Composed.

writer. ritual poet. sorceress. liberationist. survivor. healing artist. organizer. lover. queer. gender fluid. black. mother. they/them/theirs

[yungsula-deactivated20181127]

If you missed the Dirty Computer film on BET last night, you can watch the whole thing on Youtube

[gael-garcia]

I just wanna paint the town. I don’t wanna hide my love. I just wanna hold your hand and be the one that you think of When you need a holiday, when you wanna drink rosé I just wanna paint your toes, and in the morning, kiss your nose ‘Cause when I’m with you, I don’t feel afraid. Maybe this love will indoctrinate High I go with every word that you say. The way you feel, yeah, I feel the same way. Remember the night when I combed your hair? I hope I didn’t freak you out when I stared. I donate my truth to you like I’m rich. The truth is, love ain’t got no off switch. So if the walls come tumbling down, and if the ocean really does drown, and if my memories never come back, I’ll still remember where we first was naked at. Picture our faces and new oases. When we made love, we left many traces.

Janelle Monae & Tessa Thompson in Dirty Computer (2018)

[gael-garcia]

♫ Pink like the inside of your, baby / Pink like the walls and the doors, maybe / Pink like your fingers in my, maybe / Pink is the truth you can’t hide / Pink like your tongue going round, baby / Pink like the sun going down, maybe / Pink like the holes in your heart, baby / Pink is my favourite part ♫

Janelle Monáe & Tessa Thompson in the official video for PYNK

[idolos-frases]

[badsciencejokes]

…I almost killed myself

I put on my sunglasses, to hide my swollen eyes, over my tears. I cried all my makeup off. Went inside to have a milkshake. I don’t know why. I wanted something to drink as I figured out what I would do. I got a soda and a milkshake. Medium. The cashier looked at me and with a line around the corner of the counter he rushed away from the counter “Hold on “ he yelled to a coworker.

I filled my soda and went back and saw him looking all over. I go up and he gets close and says “I made it a large”.

That was seriously enough for me not to do it. His kindness. Someone went out of their way and as I went back in my car to cry I realized I could muster through a few other days. A few more weeks. Then I came down from that panicky high of anxiety, depression, and pain. I finished my shake. And it was enough time to let me feel better. I… I’m alive. I’ll make it through.

Try and be nice today. Tomorrow. Something as much as a smile. It helped so much.

Thank you man at McDonalds.

The milkshake saved my life

[blackheartseverywhere]

I hope you all can read this and remember to be kind

[the-quiet-priestess]

The smallest of gestures can save a life. My Mum answered her phone when I called and I am alive today because of that.

[badsciencejokes]

I’m glad you’re here.

It’s a phone call, a milkshake, a friend.

[ekuaadisa]

Facts.

[pure]

chelsea manning’s gofundme went past its limit with $165k+ in 3 months but miss major’s gofundme can’t even break $90k and it’s been up for 49 months :/

[lightyaers]

https://www.gofundme.com/MsMajorRetirement

i’m on mobile but here’s the link ^

[zanabism-deactivated20200529]

she needs 115 000 dollars!! we can do this!! sharing to your FB can be really effective in getting some more donations!! 

[ekuaadisa]

With each passing day, I want to live less and less.

[okay]

“I hope you find someone who knows how to love you when you are sad.”

— (via bled)

[ekuaadisa]

Hey, I hope your mom is doing well. Sending my thoughts. Also what that doctor did should have never happened. I would seek a lawyer IMMEDIATELY!!!! there's no reason this should've happened to your mom, had that doctor been more careful. It's gross negligence. Period. Best, coolestwitchz

Thanks so much. We are seeking legal council. 🙏🏾✨

[ekuaadisa]

Hey y'all, remember when I made that post about my mom being in the hospital? Well she was pretty sick, but after a doctor accidentally nicked her artery during a routine procedure, she was bleeding internally and her heart stopped. Doctors were able to revive her, and she is now on all the life support things: ventilator, dialysis, feeding tube, hella medications, and near constant interventions. She is fighting, y'all.

Brujxs! Witches! Conjure people! If you can, please do a thing if this crosses your dash. Say a thing, pause for a moment and think about healing, light a candle, give an offering to Oya or Legba on her behalf?

Also, it costs a lot to be in the hospital day after day. I’m missing paid work (and so are my siblings) and could use help for food and care things. Hit my CashApp $EkuaAdisa if you are able.

Any support would be so appreciated by my family. Please share this post and spread this conjure request far and wide.

🙏🏽🙏🏿🙏🏾🙏🏼🙏🏻🙏🏼🙏🏾🙏🏽🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏼🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏼

[ekuaadisa]

Any shares or reblogs would be nice. Or even a like to let us know a prayer went up, a candle was lit. My mom is still on life support.

[ekuaadisa]

I’m so grateful for all of the support, y'all. 😭My mom’s condition is mostly the same, critical but presently stable. Taking it moment by moment. Writing about my emotions here:

👉🏾 ekualove.wordpress.com

Please keep praying and hit my CashApp if you can.

👉🏾cash.me/$EkuaAdisa

So much gratitude.

[ekuaadisa]

I'm so grateful for the support, y'all have no idea. Things have been hectic these past few months, but my mom is getting better and better. She is no longer on life support and is walking and regaining her speech after the stroke. Doctors finally found the root cause to her issues, a condition called pheochromocytoma, and she had her left adrenal gland removed this week. She is recovering from surgery in the hospital and will be back home with us soon.

The past six months of care taking, hospital hopping, and putting my work/needs on the back burner have put a significant strain on my pockets and my mental health. I'm doing my best to stay afloat and hoping that soon I will be able to take a break and get some healing for myself.

Thank y'all for every candle, ritual, thought, prayer. It's a miracle that my mom is alive right now and that is thanks in part to y'all. 🙏🏾✨

[ekuaadisa]

I’m gonna do a healing ritual for your mama tonight 💕

Thank you so much. 🙏🏾✨

[mosessumney]

Who do you read

Anyone who comes for me

[mosessumney]

What is more beautiful? The sound or the feeling?

The beauty is in discovering that the sound is the feeling.

They continuously birth each other, like a feedback loop of matryoshka dolls.

[lowkey-radical]

So you're racist?

“witch” derived from an old english word. non-white cultures who practiced magic weren’t using the word witch. /all i take issue with is men using the word witch, not men practicing magic/. y’all can’t fucking read.

[visibilityofcolor]

So by your definition, since it’s an old English word and non-white cultures weren’t using it, only white women can use it? because if you’re saying that men can’t use it because it is an old English that only applies to women, and at the time it was made it only applied to white women because women of color were not seen as actual women or people

So by your definition only white women can use it! wow you’re racist and a TERF! Good to know. Keep beying racist and shutting down the voices of poc everywhere! 

[ekuaadisa]

🙊

[occupycityrail]

Iconic.

[witches-ofcolor]

POC Spell Book Form

Welcome to the POC Spell Book online form! Here you will submit your spell as well as information regarding yourself and your witchcraft! The book will be an free, online PDF for all readers. However, in the future, I hope to sell is so that the witches of color who submitted spells will be able to profit from it. This will be the first volume! Must be 18 and older in order to submit a spell!

Here’s the link for the POC spell book I’ve been talking about for months! Please spread around and share!

Only WITCHES OF COLOR CAN SUBMIT A SPELL! This means non-white witches! Please be honest, this book is to give exposure to witches of color!

I’m planning to do 50-100 spells per a volume (probably 50 for the first one! I’ll be keeping this form up until January 1st! So you have until then to sumbit and ask questions!  

Also, if you have any suggestions for it, do feel free to message me!

Also, donations are nice! And my energy readings are open for $6.00! Just IM me! 

HEADS UP: 

In the section where I ask for a spell, I mean an actual spell, in a sense that you are writing down the spell and giving word for word instructions (word for word) so that others can perform it.Write one spell, and give and give instructions as to how it can be performed please! This is important, it’s a spell book, so those reading it need to know how to do the spells you’re submitting! 

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Is dying harder than being already dead?

Robert Lowell, from The Collected Poems; “Last Night,” (via violentwavesofemotion)