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[ H O M E ] This is EifellForLife (I fell for life). I'm Nin, a wanderwoman in wanderlust. I love how Eiffel sounds. So just call me Eiffel. A working ninja with deep obsessions on travel and design. I haven't yet decided what my ambition in life is. I love eating ice cream while taking a midnight walk going nowhere with my headphones on. Moody, irrational, weak and human. †

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Tokyo Tower Tokyo, Japan

[royejulian]

If you felt it, then it was true. Getting hurt doesn’t mean you suffered, it also means you loved sincerely.

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There’s that one person, no matter how long it’s been, or how badly they’ve treated you, if they say I love you, you will say it back

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When you’re heartbroken, every song becomes a sad song.

Nin Abayata (eiffelforlife.tumblr.com)

[eiffelforlife]

Love lives in ideals. A man dies on a cross, a woman spends the rest of eternity waiting for the love of her life and two people living and loving against all odds. It’s true that love is mere illusion. An illusion that makes all the harsh realities bearable.

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[royejulian]

Sometimes you’re not mad at what they did, you’re mad because they didn’t do what you expected.

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❒ Single ❒ Taken ✔ Food.

[simplesalvation]

The reason why so many people are unhappy is, they find the past greater than it really was, the present worse than it really is, and the future more resolved than it will be.

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[eiffelforlife]

This is the story I’m too ashamed to tell my friends but have shaped the way I love. She was never my girlfriend but she helped me move on from one.

I have loved her for 2 years. I was 22. One February morning she left to work overseas and just 8 months in some distant shore some 4,000 miles away, she found someone else to love. Assuming that the distance have made me love her less, she felt confident to ask for my advice. “Love her with all of your heart.” At the back of my mind: The way you can’t to me and the way I always have loved you.

Before all of that I was a clear option. Being the one who gets called and texted to on some occasions when she’s drunk. I was the one who comes when being called. The one who gives herself completely. The person who’s eager to listen. The person who loved in silence.

I traveled as means of escape. Getting drunk to numb the pain. This, among other things I did for distraction and destruction.

I met a guy and went with him partly because they had a lot of similarities. I named my son Jessie because “Simply Jessie” was our song. I secretly ride the bus that stops by her hometown to see the place she loves the most.

I said I loved her for 2 yrs. Truth is I thought about her Every day for the next 3 yrs Until I met someone new and Fell in love again.

The unrequited love is the one that lasts the longest. It scars the deepest. It cultivates and plants the bountiest of trust issues.

When you have loved that way, your walls will always be up, those who come after will pay the price. Even if you let other people in, you wouldn’t want to love that way again.

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[nullelemental]

​this worked last night lets go for round two

[eiffelforlife]

Worked like charm. Doing it again! 😂

[kushandwizdom]

Do not part on bad terms. Always part with forgiveness in your heart: No situation needs leaving with anger in the air.

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When you’re an introvert like me and you’ve been lonely for a while, and then you find someone who understands you, you become really attached to them. It’s a real release.

Lana Del Rey (via post-faktisch)

[eiffelforlife]

I realized that it’s been easier for me to leave and move on if I said honest but mean things before I left. Because by then I’d hate myself so much for the things I said that I have no face to show to come back.

[reality-escape-artist]

I’m done waiting around for you to realize what you want. I refuse to miss out on my own life so that I can just be another option for you.

Midnight thoughts (I wont be a second choice)

[magically-dreaming-of-paradise]

“I don’t want to be second best anymore. I don’t want to be the other option if the first one doesn’t work out. I don’t want to be ‘the other girl.’ I want to be first. I want to be wanted. I want to be loved. ”

- Like they always say, second place is the first loser (m.y.)

[eiffelforlife]

Don't expect someone to be excited to live the rest of their life with you when in fact they're not as excited to spend the rest of the day with you.

[eiffelforlife]

You can love with all your heart without expecting anything in return. But once you notice that your love doesn’t add to the other person’s life or make them happy, bailing out doesn’t always mean that you have loved conditionally. You love to nourish, not to prove yourself.  Accept that your presence is simply not needed.