Life

[rxcknrxlla]

[ebeth070910]

Like a boss

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Mood

[ebeth070910]

Ready for the days when I can do this again. 🕶☀️

[sosuperawesome]

[selenakitt]

Beauty in every form

[ebeth070910]

My heart just hurts.

[ebeth070910]

Changes

Lots of things going on right now. Mostly good, but will definitely take some getting used to. I've been having a few good weeks of feeling pretty good about myself and life in general (hence the new pic). You only get one life. We shouldn't spend it wishing everything about ourselves was different. There's a reason we were made the way we were-different-so we can appreciate in others, what we lack ourselves. The exception would be beauty. We are all beautiful in our own right, we just each need to remember that when we look in the mirror. Happy Monday!!! #life #sexy self

[ebeth070910]

Beginning

I used to think I was comfortable with my body. One moment crumbled all my defenses and I was left emotionally naked as the day I was born. There I stood really looking at myself for the first time and found myself lacking...in everything. My self confidence was in the negative digits and for the positive person I usually am, I couldn't figure out a way to crawl back to the supposed positive and empowered place I had been before. I imagine myself not being unattractive. I would never call myself sexy (much as I might want to be)-I am too short, too "cute" or "adorable" ( the two words I hear the most). Who wants to be cute and adorable unless you're a puppy or teddy bear?!?!?! I am a woman, I want to be sexy. I want my man to WANT to only look at my body because that's all he NEEDS to look at. I want him to look at my body and know that's the only body that turns him on. I want that confidence inside of me 24/7 and not just on the days I wear the sexy stuff no one knows I'm wearing. I feel as if I'm asking for the moon, but I know it's possible. I just need to start from the beginning. #self confidence #pep talk #wannabesexy

[ebeth070910]

Motivation

It's amazing to me that, the more I've accomplished today, the more motivation I have to do more. I wish everyday was like that.