no.

[ic vent blog for ebslimer; ic findable]

[ebslimed]

my stomach is in fucking knots and it's hard to focus on work.

[ebslimed]

lowkey fucking hilarious that i stand up for myself and this shit happens after. kind of makes you think, doesn't it?

[templetv-deactivated20260211]

hey can you come over and surgically remove this heavy, aching rot from my heart? we can watch a movie afterwards

[ebslimed]

tonight feels like a drinking night.

maybe i should have talked to my therapist about this shit instead of my abstinence lol.

[fairycosmos]

a light within me was stamped out but im chill

[ebslimed]

i'm not going to fucking air my dirty laundry in front of every body. you of all people should know that things aren't alright in paradise, i don't need you bringing attention to it, though!!

yes, i broke up with your brother. yes, i'm a selfish piece of shit.

yes i'm going to end up drinking myself into an early grave with all the bullshit that's been happening in my life lately.

don't add onto it, dude. i'm begging.

[ebslimed]

for my own sanity. i let you go.

[ebslimed]

maybe i'm just not good enough.

[ebslimed]

on a less depressing note: i'm so fucking excited for tonight.

a fight for dominance? count me the fuck in.

cangrejito is going down.

[ebslimed]

it feels a lot like when dunkass turned me down. this empty feeling constantly gnawing inside.

i think i'm done. i'll spend my time and energy on the ones i love and not focus on making anyone else happy.

it's easier to close myself off than it is to open my heart anyway.

[ebslimed]

i don't know if i'm allowed to be worried haha.

[p3rf3ctcha0s]

[ebslimed]

kind of wish i didn't share a petname with someone else but what can you do. not like i'm the one picking the names used on me.

[ebslimed]

what the fuck am i meant to say to that, though. i'm mourning a loss and you're here in my dm's asking if i ever feel like people hate me??

be so fucking for real right now.

[ebslimed]

i'm hungover so every loud fucking noise is splitting my head open.

[ebslimed]

that just. pissed me off haha.

didn't realize that we weren't going to be amicable about this.

[ebslimed]

we simply weren't good for each other.