Finding Neverland

اهي يا ويندي، تاني نجمة ع اليمين و طيران لحد الصبح

[mumder]

Epic the Musical but the characters actually have their motif in their design Part 1

I dont see people using a hawk for hermes, so I thought I might as well hehe

[eiley]

Not sure if this is depression or just me missing my cats

[eiley]

مؤخراً و انا ب reflect على حياتي، بما اني مش مرتاحة حالياً بس دايماً كان عندي شعور اني كنت أحسن زمان. بس فعلياً مش قادرة الاقي فترة كنت مرتاحة فيها

[eiley]

But somedays even trying is hard all you want to do is rot in bed.

[eiley]

Just realized I'm refusing to live lol

[eiley]

4 year forward: i accidentally made new friends and it reminded me of how it felt to be alive

Yet, those 4 years of stagnation affected my vision so bad. I hardly understand people or myself. Such a humbling experience!

[eiley]

Distant.

[eiley]

I've been pleasing people for too long I find myself whenever I am asked "What do you want?" I answer with " I don't know"..I really don't know anymore

[eiley]

Still analyzing that my bestfriend told me that she views friendship as temporary, bitch why didn't you tell me that 7 years ago I need compensation

[eiley]

ايه مفهومكوا عن الصداقة؟

[eiley]

Not my bff *now ex I suppose* telling me that she values friendship so much then a moment later she tells me that she always saw me as a temporary person in her life lmfao

[eiley]

My bff told that I was only a phase on her life lol give me my late night 4 hrs calls back bitchhh

[eiley]

My everyday mood now is fluctuating from a huge wave of sadness and brusting into tears to complete emotional bluntness and not feeling anything at all.

[eiley]

I wanna scream till there is no voice left in me

I wanna cry until there is no tears left in me

I wanna run and run until I no longer can use my legs

[eiley]

عشان دنيتي في اغلب الاصعدة مش متظبطة، كتير بسأل نفسي انا عملت ايه عشان يحصلي كل ده؟

و في نفس الوقت الاقي دعم غير مشروط من ناس من مختلف الدواير حواليا و يرجعني اسأل انا عملت ايه عشان استاهل كل العطف ده؟

ف الجمدلله على كل شئ و على كل الأقدار فهمناها ام لسه مفهمنهاش.

[eiley]

Just realized I'm refusing to live lol

[eiley]

كنت بشتيكي لصديقتي و بقولها هو انا عمري ما هرتاح ابدا، قالتلي مفيش راحة غير بعد الموت مع الأسف :D

[s-ensitivus]