Hey unloving, I will love you.

I'm Clare Edwards. 16, Sophomore. I'm currently a writer for the Degrassi High School newspaper. I want to be a writer and go to school for journalism. I am slowly repairing myself. disclaimer..I am NOT aislinn paul nor clare edwards, please dont be that ignorant. kay thanks :D

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Clare listened as the boy spoke, then he asked how she was. Haha, if he had only knew everything the girl had went through in the last year. But she was better now. “I am great actually. Never been better to be honest.” She said with a sweet smile. “Well you have to grow up sometimes. I guess I...

Clare leaned back in the chair as he spoke. "You never know how.much you are missed and you miss home until you are gone actually. " she said sweetly. "Yale isn't too far away I mean its a nice.long trip but on a plane it isn't too bad of a flight. I can't believe it took you this long to come and visit."

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Clare’s cheeks turned a deep dark shade of pink with his comment. She looked down for a moment collecting herself then looked back at him smiling. “Ha,ha,ha Declan Coyne you are just so hilarious. ” she said obviously embarrassed. “I was young and completely obsessed with vampires and you. But...

Clare listened as the boy spoke, then he asked how she was. Haha, if he had only knew everything the girl had went through in the last year. But she was better now. "I am great actually. Never been better to be honest." She said with a sweet smile. "Well you have to grow up sometimes. I guess I got tired of looking like the biggest dork ever." She said with another laugh. "Well im sure Fiona is more than excited to have you home. I miss Darcy like crazy so I can see how she.feels."

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Clare had just been sitting around for the most part of the day. When she decided to go catch up with Declan she shut her laptop and got up. She hurried and went and showered, did her hair and make up. She slipped on a short, black, summer dress and a pair of flats and...

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Clare's cheeks turned a deep dark shade of pink with his comment. She looked down for a moment collecting herself then looked back at him smiling. "Ha,ha,ha Declan Coyne you are just so hilarious. " she said obviously embarrassed. "I was young and completely obsessed with vampires and you. But you'll be happy to know I've grown out of both of those phases. " she explained letting out another small giggle. "But besides that, what are you doing here! It has been like two years, how have you even been! Sorry im harassing you with questions..its just been forever."

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Catching up|| Declan

Clare had just been sitting around for the most part of the day. When she decided to go catch up with Declan she shut her laptop and got up. She hurried and went and showered, did her hair and make up. She slipped on a short, black, summer dress and a pair of flats and grabbed her purse. She grabbed her car keys and headed down to the dot. Arriving she parked the car and took a seat at a table outsit enjoying the heat as she waited of Declan.

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I'm very bored

Anyone want to get a drink, go for a walk, anything?

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Declan! hey.

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Well if it isn’t Madam Degrassi…how are you, Clare?

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I’m doing good, just bored. How about yourself? We should catch up.

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Fairly well. I have no complaints. I would like that.

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Say.. the dot? Twenty minutes?

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I'm very bored

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Declan! hey.

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Well if it isn’t Madam Degrassi…how are you, Clare?

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I'm doing good, just bored. How about yourself? We should catch up.

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I'm very bored

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Declan! hey.

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"Grounding at the Goldsworthys? It can't be that bad." Clare teased with a nervous laugh. Sitting there with Eli was hard, she missed being with him. He was her rock, she should have been getting better with him, not without him. She cleared her throat and bit her bottom lip. "So. ?" She said softly under her breath, "Was there some special reason you wanted to meet up?" She cursed herself after she said it, some special reason? What was she thinking, Eli wasn't planning on getting back together, nor was he planning on being rude and ugly. "I'm sorry that came out wrong. I just meant.." she shut up and took and a drink of her water

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Things had been going decently well for Clare. Home life was back to normal, as normal as it could get. Her therapy had been going wonderful, it was really helping her get through things. For once in her life she wasn’t looking for a boyfriend. Of course she missed what Eli and…

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Clare looked up when she heard his voice. It was a voice that was so familiar, a voice she missed. When her eyes met his, the ‘happiness ’ he thought she had was proven other wise. A broken look in her eyes she tried to hide. From the looks of him, this wasn’t going to be a good conversation. She lifted her hand to give him a small wave and pointed to the seat in front of her. “Please sit.” She said softly then letting het eyes broke from his to the water the waiter sat down. She let out a small sigh under her breath. “So..”

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Eli sat as she gestured toward to seat in front of her, although with much hesitance. He held his breath, hoping to himself that they wouldn’t make a scene, although knowing Clare, that could be terribly difficult, especially considering the circumstances. “How have you been?” The boy finally croaked out, his voice breaking a bit. It was so difficult to pretend to be okay, it hurt too much to try, and he wished he could run away, find someone who wouldn’t tear him down, someone who wouldn’t break his heart and just stay there by their side forever, never knowing how it felt to be hurt again.

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Clare wasn't sure how to answer the question. She wanted to confess how lonely she was and how she missed him but she knew that wouldn't help anything. He was done, she could tell by looking at him. "I've been, okay." Was the choice of words she used. "It's easy to pretend to be happy, to fool everyone. " she shrugged. "But who cares about that. How are you? You look great." And he did, as always. Handsome was something Eli pulled off so well. "Hopefully you are feeling as well as you look." She tried to tease.