eden's ramblings

im 15, they/them ey/em, xe/xem be respectful or ill cry!

[edentherambler]

blah blah blah (intro to me)

my name is eden!

i am a minor!(under 17) 18+ people are allowed (if you’re not weird of course) but consider that before interacting :) terfs, bigots, etc not allowed, and i am unable to make donations and stuff so please don’t ask.

hi. im a generic, white, suburb dwelling, depressed, trans, disabled teen so i figured id start by sharing my interests and things about me!

i usually use they/them, but today i'm feeling neopronouns so i'm gonna go ey/em/eirs.

i would consider myself a queer punk and a cpunk, but i'm still pretty new to the scene. I also consider myself a baby bat! i am also a baby lifestyle and fashion jirai, although that content will go on my other blog, listed below.

i am helpol (hellenic polytheist, aka i worship the greek gods)! i primarily worship Hecate and Aphrodite, but i love all of the theoi so much!

i am physically disabled! i don't know exactly what is wrong, but i am hypermobile, and likely have some type of HSD, causing immense chronic pain in my feet, making it hard for me to walk/stand for long periods of time. i use forearm crutches to help me walk.

some of my favorite bands/artists are...

Mommy Long Legs

Ennaria

MCR

VIAL

Sorry Mom

Bikini Kill

L7

i'm mostly a chubby/fat out of shape kid, but i do stay active and take care of my health (not that it fucking matters, people are allowed to be unhealthy)

i would say that i'm an artist, i paint a lot. maybe someday i'll put one of my paintings up here one day, but for now... no. i also do a fair amount of poetry (like any good goth). i also do some fiber arts! (sewing, knitting, embroidery).

i love doing goth makeup, and i consider myself to be a baby bat!

i think thats a good intro to me as a person... so bye!

i don't do tag games and i delete posts often cuz i like to keep my blog clean and easy to read for everyone.

here's me!

secondary blogs:

@dumpy-art - poetry, art dumps!

@edenthekiddo - little me! (a blog for when i age regress)

@i-like-poetry - poetry collection! submit poems

@landmine-cries - vent blog (shedblr, block don't report)

mooties!!:

@girl-on-the-subway (my lovely (platonic) wife)

@d1v1nebanshee (my lovely friend, gray)

@ghostlovingdyke (one of my irls, astrid)

@heartattackblackdye (ren i hope its ok that i tagged u in this bc i consider u a friend)

@sryinpress (cool person alert!!)

@clowns-and-cake (my dear sponge)

[badwolfdogbutch]

I really hate when I have to unfollow someone because they decided to be transphobic. Can we all agree that there's no place to hate on trans men or trans women or nonbinary people? Like it's getting really old. Solidarity or nothing. I don't want fake ally-ship you either stand with each of us or none of us. You cannot say you support trans people and willingly hate one side of the trans spectrum. We can absolutely call each other out and hold each other accountable but this stereotyping and malicious behavior towards one another needs to fucking stop. It's concerning how easily people are falling into the fascist trans hate belief systems. Decolonize your thoughts.

[tiktoks-i-enjoyed]

[shigure]

i'm sorry i never did your tag game. i love you

[edentherambler]

@girl-on-the-subway

[thundergrace]

Black sapphics, if you're in line for a Black wlw coming of age story STAY. IN. LINE

[edentherambler]

Apples or oranges?

lowkey hate both

[edentherambler]

i'm a baby helpol, it's cool to see you worship the theoi too!!

oh im still a baby helpol too lolz! glory to the theoi!

[edentherambler]

hi wifey!!!!

i was thinking that i would be much happier if we were snails together living in a garden

*snail noises*

[edentherambler]

what's your favourite type of hmmm...sauce

when i was little i would definitely say ketchup. one time when i was about 7 years old i asked santa for ketchup for christmas, and i actually got it! my grandma (sorry) SANTA got me little bottles of individual sized ketchup!! ever since i've gotten those bottles in my stocking!

however, now, i would have to say my mom's homemade cheese sauce for mac and cheese. you can kind of put it on anything. she's taught me how to make it (look below the cut for instructions) but it always tastes better when she makes it.

How to make sauce for homemade mac and cheese that serves about 2-4 people: version for dummies(/aff) and/or people who don't know how to cook/ people who need very clear directions (aka my fellow autistics)

OK SO HERE"S WHAT UR GONNA DO

take a medium sauce pan (the kind that looks sorta like this)

and put it over medium/high heat. if you have a gas stove (one that has flames), make sure that the pan/pot is centered above the flames. a trick that i learned from my mom is that the flames should never be wider than the bottom of the pan. if you have an electric stove (one that does not have flames), ignore this direction.

to identify medium/high heat, read this and test your stove:

https://www.realsimple.com/what-is-medium-high-heat-8694301

once the pan is warm when you hover your hand over it, put 2 tablespoons of butter into the pan. most sticks of butter will have tablespoon measurement marks on them.

once the butter is melted, add in 2 tablespoons of all-purpose flour and mix them together using a wooden or sillicone spoon, until the mixture is a light brown paste. now, turn your heat down to medium heat. keep stirring the mixture until it starts to bubble up.

when the mixture (called a roux) is bubbling, add 1/2 of a cup of milk. the fat percentage of the milk does not matter, but i would not recommend using anything other than cow's milk.

Now, you will want to switch your stirring utensil to a metal whisk. whisk the mixture using your wrist to get power. make sure to get all parts of the roux mixed in with the milk. keep whisking until the mixture starts to thicken. the milk will reduce, and you will have your base. from there, add about 1/2 of a cup of cheese, and switch back to your wooden or sillicone spoon to mix the cheese in. as the cheese starts to melt, use folding motions with the spoon to make sure that all of the cheese is incorporated. if the mixture seems to liquid-y, add more cheese. if it seems too solid, add more milk.

bada bing bada boom!!

[edentherambler]

hey! Was going through your tumblr, what do you think of your roommate?

dont have one anymore lolz. however, my old roommate was awesome! I'll call her L to respect her privacy.

she was great as a roommate! we didn't talk a ton, but when we did, it was nice. she was in the sorta popular friend group and i wasnt, so she would always tell me the drama about her friends and it was fun (bc drama is fun so long as it doesn't affect anyone you care about) because my friend group didnt really have any drama.

i always went to bed before her, and she never really woke me up when she came back into the room. we got each other gifts for christmas (even though she's jewish and i'm hellenic polytheist)

when we first met, it was both of our first times going to boarding school, so we talked a LOT and tried to plan everything out, including when we would wake up and go to bed. even though we didn't end up sticking to that schedule and i had AM barn (which meant waking up at 5:30 am and coming back at 7 am smelling like a cow barn), she didn't hold it against me for waking her up some mornings. she was always really kind and respectful when i needed time alone in the room, especially for therapy and things like that.

[edentherambler]

Is being weird in the queer and or neurodivergent way allowedd?

of course? thats literally the only thing that is allowed. (/j)

PLEASE BE WEIRD IN THE QUEER/NEURODIVERGENT WAY

its the best thing that you can be

also so sorry for not responding! (school sucks up all of my time now)! here have a cat:

[edentherambler]

im back bitches!!

ok so long story short, my mental health got really bad, i started cutting again, my school found out and kicked me out, i went home and went to a php program, i graduated, and now i go to the local public high school. its my second day and its insane

i live in suburban hell, so everybody at my 2,000 person high school looks the exact same and im one of 2 visibly disabled kids in the entire school.

im in this program called the "bridge" program, so i dont have to go to all my classes, so i have SO much time on my hands, hence getting back on tumblr.

anyways, i missed y'all!!

[your-neighbourhood-antisocial]

[chaos-triangle]

Same!!! *I go off to stab Julius Caesar*

[i-like-wire-mother]

Sometimes all I want is someone to look at me and say "no one should ever have to go through what you went through. I can't belive so many people cared so little that that happened" and scoop me up in their arms and give me milk and let me be so soft it makes up for all the moments I couldn't be

[ferretteeth]

I am the Blorax I speak for the bloggers. Shape.inc we all think you’re cringe. We the people don’t need LLMs and generative AI to talk to our blorbos we use our brains which may be small but significantly wrinklier than yours. The days of your domains are counted and I hold the clock

[podcastwizard]

LIKES TO CHARGE REBLOGS TO CAST

[heartattackinblackdye]

DOCTOR the patient needs eyeliner and monster energy in an iv stat