old soul

— I'd sail every moon, I'd catch every star, I'd die nine hundred times... just to feel my heart beating again yujin. 17. rebel. the BETTER shin. var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5371000"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=liver&e2=livers&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

[kellymagovern]

[eayujin-blog]

I need to ask you something

*& 4. how do you know when you’re in love? (romantic or platonic)

“You’ll just feel it”

[eayujin-blog]

“I need to ask you something”

*& 30. If you had to make a choice, would you die for love or would you live without love?

“I’d die for love” she replies in a heartbeat. “Love is what keeps us alive. We’d be lifeless puppets in our mechanical routines without it” she adds.

“And love has gotten me through so much, honestly. It’s really simple and yet, it gives me hope to make life worth living for”

[eayujin-blog]

“I need to ask you something”

*& 28. If you had the opportunity to write a letter to someone you had hurt, what will you say?

Dear time,

I’m sorry for wanting too much of you when you gave me nine hundred years.

I just think it’s still too short.

     Your loving Gumiho, 

     Shin Yujin.

[eayujin-blog]

“I need to ask you something” (2 questions)

*& 5. would you or have you ever killed? what would drive you to kill?

“I haven’t..I think? well wouldn’t you be the one to know?” she laughs a little, she has forgotten every memory of those seven hundred years except for her not so favorite Oppa. 

“I’d never kill, even if my life depended on it, people don’t deserve that–ever” 

*& 16. what is the one thing that makes you feel safe?

“The thought of dying and being reborn afterwards– you know, I think I’m actually fearless now”

[everafterkrp-blog1]

EAH Meme Day: The Difficult Questions

And we’re back with this week’s meme! 

As requested by one of you through everaftersuggest, the theme of this week’s meme revolves around difficult or skin-deep questions for your muses. The questions will hopefully help everyone build or get their muse back after our event. You have until September 25, Sunday, to reblog this meme! Answering the questions within the week will count as activity for our Activity Check! 

Remember the roleplayer karma: send if you want to receive! 

Send me “I need to ask you something” and I’ll randomly generate a number from 1-30 to determine which question I will answer for you. If a number comes up more than once, I must roll again to find a new one. 

Kindly indicate if you wish to have me answer several questions. 

Keep reading

[eayujin-blog]

how cruel it can be

[eaxnikolaus-deactivated20161105]

He heard her, heard the cry, that was the first stab.

She raised her head and looked at him with tears rolling down her cheeks, that was when he felt his heart was ripped out.

He’s heading towards her, feet moving on its own. There were so many things to say, so many he could say to her, but he knows the moment he opened his mouth, it would be ore of a mess because it’s really her. She was that Yoonhee, the one that he promised that he would never make her cry, would never hurt her, would return to even if the chances of dying were so high.

He managed to break those all except for the last, he would not fail her this time.

He kneels down in front of her, then he brought her close, held her tight because this time he won’t let her go, won’t leave her. He- he probably didn’t understand the pain of waiting as much as she did, but he knew that it was his fault and that is what’s really hurting him. Finally, when he thought he’s a bit better after such an impact from that one wish, he managed to bring out a reply to her words “…I’m sorry- but I’m…I’m back aren’t I.”

She remembered him, she’s here right in front of him, they’re back together after so long. It’s wrecking him, but it’s also making him feel so joyous and he’s just so- he loved her then and he still loved her now. “I…I won’t ever leave you again Yoonhee…I promise…I promise..”

But somehow, even that promise seemed so fragile, he’d broken so many already but he managed to keep one so it wouldn’t hurt to try again right?

[eayujin-blog]

To whatever she’s doing and forcing herself not do, he probably hates her for it now-- he didn’t come back, and that fact hurt her more than anything else, but she just can’t bring herself to hate him. 

She doesn’t know what to do and when he moves to envelop her within his arms, she breaks down. His warmth, his voice-- it’s all it takes and she’s crying again, crying like it’s the only thing she knows. Her chin rests on his shoulder like a puzzle piece finding its place and she tries to force out coherent words out of her throat. “You’re back, you’re...back” she repeats and she closes her eyes and savors the moment-- she doesn’t want this to end like any other dream. 

And maybe it’s foolish for her to believe in him-- that he’ll never leave her again. How foolish too for a Gumiho to think about growing old with the person you love? yet alone die with the person you love. That’s not her destiny, and everybody knows that you just can’t cheat destiny.

He says her name like honey, and it’s been so long to have heard that name, something she doesn’t really remember until now. She starts to calm down, still in his embrace, whispering something more foolish than she actually is. 

“I’ve missed you so much it’s been killing me” 

[eayujin-blog]

bomb bomb

[halfxmoons-blog]

Ezio’s eyes wander a bit before making eye contact with her. The mutant shifts his hands in his pockets, having an indifferent look on his face.

“It is..more than just nice.” He clarifies, hazel eyes glistening at the thought of Axel. Although he never saw himself as godly or worthy of anyone’s affection. Some people doubted him and Axel in the beginning.

With romance, Ezio never really faired better. His past girlfriend before Axel prior to coming to EAH has always depicted him as boring or indifferent. There was no spark and after that, Ezio was never really fond of looking for someone else. Well that is until Axel waltzes into his life all of a sudden and he’s smitten towards the god.

He slightly smiles back, not much of a smiler unless he was really happy. Right now, he’s relaxed. But he tries, smiling back to look more favorable to the younger.

“The name’s Ezio.” Introducing himself, the mutant has always rehearsed introducing himself as Ezio. Grayson was more reserved for the most valuable people in his life. “Aren’t you a gumiho?” He asks politely, “I’ve heard so, I wanted to know for clarification.”

[eayujin-blog]

Seeing the other talk about his significant other makes her heart flutter as well-- it was nice to see people in love, as superficial as some people think it is. She nods again, smiling sweeter than usual before going back to her usual composed self. 

“Ezio” she repeats to herself. “Nice name” she comments with manners, although straightforwardly, she does find it quite beautiful-- his name. She suppresses a raise of an eyebrow, she has always received questions like this so it isn’t much of a surprise, but his tone isn’t veiled with curiosity, as if it’s just a healthy conversation between them...and Yujin is starting to believe that it is. 

She nods as a conformation. “Although I’m not much of a nine-tailed fox just yet, my brother is but not me” she comments, smiling again as if it’s fun to be a mythical fox who reborns and forgets everything. 

[battle-blind]

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This is just… beautiful.

[eaxalec-deactivated20161118]

⦗blast off!⦘

@eayujin

Look, it’s not that Alec hates it here it’s just that he misses space. So it can be properly explained and reasoned as for why he’s sneaking out of his dorm in the middle of the night with a bag of spare parts slung over his shoulder. He’s heading over to the Enchanted Forest because it’s large enough so that he won’t be found easily and there’s enough foliage so that he can hide a starship. Not that, he’s building one or anything if anyone asks. 

He’s checking around to see if any teachers or staff members are around so that he doesn’t get caught. Honestly Alec is pretty good at this being sneaking thing if he really tries and right now he’s really trying. He’s pretty good at the whole being a thief thing, but he learned that from his dad and his dad isn’t the most subtle of people. At least he gets the job done so that’s all that matters. 

He’s at the small clearing where he’s started to start building the starship and right now it’s just a bunch of spare parts. Nothing is quite yet built at the moment because Alec doesn’t really have the parts for it, but he’s slowly getting there. If he would have to make a quick estimate he would say that he has about 15% of the parts needed to build a proper starship. It’s a slow process but he’s getting there. 

[eayujin-blog]

The good thing about libraries is that the custodian is kind enough to let her stay, and she’s been staying in such, enough for people to think that she actually lives in it. 

It’s almost twelve midnight and she finally puts the last book in its rightful place. She pulls her jacket over herself and fixes a cap on her head to walk out of the library. 

The hallway is silent, letting her footsteps compensate for such as there is no single person strutting through the place. She’s finally out of the building, not knowing if it’s the moonlight shining so bright that it’s specifically shining above a familiar hue. Alec. He’s no stranger, but they haven’t interacted enough for Yujin to call him a friend-- yet. 

Cats aren't the only ones with curiosity, and before she knows it, she’s been following him unnoticed for a few minutes now. She enters where he does and sees some kind of unfinished machine she can’t understand. 

“You should get some rest instead of doing this” she finally speaks, being behind him for a few minutes already. 

[eayujin-blog]

how cruel it can be

[eaxnikolaus-deactivated20161105]

❝ I wish to know the truth behind these dreams of mine. ❞

He’s running, he’s probably pushed someone away, probably nearly tripped too many times, probably not even knowing where he’s going. He only wanted to find her, the woman he loved in those days, the one he made so many promises to. She was still waiting for him maybe, maybe she was still there ready to welcome him back with a smile. But he knew that it had been so very long since then, by now she would have lost memories of him and the idea of that is so terrifying and painful. Even so, he- he needed to at least return to her, even if it will break him.

So he’s going around, maybe in circles, maybe in the right direction, but he found himself somewhere, his catastrophic mind can’t really make out all the details so well, but he sees a girl and somehow he heard her word. My king, that was how she referred to him at times before. He’s getting confused, with his mind trying to make sense and organize the disorderly memories, jumbled up and merging at odd places. 

From what he could manage to actually decipher from the chaotic recollections. The girl from before had looked different than the one he was recalling, yet with such a mess going on inside of him he couldn’t really properly think before he acted. So taking a chance, and it was quite the stupid move if he was wrong, he called out a name which he hadn’t been able to say in a long, long time “Yoonhee?”

He’s desperate, he’s hopeful, he’s such a mess at that moment, but despite it all he’s trying to reach out to her, his love. No matter how many laws are trying to stop them for being in such a relationship.

[eayujin-blog]

The maiden of seven hundred years finally cries, and she swears it’s the hardest cry she has ever let out. She clutches unto the fabric near her heart, and she cries again, this time it’s been evident and loud-- a cry that will reach the heavens, a cry that will damn every gods that ever made her this way. 

There’s no one there, and she figures that maybe he’s dead, that faith does not exist-- you cannot cheat death, nobody can. So, she tries to mend the aching heart that she thinks will stop beating anytime soon. 

How cruel can it be to hear a voice you’ve been longing to hear for decades, that voice that has whispered to her ears every night, that voice that makes her insane, makes her feel real, makes her human. 

She lifts her head up, hands still shaking from the surge of memories; the laughter, the love, the death. She’s been waiting for him for so many years, a soul that has been yearning for him without her realizing it. 

Tears rolling against her cheeks, she can’t seem to stop it.  

Seung Il, the great, the powerful, the king of Joseon and the king of her earth.

She couldn’t move, but forces herself to nod weakly.  

“You’re...late” she murmurs in irony-- because she can wait forever. 

[eayujin-blog]

cinderelly

The scent of coffee escapes from the two cups that are firmly held by Yujin’’s slender hands. She walks along the tapered hallway, silently contemplating that she shouldn’t have wasted her money on coffee–but hey, she feels a little bit rich today, or a little sweeter than she actually is.

The sunlight looms through the windows, with a mix of stress, anxiety, and all around contentment of Ever After High that decorates the walls as they often do–yet they all settle about wasting time, and that’s what the Gumiho is doing now. Well, it sometimes becomes a routine, bugging her favorite professor unnie from time to time.

She doesn’t really knock against the office door, and rather barges in like it’s her own home. 

“Good afternoon-- unnie” 

she greets, smile so bright it can be caught by the sun. 

[eayujin-blog]

how cruel it can be

❛ Tell me what it was– tell mo who he is  ❜

How cruel can Fate cheat destiny for a day to tie two forbidden threads together. The coin she throws sinks deep into the crystal clear water, glistening against the sunlight like a piece of treasure. 

And at that single throbbing moment, there’s a surge of memory rushing through her veins like no other vague memory she has felt. It stitches through as scenes flash before her eyes, and she finally understands.

She has loved her heart out, and she will love again, until nine hundred years finish her. She remains still, tears rolling against her cheeks as she stares into oblivion. Her hand starts shaking, falling down on her knees as she continues to stare, continues to savor those fragments together. 

“My...king” she whispers into the air, letting the wind pass her message to the faiths. 

[what-strange-lives-we-live]

Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together? Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences.

Emery Allen (via what-strange-lives-we-live)

[eayujin-blog]

bomb bomb

[halfxmoons-blog]

Ezio of course isn’t blind to her paranoia depicted in her eyes. He would be too around someone who could explode things for a living and make someone fall into a coma with physical contact. But he’s learned and trained himself to control his powers. 

Seeing her smile, Ezio couldn’t help but feel a bit relieved. He sincerely wished he wasn’t as tough as he portrays himself. But it was a part of him he’s proud of, intimidating others was his joy. But girls like Yujin, he didn’t like scaring because it was morally wrong.

Humming softly, sticking his hands into his pocket. Hearing her comment, he shrugs as if it’s not a big deal. It wasn’t the first time he’s done this for people or classmates. Usually people depicted him as someone deadly, but his powers can say something otherwise.

Smiling at the thought of Axel Cupid, his significant other/boyfriend. Although, Ezio is more humble. Not seeing himself as high as people depict him to be. “I’m actually the lucky one for my special someone.” Saying it sincerely, knowing that he’s lucky to be with Axel, it shouldn’t be the other way around.

[eayujin-blog]

At this point, she has already eased up enough, looking at him with sincerity, long enough that she’s starting to stare. 

“That’s nice” she comments, feeling a little proud that she guessed right-- a boy like him wouldn’t be so single anyway, just because he’s someone she thinks people would easily fall for-- not that she’d say that out loud, it would look like she’s flirting so she keeps it to herself. 

She has tasted few romances here and there, but she knows to herself that there’s something in her that screams differently, as if she’s waiting for a certain someone to come into her life. 

She gives him another smile, a smile of respect, a smile of introduction-- she’s happy to have met someone like him under not favorable circumstances. 

“I’m Shin Yujin, by the way” she finally makes the first move, extending her hand out for him to take. 

[eayujin-blog]

mtbd

War, famine, death-- those three words flash in different entities as tears start rolling against her cheeks. Yujin curls up on her bed, trying not to scream to prevent any ruckus shaking the cabin. But those fragments continue to hit her like a blade piercing in every pain possible. 

She pushes herself up, grimacing at how heavy her heart and mind feels right now. The fragments surge through her again, like she’s in some kind of forest as torches and people chase her down. She gets up, runs out of the cabin barefoot. She sees nothing but trees, and shouts. “Where’s that bitch, Kim Soah?” she hears a name that isn’t hers (or maybe it is) 

And she runs again, now feeling sand against her feet as she slumps down and passes out.  

[oechuu]

cutie jisoo