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officially moved over!!! same url, @ekleips
officially moved over!!! same url, @ekleips
officially moved over!!! same url, @ekleips
officially moved over!!! same url, @ekleips
officially moved over!!! same url, @ekleips
Starting the process of remaking!! I am keeping all my current divergencies + adding the small tidbit to the gen.shin verse that khaos was made from a fragment of nibelung's remains. Gonna try and find a way to organize all my verses + divergencies for easy access and reading. I am planning on starting completely fresh inbox + thread wise, but if there is something you wish to keep, let me know.
If you would like me to follow you when it's done, feel free to like this post/comment/send me a message on disco.rd. Otherwise I will announce when it's done (same url).
I have more or less gotten most of my headcanons reblogged over now so! I think I am gonna try and start over on the new blog tonight after dinner mwahs.
Starting the process of remaking!! I am keeping all my current divergencies + adding the small tidbit to the gen.shin verse that khaos was made from a fragment of nibelung's remains. Gonna try and find a way to organize all my verses + divergencies for easy access and reading. I am planning on starting completely fresh inbox + thread wise, but if there is something you wish to keep, let me know.
If you would like me to follow you when it's done, feel free to like this post/comment/send me a message on disco.rd. Otherwise I will announce when it's done (same url).
I do still have a few starters I owe but!! with my divergencies and post amphoreus stuff more concrete, I'm throwing a plotting call out on the dash. hit the like and i'll come bother you for plotting. multis please have a muse or two in mind.
Cyrene feels the way the sun comes through the branches and how this place echoes when something is amiss. And something very much is. She smiles gently. "I think your stomach's betraying you. Come with me, we'll go to my farm." She starts leading them through a clearing and toward a brightly lit gate. The farm is small, with a coop and a barn, as well as a small field where crops are growing. The largest area is a setup of tea plants. "Welcome to Recollection Farm. I'm sure I have some room in my home, so we'll put you in there for now. I could probably commission for a guest house. I've been meaning to anyway. There's the coop over there, and my barn has a few cows. They're fluffy, so they're a little different than normal cows."
Phainon's eyes widen at the sight of the cows, and though they cannot recall, exactly, a time they had seen cows, they know that these are somehow fluffier than most. Their tail twitches in excitement, but they just hold themself back from running over to get a good look. Animals are scared of them, after all.
And then their brain catches up with Cyrene's words.
"A house? You wouldn't have to do that! That. . . is a lot for humans to do." At least, they're pretty sure it is. "I can sleep in the trees. It would scare away foxes and wolves from your farm, too."
how long can he truly run away from THEIR gaze until the madness takes over ? originally, he had hoped that none would look upon him. he had not been noticed by anyone before, why would someone's eye be cast upon him now ? but, perhaps that's just it. this isn't a new revelation. THEY have always been watching him. observing. influencing.
kamu sighs. it's not a real breath. most of his human-like functions were made to stabilize the minds of those around him, and his own. after all, there's nothing more shocking than waking up in a body that is not your own. it is easier to adapt, and not lose your head if your body functions how it has always done.
" it is. "
intense violets seem to soften when he makes eye contact with phainon. he doesn't quite smile, but this is a huge improvement compared to how he typically looks at others with such disdain.
" .. are you cold ? i, ahem .. can adjust my temperature if you are. "
Khaos laughs softly but without any malice to it. Cold is not something they have been in a long time. In fact, it's lucky that Kamu has not gotten hot being so close to them, but they are not one to complain.
"No. I don't think I remember the last time I was cold, in all honesty. Or even just. . . not hot." They lift a hand up, where faint golden light glows like cracks along their arm. "It burns all the time. But it's a little easier to bear, right now."
the cosmos is too vast; the journey, too new. Though the Express keeps its heart and doors open to hitchhikers of all kinds, as long as they keep themselves open to the essence of the trailblaze in turn, the lacerations left by previous paths still sting in both flesh and soul. Sunday navigates the corridors and cabins like a guest whose stay lingers on the basis of hope and uncertainty alike, and, in a sense — an intrinsically personal and broad sense —, he can understand the exhaustion outlined on this new company's face.
❝ Ah, that's correct. Precisely one journey earlier than yours. ❞ Their stories vastly differ, but the Halovian recognizes the anxiety and doubts that take root in the closing of a chapter most tempestuous. So he meets Khaos with consideration, eyes set to theirs instead of the signs of their disquiet as he tries to ponder his words with transparency and sincerity. ❝ Being an unknown road, it's been riddled with challenges, ones through which I see opportunities to grow where fear might set me back and comprehend what I otherwise couldn't. ❞ In visiting the uncharted places of himself as much as of the stars he turns to peer from across the window pane on the other side of the parlor, he can't help but revisit his earliest thoughts on the path of the Trailblaze.
His hands join over his lap, fingers twined and thumbs touching gracefully as he takes in the weight of the matter. ❝ It welcomes me now, but, in truth, it's not mine to follow for all time. ❞ Perhaps it's a step too bold and arrogant to wonder to which extent Khaos' question reflects back on an attempt to gauge a place to safely exist even if temporarily, as Sunday has once done and continues to, but the thought crosses his mind regardless. ❝ The crew seems to hold you in high esteem. Would you not be at ease lingering among them for longer too? ❞
That is something Khaos understands all too well. They have returned to Amphoreus' Eternal Page a few times, if only to gaze into its stories from a distance. Khaslana and the other Heirs had fought too hard for a victory that Khaos' very existence might cast a shadow over. The Heirs were healing, they were happy, and Khaos would not stain that with their existence.
Instead, they had a newfound freedom to learn, albeit shackled by their avoidance of nearly every major faction in the galaxy. If the IPC, or the Antimatter Legion, or the Intelligentsia Guild, or even the Galaxy Rangers caught wind of their existence, there was no telling what might happen. They liked this chance at their own life too much to give it up, nor did they relish the idea of becoming an experiment again.
The Erudition had left a deep imprint on their being, though, and their desire to learn, to see the universe and all its mysteries, to catalogue new sights and to experience it all with their own mind had driven them to all kinds of places, to things they never would have seen without first leaving the place that had been their cradle and their torture chamber.
"I understand. I too have been able to learn and grow on this path, even if. . . sometimes I miss having a home to return to." Some of the wariness eases from their posture as they offer Sunday a small, warm smile. "But I cannot bring myself yet to commit to a Path, or an Aeon. Not after. . . well."
They shake their head. "I would rather follow a path of my own. My choices will always be my own, even if I do eventually decide to tread upon an existing Path."
They hold up their clawed hands between them with a sheepish laugh. "Besides, if I linger here too long, I would risk drawing the Express into a conflict over my existence. I don't wish to put friends of mine in danger."
@ekleips liked for a one-line starter
❝ Why would you assume I'm incapable of lifting you? ❞
"Ah, well." Golden eyes flit to the other's admittedly well - endowed arms, and then back up to their face. Yes, Rerir is large, and clearly very strong, and yet. . .
"It's not that I'm doubting your strength! It's just that I am quite heavy. Heavier than I look. I'm not sure exactly why, ahah. . . but I swear that's all it is."
Phainon never really had any issues with sex, itself. They had a few casual hookups, from time to time, but generally, after they became well known in Okhema as the Deliverer, those stopped, and they preferred to keep most people at a distance both physically and emotionally.
But intimacy? They are bad at that. Both physical and emotional intimacy were something they avoided. After any hookups, they would leave. The only people who they ever really confided in were Aglaea and Tribbie, and that was only in the beginning when they first arrived at Okhema. They became even more closed off, and buried any and all of their own emotions and wants instead of ever acknowledging them.
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Mornings were misty and green outside of Qiaoying Village, the sun blearily peeking through the clouds in what promised to be a cool, vernal morning. It was a daily occurence that his morning stroll would take him to Chunming Teaworks where tea would be enjoyed before his shift. Yet, upon one of the stone paths that meandered through the village, Dan Heng couldn't help but wonder if they were lost as many travelers were in Chenyu Vale.
"Ah... excuse me."
Early mornings were quiet, often devoid of travelers — the perfect time to enjoy the peace without risk of running into too many others. The fire in Phainon's veins had been worse lately, golden scales gleaming in the sun from under their high collar. In Liyue, at least, most assumed they were related to the adepti somehow, but it was still safer to keep the monstrous parts of them that bled out in these times out of sight.
So when a voice startled them from their own mind, they jumped and spun around, slipping into a genial smile on reflex. "Oh! I'm sorry, I was just enjoying the morning quiet. Am I trespassing?"
apparently going "fuck it we ball" has helped my writer's block a bit so i'm slipping some replies into the queue, but now i'm crying over how, despite being an entity capable of killing aeons and descending the universe into chaos, khaos is so gentle and warm at heart, so curious and full of wonder. AUUGHDFJ.
Thinking about how Phai has been so focused on fulfilling others' wishes, being what others' wanted and expected of them, or fighting against what others (ie Lygus) wanted them to be — they don't really know who they are under all the masks and performances. They don't know what the wishes of their own are. They have never dared to dream for themself, after losing Aedes Elysiae.
This is compounded in Khaos, who has both Phainon's identity issues, and Irontomb's. Struggling between hatred and love, trying to find meaning in an existence originally made and dictated by someone else.
This is a big issue for them for both Khaslana in the Eternal Page, and Khaos exploring the universe post - Amphoreus. Even in their G.enshin verse, Phainon struggles with finding a meaning for themself when their instincts push them towards violence and destruction, and after finding out what they were originally created for.
mydei grumbles a little when his nap was disrupted by khaslana, head tilting a little as he opens his eyes and looked at his beloved. the shock and annoyance wasn't hard to see, even with his mind still waking up.
"...the entire concept of longwinded, nonsensical speeches bore and tire me."
They turn towards Mydei, crossing their arms, the targets of their destruction forgotten as their ire lands on him.
"Nonsensical?" Their tail lashes behind them, and they take a step closer to pout directly into his face. "You find our Destruction nonsensical?"