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DNF!!! I'm mostly just trying to escape from reality ς(⑉･̆-･̆⑉)☄️

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𔓘 What I post about: songs I listen to, some sort of playlist, quotes, my random thoughts, mostly just reblogging unless I write diary/journal entries here XD. I'm a bit emo sometimes so DNF!!, there's nothing to see here. [[This blog is mostly just gonna be text. Not much photos]]

𔓘 Interests (What I reblog about): East Asian Contents (J/K/C-dramas and music), ✨AoaB✨, Anime, Literature, Variety/Reality Shows, Language, Floriography, Aesthetic Moodboards, a bit of fashion and hairstyles, fiber art etc.

𔓘 Fandom/s: Ascendance of a Bookworm

𔓘 Music artists I listen to often: Omoinotake, Yorushika, Sasha Alex Sloan, Taylor Swift, Seventeen💎, Day6, Zhou Shen, 时代少年团, BOL4, Em Beihold, etc.

𔓘 Color aesthetic combinations I like: Blue and Yellow, Orange and Teal, Brown and Green, Lavender and Gray or Violet and Silver

𔓘 #⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘ I write sometimes

𔓘 I used to read a lot. I still read but not as much as before. Would appreciate some recs...

𔓘 Genres: I like Sci-Fi, Fantasy, Adventure, Slice-of-Life || I'm not a fan of: Horror, Gore, Harem (especially in anime)

𔓘 Some of the books/novels I've read before: The Maze Runner Series, Arc of Scythe Trilogy, The Illuminae Files, The Book Thief, The Alchemist, Ready Player One, No Longer Human, Warcross, The School for Good and Evil, The Five People You Meet in Heaven, The Darkest Minds, The Young Elites, Alkia Kingdom: Beyond the Ranking Quest, Titan Academy of Special Abilities, Something Spectacular, Lord of Mysteries,✨ Ascendance of a Bookworm (all 33 volumes plus the SS and Fanbooks— yes I'm obsessed with this one)✨..... I read random things that piques my interest but I'm prone to dropping them when I find things I don't like..... I'm not sure if I'd still like the books I've read if I read them again but I did like these at some point so...

𔓘 Animes I like: Violet Evergarden, Frieren, ✨ Ascendance of a Bookworm✨, Kimi ni Todoke, Zombieland Saga, Angel Beats!, Fruits Basket, Ghibli (Hayao Miyazaki) and Makoto Shinkai movies, SpyxFamily, One Piece, Lord of Mysteries, etc.

𔓘 Games I play/ed: Toram Online (MD-support and gunner main but I just collect furnitures and pretty clothes there honestly) & Honor of Kings (Da Qiao and Dyadia main— I don't play anymore but I still have my account I think). I also played a clicker personality game called Alter Ego. These all have stories it seems XD. I guess having something to read made me stay. Though rn, I only play Toram among these and it's not even often because I only open the app to water my plants and cook food ＼(٥⁀▽⁀ ) /. ---- I don't play any of these anymore but there's a chance I'll come back to maybe Toram at least...

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In short, this blog is for myself mostly. DNF!!

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I liked my OC's appearance design so much that I'm now hesitating to use that design for a self-indulgent short story anymore (She's just a minor character in it, although still important). I even started writing world-building concepts just for her but she really already fits well with what I'm currently writing. Maybe I'll just expand the plot but I still feel like it's still not worthy of her.

Please tell me I'm not the only one...(՞߹ - ߹՞)

Do authors recycle characters? Why does that sound so rude and immoral?😭

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I drank 8 mugs of coffee in a span of 36 hours (starting yesterday midnight up to this morning today). That's atleast 3.2 liters considering the size of the mug... ( : ౦ ‸ ౦ : )

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I rewatched a bit of FruBa and I hate that people are comparing Kyo's and Yuki's situation. To speak of who had it worse is just diminishing their suffering.

This is why I don't really like love triangles I guess. I love FruBa tho.

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I just love this song's vibe so much...

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What's with March?

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I fear the day he stops being the "brother figure friend" and starts being the "love rival".

I'm not a fan of romance and love triangles but I really like outsider perspective and ngl, that statement surprised me. It didn't look like a triangle to me until the observer narrator said that. I see the chemistry though. Also, is sharing plates really not a sibling-like vibe? I see it as something like when the family shares a fruit platter so I never really saw it as something romantic.

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I knew the ending was gonna be like that but hciskksndhdskksbdbd I hate unanswered questions but I also understand that no answer is also an answer in it's own way... However, won't the question accompany them for the rest of time?

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"I know you like quiet and enjoy being in your own world. I used to think that protecting you was enough, and not disturbing you was the best way to show gentleness. But now, I want to enter your world, or rather, invite you into mine."

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It's been a long while since I've been wounded like a child who just learned to run and fell down for the first time. There's a bit of blood on my knee and a bit on my forehead. My knee feels a bit hot. I hope it doesn't scar but that same knee already had two scars from years ago so it doesn't really matter. I can't remember when or where I got the first one but the second one was me falling down a concrete slope like a rockstar— yes I was kneeling while falling down. I remember it because it was that iconic hahahahahaha... Anyways, I just realized that adults usually don't get such knee wounds so I kinda feel so careless. It's freaking painful and it's still bleeding a bit. There's a scratch wound on my other leg but I'm not really sure how I got that. I'm trying not to fold my knee much but I feel like I should let it fold to stretch the wound as it dries so it's not that painful later... I'm having a bit of a headache, most likely gonna be a migraine but it's unrelated since I usually get migraines on certain days of the month...

NTS: Don't rush. Don't look back when opening doors.

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"It seems that if I stop taking initiative, our story will end."

That freaking hurts to hear... But I guess there's some truth in it...

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Okay, so... Someone just pointed it out to me that my favorite light novel Ascendance of a Bookworm's spin-off, Hannelore's 5th Year at the Royal Academy is exactly the same as Lord of Mysteries' next installment being Circle of Inevitability wherein there's a POV change after the main book series.

I clearly adore H5Y and did not hesitate to read it after AoaB so why did the POV change in COI bother me so much after reading LotM?

Honestly, I don't know either. Maybe it's because I know Hannelore already and I have no idea who Lumian is? Plus, H5Y is technically a direct continuation of AoaB. There is no confusion and dissonance. When I attempted to read COI after LotM, I was so confused. I skimmed through it and it didn't feel right. Maybe one day, I'll get the motivation to read it...

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I'm curious about color palettes that are widely-recognized like pastel, neon, and maybe Morandi too... They often define aesthetics as well... I wanna know if there's an apt category name for those three and are there more color palette names like those?

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I didn't wanna refuse but I felt like I had to. Accepting would have felt illegal. (՞߹ - ߹՞)

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The darkness within it is somewhat pretty. It made me understand the beauty of such muted tones and that they are actually screaming in a way... I'd say it's beautiful even. It was an ending. It was neither sad nor happy. I don't know what exactly it is but it still felt like an ending. It was enough; it was not. There's a few things I'm curious about but I think it's best as is. It reminds me of a song. I'll try to find it. I know exactly which. It's kinda weird for me how that kind of romance is much easier to understand than any other. I guess it's because creating art is romance in itself.

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I'm on my rereading AoaB again season and it turns out that I never really understood much before...

I guess I was completely in tune with Rozemyne's POV that I failed to digest certain chapters well.

“If you are not unwell, then how about you transcribe your sections of the Book into mine?” “Have you lost your mind? Absolutely not,” Ferdinand snapped, staring at me like I was the biggest idiot in the world.

(AoaB P5V9, Making the Bible)

I just now understood what that actually entails. I mean- by context alone, I should've known. I feel like I'm a really bad reader rn... Maybe if I reread all the books I've read before, I'd be reading something new too.