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(TO) Imagine #2

Elijah & Rebekah:

Kol:

Klaus:

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Tell me, Crowned Prince, was there ever a time when one of the thousand lives you so solemnly risk everyday was your own?

The Dark Corners of My Brain

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Klaus Mikaelson Aesthetic

(Disclaimer: I do not own any of the photos, simply the compilation of them)

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[2] Paradox (Kol)

(A/N: okay. so I fixed the timeline. During part 1 wherein Kol was watching the video, it was during his time as a revived Kol already. As stated he had seen the video multiple times. He got it through finn who stole it while they having dinner at the compound. Now everything goes by as does in the show)

Part 1

News of a welcoming party spread through New Orleans like a wild fire. 

The town buzzed with excitement as the Mikaelsons would soon hold another one of their famously lavish extravaganzas.

Soon, the night of the ball came. The compound looked beautiful, all lit up. 

Kol hooked his full clothed arm with Davina’s, a cheeky smile gracing his sinfully handsome face. He was wearing his black tux with a bowtie, contrasting Davina’s little white dress with lace sleeves.

“Darling, you ought to calm your heart down, though I understand that task is difficult with my presence.” He grinned at her as he looked into her eyes. 

Davina rolled hers as she smiled back. “I’m fine. Not at all bothered about the fact that Klaus might kill me any second.”

Kol pecked her lips as he wrapped his arms around her waist. “He won’t do that. Not with me around.” 

Davina sighed, wrapping her arms back around Kol’s neck. “Let’s hope so.” 

With that, they returned to their previous position with arms hooked as they entered the compound.

Kol led Davina through the familiar gate, and once Klaus spotted them, he went up the stairs and clinked his glass to catch all of the guests’ attention. The music stopped and all eyes immediately landed to them. 

Davina felt her heart beat a little faster, though she managed to command it to calm down

“Let us all greet my brother, Kol! Welcome back home, dear brother.” A round of applause went through the crowd as Kol charmingly smiled. He had caught most of the ladies’ eyes, and would have been trampled if not for the charming lady beside him. Klaus sent his wolfish grin as he signaled for the orchestra to start playing once again.

“Brother, I see you brought a guest.” He eyed Davina warily, suspicion obvious in his eyes. 

Kol wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled Davina close. “Yes, I have.” He looked Klaus in the eyes, as if to warn him about doing anything unpleasant to Davina.

Klaus smiled. “Enjoy the party. I’ll be mingling with the guests if you ever need me.” He said as he went off, disappearing into the crowd. 

Kol could also see his other three siblings eyeing Davina, however ignoring it. He knew they were wary of Davina, but he could honestly care less.

He led Davina to the dance floor, making her wrap her arms around his neck.

“Well, this is nice.” Davina muttered under her breath, scanning the crowd. Kol stared at the brunette. Deep inside, however, he was wishing she was another woman. The wish was slowly fading, little by little, and Kol had yet to know if that was a good thing.

Kol chuckled. “Don’t be so worried, Love, nothing will go wrong. Just enjoy the party.”

The couple danced for a little while before sitting down and grabbing glasses of champagne. They talked about this and that, with the flow of the conversation going well.

Kol, itching to do something a little more fun, motioned to stand up, however stopping in his tracks once he caught a whiff of a certain scent. Vanilla. But why did this scent strike him? Dozens of women here smelt like Vanilla. 

He scanned the crowd, looking for answers.

Suddenly, he realized why. 

His eyes caught a certain woman, dressed in a black princess gown with cream accents. With the [E/C] eyes he had always loved. 

It all came back to him. Her face. Her laugh. Her warmth. Her touch. Everything. 

“–ol. Kol!” Davina shook him out of his trance, a worried look on her face.

Kol shook his head lightly before setting Davina down on the chair firmly. 

“Stay here. Don’t go anywhere.” He stated firmly. It was clear that he was out of his normal self, distracted. 

Kol sped off to Klaus, not bothering with being too careful. He grabbed his elder brother’s collar before dragging him upstairs into one of the rooms. He did so with the rest of his siblings and gathered them in one room in record time.

By then, Kol was fuming. 

“You lot told me that she was _dead. DEAD!” _He nearly screamed his head off, not even caring that he could’ve been heard down stairs.

Rebekah approached Kol with caution, putting her arms up in an attempt to calm him down. “Kol, we saw her dead body. We buried it ourselves.” Rebekah’s eyes showed shock as well, but Kol was too emotional to notice.

His insides were twisting. He didn’t know what to do. His previously calmed emotional turmoil was raging more than it ever used to, and that’s saying a lot. 

All of the pain resurfaced, yet all he good memories with it.

“In case you haven’t noticed, the supposedly dead love of my life is much alive downstairs!” He yelled back, running his fingers through his hair. He felt confused, panicked. What the hell was he supposed to do? 

Elijah pushed Kol to a wall, looking at him directly. “Don’t act as if this only affects you, Kol. [Y/N] was our family as well. We are just as surprised.” He nearly growled out. 

“If she mattered just as much to you as she did to me, you wouldn’t have let her die.” Instantly, after he said that, Elijah let him go, obviously hurt by the words.

Elijah felt as if he were shot, so did the other two. Deep inside, they had blamed themselves for [Y/N]’s death, even if they knew it wasn’t their’s. What was worse was that they couldn’t even do anything about it. Her dying wish left them with limited choices.

Kol stood up and fixed his tux. Freya stood there, confused as to who [Y/N] was. 

He looked at his family with spite, and for a brief moment they all so how broken inside he was. He was already learning to let himself go and be with Davina. And then she appeared.

He sped off to the top of the stairs, scanning the crowd. However, the [H/C] haired beauty was nowhere to be seen.

Suddenly, the Vanilla scent he had previously sensed appeared once more, the source behind him. He felt his heart race, butterflies in his stomach. And for once in a long time, everything, every problem, everyone, they all disappeared once her voice entered his ears.

“Kol?”

(GAH. this is trash. im sorry. part 3?)

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(TO) Imagine #1

“K-Kol?”

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Paradox (Kol)

Kol’s whole body trembled as he watched the video for the nth time. It played on the small screen of what they had called a “laptop”.

Mortals these days with their inventions.

Moving on to the video that played on the screen. It was a woman of [H/C] locks and foxy [E/C] eyes. To Kol, she was the epitome of perfection. To Kol, she was the angel to his devil. To Kol, she was the anchor to his sanity. To Kol, he was hers and she was his.

The woman began to talk, starting off with a smile. She sat on the fountain rim of the compound. 

“Mikaelsons.” 

Kol could see her shaking in spite of her efforts to seem happy.

“First off, I would like to apologize for the fact that I can’t say this to all of you personally. I’m sorry I had to put you through the trouble of learning how to use a laptop.” 

She laughed a little at her attempt to make a joke (it did happen in reality though). One couldn’t see the obvious sadness and pain that she tried to hide if they did not know her so well. 

“I’m going to skip the pleasantries, because if I don’t I swear I’ll end up giving up.”

She abruptly looked up, biting her lip.

Kol immediately recognized this habit of hers. It happened usually when she didn’t want to cry.

“Damn it, I’m not even a quarter through and I’m crying.” Her voice quivered already as she managed to control her tears and simply attempting to smile.

“Okay. Let me start properly.” She took a deep breath before releasing a shaky smile. “There was, or should I say, is a family full of beautiful people. They’re so damn beautiful it should be a crime. I’ve always wished I had some of their genes. Maybe that way I could look half as good as them.” She chuckled.

“Let’s start with the oldest one I know. Elijah.”

“Dear old noble Elijah. Always a gentleman. Always the one for manners. But underneath that noble facade was a man who could devote his soul to anyone but he himself. We never could do anything about it. But it always amazed me how Elijah kept pushing for the redemption of his family, especially Klaus. I won’t delve into the centuries.” She took another deep breath before looking at the camera with glassy eyes.

“Elijah, you are my big brother. The one I can always count on. The one with the strong shoulder if you want to cry, I. Love. You. So. Much. But please, give yourself a break for once. Let Nik go and tend to yourself first. I love that you love your... Our family, but goshdarnit we’ve been waiting for centuries for you to get a life. So now that Hayley is there, don’t let her go, aight? I’ll be watching from the other side. And if you don’t chase Hayley, I swear I’ll come back and haunt your ass until you do.” She smiled lovingly before laughing.

“Now for my hybrid brother Klaus. I love you as well.”

“First things first. I do not give you permission to slaughter anyone. Please don’t. Really. Don’t. No matter who they are, don’t. Consider it as my death wish. Please.” She begged with sincere eyes. 

“Moving on, Nik was always the most deadly one. Even when I didn’t know he was a hybrid, I could always feel this.. sort of.. feeling from him. He was also the most caring, the one with the silliest ideas,” She laughed. “I remember this one sloppy guy hit on me and groped me. Next thing I knew, Nik compelled him to dance on the table tops of the bar. That was one of the funniest memories I’ve had with him. But he was also perhaps the most sensitive.”

“Nik, I know you’re facing a lot of problems, and I’m probably out of my place to say this, but the fact that you’re watching this means I’m de–”

Kol resisted the urge to slam the laptop and throw it against the wall with all his might had it not been playing your beautiful face.

“–ad.” [Y/N] laughed it off. “So it doesn’t matter. Anyway, please try and trust your siblings and don’t ask too much of them. Even as original vampires, they’re still humans with hearts and emotions. As for you trusted ones, I won’t blame Nik if he stakes all of you if you betray him.” She simply shrugged.

“Next up.... Rebekah Mikaelson.”

“There are no words to describe how absolutely freaking perfect Rebekah is. With her golden locks and tan skin and have you seen her body? I have and it’s the embodiment of flawlessness. I won’t deny that I’ve always been jealous of Bekah and that she’s caused me to have insecurities, but I’m happy with and for her nonetheless. She is my sister and my best friend who I won’t exchange the world, the universe, anything for. Same goes for all of you.” She smiled brightly.

“For all of you men planning to hurt her, I will come back from hell and tear off your limbs one my one before dragging you to hell with me.”

“Moving on, dear Bekah, to put things simply, you are the angel of the family. You’re the most affectionate, most human, most motherly and the most flawless woman I’ve ever had the pleasure to know. Those shopping sprees you always took me on? I loved every single moment of them. Not because I come home with a lot of pretty clothes and jewelry, but because those were the times we got to bond the most without the idea of death looming over us. I love you so much.”

“Now, Hope.”

“Hey there you lil’ devil! I’m so sorry Auntie [Y/N] can’t be there for you physically, but always know that I’m there for you by heart and by spirit. Goodness, I sound like an old woman.” She laughed softly. “a few centuries has finally taken toll on me... Anyway, honey, you are the glue for the family. Even if I haven’t seen you yet, I already know you’re gonna be so amazing. It runs in your blood.” She smiled even wider and laughed even more. “One of my biggest regrets right now is the fact that I won’t be able to see you grow up into the spectacular woman you’re meant to be. For that, I’m sorry. So do your aunt a favor and bring home a hot guy alright? Don’t worry, I’m sure Hayley and Bekah will protect him.” She laughed once more.

“Speaking of Hayley, GOSH I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a brave woman aside from Bekah. She’s the type of girl who stays so selfless and courageous even through thick and thin. She’s the epitome of girl power. Hayley is a perfect role model for Hope, aside from Bekah of course. But I’m pretty sure Nik, ‘lijah and Kol wouldn’t like that.”

Kol could sense the slightest crack and pause in her voice when she mentioned his name.

“Hayley, I know that you’re involved in all the Mikaelson drama. But I do encourage you to stay. Because aside from all the awesome once-in-a-lifetime adventures you get to have, ‘lijah will be a mess if you don’t stay.” She laughed. “I’m counting on you to raise Hope well and fit to the social standards of today, ‘kay? I don’t want her being bullied just because she can’t use an Iphone.”

There was a long pause.

“Now, Kol.... Mikaelson.”

“Kol Mikaelson is....” [Y/N] couldn’t even start properly as she burst to tears immediately. She attempted to calm herself down but it only resulted to more tears.

About 2 minutes of the video were spent on [Y/N] calming herself. She ended up with red puffy eyes and a quivering smile.

“Okay. Kol Mikaelson is a hysterical psychopath. He is a playboy, the typical bad boy. The abomination.”

She took a deep shaky breath.

“Kol Mikaelson is the emodiment of imperfect perfection.”

“Kol Mikaelson was, is, and always will be the love of my life.” She took a shaky breath in. “And the most painful thing that I’m experiencing right now is knowing that I’ll have to let him go.” She cried silently in her hands, before staring at the camera with tears running down her face.

“Kol, love, I want you to know that I love you so freaking much. I love you to the stars and back times infinity. You have my heart always and forever. I can’t even bear to think about the fact that I’m never going to see you again without bawling my damn eyes out.”

“I love you so much, that I’m finally letting you go. Nothing hurts more than the idea of you leading a miserable life full of rage and rampage because of me.”

“So I’m giving you an order. After a few months, I want you to pick up a nice girl, flirt with her, and fall for her and live happily with her. I don’t think I need to tell you to make her fall for you as well. Also, be a good uncle to Hope.” She was crying more than ever.

“I’m going to be blunt. Giving you permission hurts like hell. However, like I said, nothing hurts me more than being the cause of your pain.

“So here’s my final message for you Kol. I love you so much. I love you so so much I’m willing to give you up for you to be happy. I love you so so much because you’re so handsome, hot, caring, affectionate, playful and so much more. You’re just perfectly imperfect. I love you because you’re you and there’s nothing I’d want more in the love of my life. Once again, I say it. I love you Kol Mikaelson. I love you. You are my paradox. And I love you.”

“For all of you lot, please, for me and for the sake of the world, don’t break up. You’re family, always and forever right?”

The video ended with a smile. However, there was static before showing a picture of the Mikaelsons with [Y/N] then a picture of [Y/N] with a pregnant Hayley.

"I am [Y/N] [S/N] and I am proudly a part of the Mikaelson family.”

The video ended.

Kol had his head in his hands, tears freely flowing on his face.

“I Love You.” Her words rang through his head.

He felt so much pain and sadness as he sat there. He felt so much regret. Why wasn’t he there for her? Why wasn’t he able to save her?

It had already been a few months, but he was far from emotional instability, much less emotional stability. 

However, he wanted to honor her request. So he stood up, flashed in the bathroom, splashed cold water on his face before wiping it with a towel. He took a deep breath and ran off to Davina with an aching heart.

(This is set immediately a little after Hayley is with the Mikaelsons. So basically, Kol isn’t supposed to be in town yet because.. Well... He’s dead. So basically, this is how it plays out. Reader dies during some sort of attack which I’m not revealing :P so reader actually dies before Kol is revived. When kol is revived, his first on his agenda is to go find reader but turns out reader is dead. So he watches the video over and over again (which he stole for a little while. Even so, Kol was forced to do the stuff he did with Davina because of Esther. So everything plays out as is. I’m sorry if I got the timeline wrong. But this is basically how it played out in my head)

(part 2? Anyone?)

(update: originally the the title was oxymoron but I thought that was the contradictory statement and so I concluded that paradox was the contradictory pair of words so I changed it but turns out I was right all along -.-’ )