☀️🌅 a lady with increased complusion to scream about things [1000% if their pointy elven men] | TESBLR | 21 | PNW | She/Her | follow my RB acc: @LunaBiscut | Banner by: @baileybooradly :O
yk, i'm really not happy here. i want to be, but i find myself doing nothing but mostly complaining about how toxic this community is over and over. leaving and coming back constantly... it's just an unhealthy obligation atp. remaining on this site feels like beating a dead horse. i'm infinitely happier on toyhouse and discord tes communities that are smaller and healthier. sooo many of yall have told me to not let the assholes win, but im afraid they are not worth my energy enough to even stay on tumblr. i've only had a handful of people be gross towards me, but it's jarring when it's the same people who go around harassing SO many others. calling this behavior out will just result in drama and no progress here, unfortunately.
there's no winning or losing. i just think most people here are mean, quite frankly. why stay around if we've normalized this kind of behavior so much?
i can ignore them, yes - but to be very honest with you guys, i struggle with very severe c-ptsd, and any sort of stress caused by people is extremely debilitating for me. i'm not at the part of my healing journey where i can just rationalize it and move on. :( i need safer options.
i have my tes server with over 60 members who are SO awesome and kind - and i want to invite any of my mutuals there who wish to see more tes stuff and interact with a very awesome and open community elsewhere. i truly don't care about keeping tesblr alive anymore. </3
i know it seems ironic as i have a post complaining about tes servers, but tbh? it's mostly tesblr tes servers. i'm not gonna let those previous opinions of mine stop me from finding a community somewhere else
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regarding @tes-tarot - it will be scrapped. i will be moving this monthly prompt event to my tes server, and maybe even the Toyhouse group which will be linked below
regarding my comic Everlong: @bonestrewncrest will be taking over the sideblog and posting pages for me when the time comes. i wanted to make an announcement about how we are mixing our canon universes together. it's still happening, and you will be able to see it here and on many other sites! but only Rory will be sharing any of the Everlong pages on Tumblr specifically.
regarding me: i'm still very active on toyhouse + the toyhouse tes oc group, deviantart, instagram, furaffinity, and discord (lobocanthropy). Everlong will be posted on all of these sites, as well as some more in the future!
a lot of my mutuals will be getting dms from me where i'll share my discord in case this post isn't seen. this blog will stay up. i do not mind having a presence here, but it's about time i make myself happy and stop continuing to do so
remember to be kind! every account is a human behind the screen. be wise what you put your energy into on the internet, and take care!
i'm gonna be ballsy and post a link to my server HERE. it's an 18+ tes server that is centered around art and ocs. it will expire in a month!
Tagging: @sulphuricgrin @friend-of-giants@silly-little-diary@firefly-factory@thequeenofthewinter @luciolafantastic@dirty-bosmer@skyrim-forever@changelingsandothernonsense@blue-dartwing@sanzas-reverie@vanilleeistee@elavoria@labskeever@sunlightpassingthroughthewater@pocket-vvardvark@ladytanithia with no pressure attached <3
Skipped last Wednesday because I worked on a commission and fighting the headaches - turns out it was sinusitis from allergies and now that I'm treating that it is getting better every day. Besides that, my mental health is a bit shit atm, anxiety is at its peak. I remembered this evening that drawing in fact helps with that and so did just that!
Ah and not to forget, I want to earn the money for the first session of my tattoo sleeve so if you want to commission me for that, that would be amazing! [shameless self plugging is now over]
I sat down and worked a bit more on Manni and Ria and by now, the "clean" version of the portrait is done but I will post it together with the stinky, gruesome version of Manni. Ugh, I've been so Mannimarco-piled this week - I'm also working on chapter 47 of DwD II where he is actually finally summoned? And he just appeared and was mean to Morotar. As he should. (You might see that in about... five months or so :P)
Anyway! Here's my art, one version clean and the other with the sketch of what needs to be done on :)
Hi! I have been tagged soooo many times over the past few weeks, thank you guys for still including me even while I haven't been able to be as active 🤎🖤
I've got a commission I'm working on that I'm hoping to finish the lines on today!
I also got this second hand jacket I'm taking the sleeves off of and then I'm probably going to dye it!
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