner - she can absolutely fall asleep afterwards, there's no question about that. if she feels comfortable and relaxed enough, she will cuddle and doze off. if mina is utilizing sex as a tool for hunting a victim - likely will not sleep as she is actively engaged in the hunt and gets adrenaline from that.

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i slept in super late and have been dying of cramps ever since. currently, taking advantage of feeling momentarily well and sitting on my porch to read a little chapter of a book i started the other day and have a coffee and then i’ll be online 😌 i’m thinking of building up the npc’s in the mina calloway universe.

[ofallingstar]

Where the Crawdads Sing (2022)

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I just realized that many many people have jobs

Rb with your job, wtf do you people do while offline???