⚠️Saezuru chapter 64 spoilers⚠️
After the page from the second preview where doumeki collapses while trying to stand up
• Yashiro: "It's fine. Don’t talk."
• Saying that, Yashiro puts Doumeki's arm around his shoulder and carries him to the bed
• Doumeki grabs Yashiro’s arm and says, "Don't go…" and then loses consciousness
• Yashiro prepares a towel for Doumeki's forehead and some water, and stays to nurse him
• When he sits up, he sees Yashiro sleeping while seated against the wall
• Doumeki moves closer, notices the bucket of water nearby, and understands what happened.
• As he looks at Yashiro’s sleeping face, he recalls Kageyama's words and reaches out-
• but just then, his phone rings.
• The ringtone wakes Yashiro.
• Tsunakawa: "Come to the main house. Now."
• Yashiro looks up at Doumeki, who has lowered his gaze
• Yashiro asks if it was Tsunakawa calling
• Doumeki asks what Yashiro had originally come for
• Yashiro dodges the question
• He pretends he’s forgotten
• Yashiro then asks whether it was really okay to send the club mama who people think Doumeki is involved with home.
• Doumeki: "When did I ever say I was dating her?"
• Yashiro: "…You're not?"
• Doumeki’s wound starts to hurt, so he sits down and explains
• The club mama is his childhood friend
• He was her tattoo practice model
• She was saving money at the club so she could become independent as a tattoo artist
• Doumeki: "Would it have been more convenient if we were dating?"
• Yashiro: "…What do you mean by that?"
• Doumeki: "I wondered if that would make you feel more at ease."
• Yashiro: "At ease…? What are you talking about?"
• Doumeki: "Do you really not understand?"
• Yashiro: "It doesn’t matter to me either way. I don’t care who you’re dating as long as I can have sex, It doesn’t even have to be you"
(the scene shown in the first official preview.)
• Doumeki: "What if I told you that… I still have feelings for you?"
• Doumeki: "Do you want to know how I feel?"
"If I said I still love you, if you knew I’m still chasing after you"
• Doumeki: "Even so, do you still want to hear it from my own mouth?"
"Do you truly believe I could ever love anyone other than you?" (😭😭♥️)
• They look at each other at the same eye level.
Doumeki’s past (inner monologue)
"Because you were there, I chose to live in this world."
"It didn’t matter which organization it was."
"I didn’t care if people thought I was disloyal or a terrible person."
"I decided I just wanted to exist in the same world as you any way I could."
"I wanted to become a man who could stand beside you."
"I didn’t care how many years it took."
"But I met you sooner than I expected, and I became greedy. I got jealous."
"I thought I had let those feelings go-" "but I couldn’t go against my own heart."
• Doumeki reaches out and touches Yashiro’s right cheek
• Doumeki: "Can you not see?"
• Doumeki: "Is it a lingering effect from back then?"
• Yashiro: "It's nothing serious."
• Doumeki: "Is it because of me?"
• Yashiro grabs Doumeki’s wrist.
• Doumeki: "Even if it isn't…"
• Yashiro: "You’re overthinking it."
• Doumeki: "…Even so, to me, you are kind, strong, and beautiful."
• Yashiro: "All this time, you’ve been making me listen to this"
"what kind of feelings did you expect me to hear it with…?"
• Doumeki leans in and kisses him.
• Yashiro opens his eyes, stunned
• Yashiro: "You… why… why say it now?"
"You hid it all this time"
• Doumeki looks down at him silently,
• He takes his jacket and leaves
• Doumeki’s face turns serious
• Yashiro stares at the door.
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I'm so overwhelmed I have no idea what to say. 😭😭😭♥️♥️ But even with all this happiness I'm so scared for Doumeki with Tsunakawa summoning him. I hope he wasn't being so direct because of it. Please just let them be happy 🤞🤞😭😭
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