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he/him, 20, i love to love boys

[effemylife]

watching them slowly get more and more bored and uninterested in me, my chest hurts i want to die

[effemylife]

a freak or a perv sounds nice, but i just really want to hold hands underneath a blanket with u and have u lay ur head on my shoulder, while i trace the lines on ur palm with my finger with smiling friends or gravity falls or smosh playing on your laptop or tv tbh

[b3stb0y]

I love the way his armpits smell

[effemylife]

i cant wait to have a bf whos armpits i can sniff and lick and praiseeeee

[effemylife]

is it such a crime for me to love older men?

[achillesinhighheels]

my love language is making u watch a movie i love and seeing how u react

[effemylife]

constantly calling him "bro" and "dude" cuz we're just friends and i'm trying to come off as super chill and hella platonic (even tho i day dream about him fucking me till i cry, praising and worshiping his perfect body, and kissing and biting him all over )

[b3stb0y]

I have a confession

I like being called a good boy

[effemylife]

I hate him so much. I hate him with all my guts. I hate how much I like him and how often I think about him. i hate how he doesn't like me back and doesn't want me at all and has never texted me first.

but I like that he doesn't like me back cuz that makes me like him even more. I like that I cant have him and how I'm always chasing after him like a puppy. I love it to be honest.

am I fucking crazy ?? whats wrong with me ??

[m4xw6ll-deactivated20260317]

[effemylife]

having a crush on someone who wants nothing to do with you hurts so fucking bad

[effemylife]

i wish i could be an angel as a boy, but im nothing at all

[effemylife]

we haven't in spoken in a week, he's tired and bored of me, he hates me, i hate myself so fucking much, I really mean nothing to him at all. i'm disgusting and unlikeable i cant do this anymore

[effemylife]

i wish he knew that i would do anything for him, that i can be anything for him. i can be his boy or his girl or his pet, if he likes dogs i can be his puppy but if he doesn’t then i can be his cat. i want to serve him, he doesn’t even have to love me or like me, i just want his attention.

[effemylife]

need a homoerotic friendship with a boy best friend sighhhh

[angelboydiaries]

Nerdy men.

[effemylife]

i hate the way i look cause when he told me the type of boys and girls he's into, i realized that I didn't look like either of them, but for him i can start trying.

[dude-who-likes-dudes]

im very tired.

thinking about chubby boys

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