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Yuan and Martel are getting married in Tales of The Rays’ Happy Happening Wedding!

#i dont remember my tags but #after three years of silence im here to say congratulations to yuan and martel on their wedding!!!!!#i'm not coming back to this blog or anything ;; but it seems only right #and to everyone still active here: ily!! and i'm wishing you only the best!!!

eirenix

I was just told my grandmother is in the hospital. My mom and I are renting a car and making the five hour drive right now, since we couldn’t get a flight. No queue for any of my blogs; I don’t know how long I’ll be gone. Please keep her in your thoughts.

eirenix

An update for you kind souls: My grandmother has been released from the hospital and is stable for the most part. So after two long weeks, I’m back home, but still extremely worried as I’ll be until she makes a full recovery. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, to everyone who has offered me your support. Thank you to everyone who reached out to me with well wishes, and every person who had me and my family in your thoughts / prayers. Please know that my whole entire family appreciates your kindness and compassion.

I’ll be slow here for a while yet, but I AM coming back here. As always, your patience means the world, and I’m hoping you’ve all been well in my absence.

#( leafless. )#my health did take a drop while i was gone.#as expected due to the stress and panic attacks etc #but i'll be alright i just have to gather up my strength #and tackle everything again

#( leafless. )#its likely i wont be checking in #i'll get to the things i owe after things have settled down though i dont know when that will be #im struggling to be coherent im sorry

colored manga panels for @guardianofmana! again, for their use only!

#( leafless. )#guardianofmana #they don't look as spectacular as they do with exposure / sharpening / etc. added but!#i'm v happy with how they turned out and i'm so glad you are too!#you're free to toss your own psd over these and make more icons with them if you'd like !!

for @guardianofmana‘s use only! these are a gift so please ask for their permission to use them.

#( leafless. )#guardianofmana #there's 15 in total including the one above the cut!#i also have the colored panels if you want them!#i think the coloring is nice on its own but #just know that a nice psd serves them well #though if you want this psd i'd be happy to give it!#i tweaked my new psd to make this one anyways :')#i hope you like them yoms!

thank you guys for your input!! I’ll be making my new icons with this style, but I’ll keep the icons from my previous psd too! so I’ll end up using both on this blog, basically!

that being said, I’d like to color some more panga panels for practice! and playing around with these psds is keeping my anxiety in check so um, if you have a muse from a manga / series with a manga adaption and would like some colored icons, let me know! like this post or something!

#( leafless. )#mutuals only please! i would do this for everyone if i could but i'm only human!#i'll be slowly working on stuff here too like verses and replies wwww #but i really like giving people things and this is one of the little things i'm able to do so!#i'll make like 5 icons each maybe?? more if i'm able!

if you guys don’t mind, could you tell me which border style you like better?

#( leafless. )#i was awake for 24 hours i finally got to sleep so now i have the brain to work on stuff here sheds tear #the bottom is my current psd but !#i'm willing to redo my icons if you guys like one of the others way better #i did some more work on my manga colorings i like them a lot now :')

guardianofmana:

❛ there’s no need to stop on my account. ❜ he came to a halt near where she sat, hands cold at his side as he gazed on her personage. lowering himself down, he took a seat next to her. careful of the space between them, and eyes peering towards the heaven. ❛ could you keep playing? ❜

When he makes his request, he doesn’t look at her -- she notices. Her gentle green gaze travels down to her panpipes, which she had set on her lap. “If you’re willing to listen, then I will play for you anytime, Yuan.” Her eyes shut, and his name is spoken centimeters from the instrument. A single breath is all that comes between her voice and the beginning of her song. It’s the same melody, but she plays it slower this time.

#guardianofmana #( ic. )#( threads. )#( v. 'how beautiful it is to even exist' )#!!!!! I missed them hwegoegwh

the-king-of-the-wind:

“I was, I hope that’s alright,” the monarch confessed, sad to hear the music stop. “I did not recognize the melody, but it was so lovely I could not help but listen. You’re a very skilled musician.”

“It’s alright! If you enjoyed it, then I’m happy.” She speaks with a smile, her fingertips tracing the instrument that lays atop her lap. “Thank you. The song you just heard was a lullaby my mother sang to me as a child. I do not know it’s name, but it was the first song I taught myself to play on these panpipes.”

#thekingofthewind #( ic. )#( threads. )#( v. tba )#!!!! kat!#we haven't done half elf martel have we?#just spirit martel from what i remember!#this will be fun she's such a peace lover hwoegw

guardianofmana

she’s beauty, she’s grace,

she’ll trip on your face

#( treasures. )#( gifts. )#HWEOGWP YOMS THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL IM //#what a nice surprise i almost teared up #thank you so much love !#everyone look @ what yoms did for me :'))))#she will def trip on your face but its ok she will HEAL YOU --

A delicate tune floats through the air -- a slow, clear melody from the panpipes of a gentle woman. Her hands lower into her lap, the instrument with them. “Ah, were you listening?”

#( ic. )#( open. )#here is a lil thing sweet ones #don't have it in me to do a starter call YET ;;#i'd like to replay/rewatch the game a little more first ;v;#also i learned the keyboard shortcut to make my text tiny look at me go --

seaprayer replied to your post: i’m…slowly going to crawl back in here. slowly. i...

Welcome back!! All your blogs are such a nice presence in the tales fandom

hweogwp thank you so much, i think that very much of you as well! it’s so nice to see you on my dash being your bright self.

#seaprayer #( leafless. )#this comm is super kind to me i consider myself v lucky hwoegp

zelotae replied to your post: i’m…slowly going to crawl back in here. slowly. i...

i am v glad to see you well

thank you sweet one! i’m v glad to be here again. i’ll be organizing my blog a little and deciding on writing stuff soon but.. i’m going to be snail paced. but at least i’ll be around again :’)

#( leafless. )#zelotae #i feel a bit out of the loop but i'll figure it all out again

i’m...slowly going to crawl back in here. slowly. i hope you’ve all been well! i want you all to be happy and content. you’ve all been in my thoughts a lot, this comm means a lot to me, i promise. i didn’t mean to disappear like that but health happens, family things happen.. things out of my control, you know? anyway i hope you all will gently welcome me back here, i’ve missed you all and this incredible woman a lot.

#( leafless. )#i'm not up to a full return so b gentle with me fam hweogwp #i really do hope youve all been good from the bottom of my heart

hc: tabatha as a vessel

Tabatha was not a failed vessel for Martel as Mithos believed (I base this upon the fact that Martel was able to transfer her consciousness into her).

Tabatha could have sufficed as Martel’s vessel, but if she had been, then the Great Seed could have been lost. Martel knew this and could not take that chance, so instead of allowing her soul to be placed in her body, she resisted. Martel suffered greatly making the decision - she knew the prolonged death that would be caused by her choice, but she ultimately had to protect the future of the world.

Rather than resisting once more when Colette was brought to be her vessel, she opted to briefly use her body in an attempt to persuade Mithos to return to his old self; when that failed, she returned Colette’s body back to her and chose to borrow Tabatha’s body to take one last action herself.

#( headcanon. )#( queue. )

zelotae:

Having allowed his attention to drift to anything but her, it’s only out of the corner of his eye that he noticed her hands reach for him. A small sound of curiosity and surprise and he turned to gaze at them properly. There was hesitation, a natural reaction for him. Taking someone’s hand was usually initiated by him. And this was Martel.

Asking to dance with him.

Yeah, never thought that was gonna happen. The contemplation was clear on his face and warily he took one hand, still staring at them. Nothing formal? Well… If she really wants to. “…Okay. Sure. You lead then, I’ll follow.” It’s her dance after all.

It was a comforting feeling when he took her hand - a warm feeling that ran through her body, and when it met with her heart it felt as though it had truly been an eternity since she had this privilege. The privilege of standing upon solid ground, with a hand holding gently onto another’s...

The gentle smile upon her face transformed into a near childish one, filled with delight and a true joy that hadn’t visited her spirit for millennia.

“Here we go, then!” Her free hand tucked a strand of hair behind each ear in the hopes that it would keep out of her face while they danced ( she silently hoped that if she could show him the fun of dancing, she might earn a genuine smile from him - and she would certainly not miss it on account of her green locks! ).

She began to hum a little tune, and took his other hand herself. Keeping with the beat of her song, she took a step forward, nearly closing the distance between them. She pulled on his hands as leverage - only forcefully enough to have the momentum to spin the two of them a bit. Then she took a step backward, giving her enough space to release one of his hands and raise the other up high so that she could twirl herself around.

Once she was facing him again she paused her humming. “There’s no need for ‘leading’ in a dance like this... Just have fun, Zelos!”

#zelotae #( ic. )#( replies. )#( v. 'how beautiful it is to even exist' )#oh my goodness im going to WEEP #this might be my favorite thread stay tuned folks hweogew ?!?

zelotae:

Perhaps they are both beings with unusual fears, or maybe they are simply brave. If there is one thing he would expect Martel to be, besides compassionate, brave would be it. Unlike him, she was brave to a proper extent that it did not cross the line into stupidity. Not like his bravery did.

But that stupidity had a morbid purpose.

“What makes y’think that?” To die of happiness sounded wonderful. “Your last moments would be undoubtedly happy. Isn’t that how everyone wants to die? Happy?”

“Yes, you’re right.” Her words come softly, betraying for a moment the grief she kept tightly tucked away in her heart. Others had known far more grief than her - because of her. The man before her was no stranger to it, either - this she knew quite clearly.

Death is not a happy thing; death, by nature, means the end of a life. Yet nearly every life hoped for it to be easier, kinder to them than they knew it to be to others; their hearts wished to subdue the sufferings of life with a gentle departure... She, herself, was one such individual.

But she was not granted it.

“...Even so, I believe that dying happy and dying of happiness are two entirely different things. What makes you happy should to be your motivation to live - to have what gives your life meaning be what claims you is... cruel. I would rather fear the uncertainty of death than fear happiness itself. ...Wouldn’t you?”

#zelotae #( ic. )#( replies. )#( v. 'how beautiful it is to even exist' )#martel: why is my chosen like this #also martel: ......oh i remember its my fault :(

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