Perpetually Sad @effulgentberries - Tumblr Blog

“I have no right to call myself one who knows. I was one who seeks, and I still am, but I no longer seek in the stars or in books; I’m beginning to hear the teachings of my blood pulsing within me. My story isn’t pleasant, it’s not sweet and harmonious like the invented stories; it tastes of folly and bewilderment, of madness and dream, like the life of all people who no longer want to lie to themselves.”

— Hermann Hesse (via purplebuddhaproject)

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#i miss having friends #i miss having a life #personal

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#doing bad yet again #personal

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#i made it to 28 but i think this is as far as i go #personal #the last 8 years have been misery it doesn't get better

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#i miss having friends #personal

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I wish i had friends

#personal #im so lonely

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Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

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“I hate solitude, but I am afraid of intimacy. The substance of my life is a private conversation with myself which to turn into a dialogue would be equivalent to self-destruction.”

— Iris Murdoch, Under the Net (via books-n-quotes)

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#i want a different life #personal

laureninlilly

So my Dad and brother took separate cars to dinner tonight, and this happened.

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they look like they are arguing about who is going to go home and change

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Oh, they were.

Jake: You’ve got to be kidding me Dad: You SAW me walk through the kitchen on my way to pick up your sister! Jake: No seriously do you have an extra shirt in your car this is ridiculous

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Oh my god they’re gonna kill me they didn’t want to even walk into the restaurant together let alone have this many people reblog this photo

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Honestly I’m not deleting my Tumblr solely in the hopes that this post one day hits 1 million notes