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I kept thinking about this at work all day yesterday, created by me
Fanfiction Club: The Rules
This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.
Love this
Being a writer is writing 3,000 words at 4 in the morning and then not touching your work for a month
panic! at the keyboard
unnecessary callout boy
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just saw the first episode and can't stop thinking about the way joel is suffering all alone, can you write something about comforting him after the party???? I just need to hug him until he feels better I swear the puppy dog eyes pains me so much, just come cry on my shoulder baby 😭😭😭
Okay okay. I know it's been a hot minute but I've been busy. I've got something written down I just need to finish it. Hopefully by the end of this month I'll get it done. Alright peace ✌️
I haven't forgotten about this. I've had some family emergencies that I don't have time to even write a sentence. Please be patient with me.
just saw the first episode and can't stop thinking about the way joel is suffering all alone, can you write something about comforting him after the party???? I just need to hug him until he feels better I swear the puppy dog eyes pains me so much, just come cry on my shoulder baby 😭😭😭
Okay okay. I know it's been a hot minute but I've been busy. I've got something written down I just need to finish it. Hopefully by the end of this month I'll get it done. Alright peace ✌️
Y'all i got some Joel Miller writers block. Wanna request anything and I'll do my best to post it! I have a few things written but I'm in a block. Help!
Wondering Why
Summary: Joel realized that you're always going to be there by his side...
Word count: 2k
Warnings: none
A/n: This isn't my best work but will do. Enjoy.
Joel had woken up earlier than expected but stayed in bed until you stirred awake. He looked down at you as you layed on his chest. You felt that he was looking at you, you pretended to be asleep waiting to hear his honey voice say the same thing he always says.
"Good morning, sweetheart." You melt every time. You quietly giggle and pretend to snore.
"Oh, is someone sleeping, huh?" He said and slowly brought his hands to your naked abdomen and began tickling you. You screeched a laugh and began moving away until you fall off the bed.
"Y/n! Are you okay?!" He asked worriedly. You laughed and slowly got up.
"I'm okay." You quickly got quiet and began plotting something. You rip away the blanket from Joel leaving him naked. He began trying to cover himself as if he was in public. You wrapped the blanket around yourself.
"Hey Joel, nice co-" he shut you up before you can say anything.
"Don't you dare." He warned and blushed heavily.
"-ck" You finished. You looked at the clock and cursed.
"Shit! I'm late!" You exclaimed and began gathering your folded clothes dropping the blanket.
"Maria is going to have my head!" You ran towards the master bedroom bathroom. You didn't bother waiting for the water to get hot when you jumped in. It was spring almost summer so the water felt nice. Joel put on a pair of boxers and leaned against the doorframe of the bathroom.
"At what time were you supposed to be there?" His eyes slowly wonder down your body.
"Almost an hour ago. Joel, why didn't you wake me up?" You argued. He smiled brightly at how the night went. It was passionate and full of...love.
"You didn't tell me." You stayed silent began thinking about the night before. Red hues covered your cheeks and apologized to Joel. Once you were done you dried yourself and put on your clothes. Joel stayed in the same spot admiring you.
"See you later." You throw your arms around his neck and bring him down into a deep kiss. He wrapped his arms around you ignoring how your wet hair drenched his arms. You had to pull away and grabbed your cowboy hat before getting your gear.
"You're going to do great, cowboy! Woooh!" Joel had been practicing for this day. Rodeo day. He was in the tie down roping competition.
It was a difficult task for him but he wanted to impress you. You loved him deeply and he always wondered why. He was an old man and you didn't care. You brought out the childness in him. Something that only a few people could do and it was a nostalgic feeling for him.
Once you arrived at the barn, maria was quick to call you out on it. But Tommy got in and saved your ass.
"Give her a break, Maria. She's never late." Tommy winked at you when Maria looked down at her tapping foot.
"Fine! But this better be the last. We've got a lot of work to do." Maria scolded you and it felt like if she wanted to pinch you.
"Maria, it's going to be good. We've got good cowboys and the crowd is going to be ecstatic!" You reasured her.
"Plus the other town is coming by in a few hours. They can help set up as well." Tommy commented.
There was a town nearby that was full of people like Jackson. Tommy made a pact with their "leader" and they settled to never raid or invade each other's land, except when the Rodeo day was coming. A tradition that was started by Tommy. It gave everyone who lived in Texas nostalgia.
"No. It's our responsibility to get everything set up! They didn't ask for help. Now, let's get to work!" She demanded. That's when Joel appeared looking fresh and handsome. His plaid shirt had a few buttons undone. You knew he did it unintentionally but, god, it drove you wild.
"Hey, baby brother." He tapped on his shoulder with his hand.
"Hey, brother. Ready for tonight?" Joel glanced at you. You gave him a flirty finger wave and let maria drag you away. His neck and cheeks became red, he couldn't help but massage the back of his neck to ease down.
"Yeah. Nervous as hell." Tommy catched his movements and laughed teasingly.
"Ooh, I haven't seen that in years." Joel quickly stopped making his cheeks worst.
"Seen what?" Joel threatened.
"Nothin', just remembering a teenage Joel trying to flirt with Claudia Mccree." Tommy earned a small punch from Joel.
"Oh shut it." Joel said and went to go practice more before the event. Soon the day passed by that it was a few minutes before Joel had to go up. It was a race between two of their people and Tommy and Joel.
"You got this, handsome." You soothed his hands and brought them to your lips for a kiss. He bent down and kissed your head trying to calm his nerves.
"Joel! Ready to roll!" Tommy called out. He gave him a thumbs up and grabbed his cowboy hat and made his way. You couldn't help and bite your bottom lip as you saw how his butt looked so good in those jeans.
"Goddamn, I need me that one..." you heard a bunch of ladies in the corner staring and giggling over Joel. A ball of jealously raged throughout your chest.
"Hey! Ready to see Joel?!" Ellie came behind you and quickly catched to your mood.
"Jesus, what's got you all moody?" You motioned to the group of ladies and ellie followed along.
"Hey!" She was quick to react when you tried hiding, but Ellie grabbed your hand and walked towards them.
The pack of ladies stopped and payed their attention towards Ellie. They looked at bit older than you...close to Joel's age. It unknowingly bothered you.
"So, here to cheer on the cowboys?" She questioned and they all nodded.
"Really?!" Ellie clasps her hands.
"Hey dad!" Ellie surprised you by calling Joel 'dad' something that has never happened. Joel heard Ellie's voice but missed what she had said and turned around. She waved at him and threw him a thumbs up and he did the same with a bright smile. It was a while since the two of them got along. It almost made you cry.
"You know what that means, ladies. That's my dad and this is my MO-" She almost said the word when you butted in.
"LADIES!-" you cleared your throat.
"Enjoy the show. Now, Ellie let's go see your DAD preform." You pulled Ellie away from them and she began cracking up.
"You're insane!" You said as you got in your reserved seats.
"I mean it's kinda true. I just never admitted it." She softly said. You looked at her teary-eyed and she snapped.
"Oh god, don't make this weird." She said and shaked her hands to release some anxiety.
"You're right! Sorry." you shook your head and wiped away the tears. Out of the blue, scaring you, the announcer came through the speakers. It got everyone silent, an eerie silence made your bones shake.
"No infected in the area!" You could hear over a hundred people sighing in relief.
"Let's begin! " the announcer said, making you and Ellie rise up cheering and whistling loudly. The people around you moved away feeling embarrassed or annoyed.
The Rodeo began and dust began rising as the horses and cattle ran around in circles. The bull riders made the crowd go insane when they all began beating each other records.
Then the moment of your night came. Joel and Tommy's performance...
"Ladies and Gentlemen! Give a round of applause for our Cowboys!" You went bezerk when Joel came out on his Lucky horse.
"LETS GO, BABY!" You placed your pointer fingers into the corner of your mouth and whistled loudly. Joel's eyes found you quickly and tilted his cowboy hat at you. You blushed and smiled shily. He smiled and went towards his mark next to Tommy.
"I believe you have a number one fan, big brother." Tommy commented. Joel shook his head with a smile and looked back at you. You gave him a flirty finger wave again.
"I guess that you're right, little brother." The announcer began counting down and Joel tightened his grip on the rope he was going to use to catch the calf.
"We better win this, Joel." Tommy said with a smile.
"Four!"
"Why is that?"
"Three!"
"If not you owe me a whole bottle of whiskey."
"Two!"
"Shit-its a deal." He reached over and shook Tommy's hand before biting the rope he was going to tie the calf with.
"ONE!"
Tommy was the first to go. He rode for a few seconds until he caught the calf and ran to tie three of the calfs legs together.
"6.83 seconds!" The announcer yelled. Ellie and you got up and cheered for Tommy.
"Way to go Tommy!" Ellie yelled. Joel did the same as Tommy and you waited anxiously while they got his time.
"6.45 seconds! Three seconds away from beating the world record!" You screamed happily scaring a few folks around.
"LETS GO!" You jumped over a few chairs to reach the rail and waved at Joel.
"What in earth are you doin'." He made his way towards you on his horse. You practically lean over and he gets the hint. He reaches up to give you a kiss. You began pulling him in until he was almost off his horse.
"Hold on." He pulled away.
"I'll meet you in the horses stables." You pulled back nodding.
"Se ya!" You said and speed walked towards the stables. Once there you congratulated him and help him put his gear back.
The Rodeo finished and the spring time ball followed afterwards. Everyone piled in and the party began. Music blasting and the smell of tobacco and alcohol filled the barn.
You sat at the one of the tables with Joel, ellie and Tommy, looking at the silliness of Jessie and Dina. You chuckled when Dina got dipped by one of the other town boys. God, were they enjoying her confidence. You did too. You finished your drink and looked at Joel's noticing that it was empty as well.
"I might get something lighter at the bar, want some?" You asked. He smiled at you and shook his head.
"Well, if you're asking, I would like some-" Ellie began but Joel cut her short.
"Nuh uh, you've had enough." He said sternly.
"But, Joel. It's the spring ball! Look at Jessie and Dina!" She pointed at the bar and we all turned to Dina and Jessie chugging a beer. You chuckle thinking about the massive hangover their going to get, and how Maria is going to work them out.
"Sorry, kiddo. You's got patrol tomorrow." Joel shrugged his shoulders.
"If Maria sees you hungover she's going to be on your ass." Tommy said and Joel and you agreed.
"Ugh fine. I'll be a loser and not have a massive hangover." She said defeated.
"Joel? Tommy?" You asked again.
"I'm good, thank you." Tommy said drinking the last drops of beer. You turned to Joel and sweetly caress his cheek to get his attention.
"I'll take another beer and you should lay off the whiskey." He looked up at you and you couldn't help and look at the beauty of his eyes. How the lights made them sparkle.
"Yes, sir." You said. It made Joel's knees wobble when you called him 'sir'. It made him blush and think about the long nights he spends with you. He shook his head as you walked away.
"Hey, brother." Tommy called.
"Yes?"
"So when are you going to pop the question?" Joel turned red and looked away. He missed how a younger gentleman was quick enough to go to your side.
"Don't know? Soon maybe-" Joel said with a smile.
"Well, better hurry because hawks are trying to steal your girl." Tommy pointed at the scene in front of him.
"Hey, pretty lady." You got caught drinking another whiskey. You put the drink on the counter and payed attention to the person in front of you. You remembered him from last spring.
"Oh shit. You're the guy who won last year!" You cheerfully said.
Joel noticed how you smiled at him sending a rage of jealously into his stomach. The same as you, when those ladies talked about him.
"Yeah that's me. Wanna dan-"
"Johnny! I remembered your name! You broke the record! And Joel was close to beating yours. He was quick and strong enough to take down his calf." You swoon at how Joel slid off the horse.
"That old man? I'm surprised he was able to ride that long. I mean, no offense, he is in shape and all, but I think that he should leave the stuff to someone like Jessie. Anyway wanna dance?"
"What?"
"What? Im being honest! Jessie could do it better than him. Comeon lets dance." You just praised this guy and he just shits on Joel. You were about to say something when he grabs your waist and almost pressed his chest to yours.
"How's it going, sweetheart?" Joel was at your side and johnny quickly retreats his hand.
"Its going well, darlin'." You move closer to Joel and he warpps an arm around you. Johnny's face changed and looked at joel with fear in his eyes. It crashed on him that Joel was your partner.
"Oh, nice to meet you." Johnny stuck out his hand for a handshake and Joel took it. He wasn't raised to be disrespectful, even to younger folks.
"Joel, this is Johnny. From last years Rodeo." You said and finished your whiskey in one go.
"Is that so." Joel took the beer from the counter and took a sip.
"Yeah...Jessie!" You called. Jessie stopped dancing and raced towards you.
"You know Johnny. Don't you?" You said with a sarcastic smile.
"Yeah! We practiced a couple of times. Johnny is a good rope man. But, no offense, but Joel here-" Jessie patted Joel's shoulder.
"Is my teacher. I learned everything from him. He sometimes gets on my ass but I, kinda, have to thank him about it." He quickly said. Wired up from the alcohol.
"Oh" Johnny went pale regretting his choices and excused himself.
"Oh man, look at the time-" he grabbed his beer and left leaving the three of you.
"Fuckin prick." You mumbled a snarl. It made Joel and jessie worried. Joel put his beer back and gently took your cheek to look at him.
"Is everything okay?" He said. You shook your head and went to him for a hug. Jessie quickly catched joels eyes and left the two of you.
"Did he do something to you? Did he touch or threatened you?"
"No. Im just remembering how much you mean to me..." Joel's voice got caught in his throat.
"Come on let's dance." You pulled him into the dance floor and began swaying to the soft beat. Joel quickly caught on and did the same.
You pulled him closer until your cheek was against his chest, savoring his touch and smell.
"I love you, Joel." You said out of the blue. He stopped and pulled back to look at you.
"What?" He questioned. You felt anxious as he put you on the spot.
"'What' what?" He chuckled and pulled you back into his embrace. Then he felt it. Well, the music spoke to him. It was time.
She keeps on loving me~
And I keep on wondering why~
He kissed the crown of your head and asked you to follow him.
"What? Why?" You began to get anxious but with one smile that he gave you it went away.
He began pulling you outside for some privacy. Once he pulled you far away, he hesitated for a second and slipped a wooden box out of his pocket.
"You made this?!" You were in awe with the amount of work and detail Joel put into it. It had your favorite flower in the center.
"Yes...and this" He opened the box and pulled out a polished wooden engagement ring. He got down on one knee and grabbed your hand.
"Y/n L/n. Will you marry me?"You looked at him with a shine in your eyes and for the first time he got you to quiet down.
"Is that a yes?" You nodded furiously and took hold his plaid button down and crashed your lips into a passionate kiss
"It is a 'yes'!" You said and began smothering him with kisses. You got him to giggle and he got up engulfing you in his arms. He looked at you and softly caressed your nose with his pointer finger.
"Come on." He let you go and pulled you towards the house you two share. Once there the two of you spent the night in passion.
Kate
Summary: Joel was betrayed and now they suffer the consequences.
Word count: 2k
TRIGGER WARNING : This contains blood, violence and death. Please read the trigger warnings! I don't want to be responsible for incidents! TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️
A/n: Its been a hot minute since I've posted or even written something. I'm heavily influenced by music and this one caught me. I cried and felt heartbroken. Enjoy or don't...I didn't.
You have been trying to get Joel's attention about "the love of his life", Kate. But he won't budge, he is madly in love with her. And you...with the one sided love.
"Look, y/n." He showed you a ring that he found while in the city. A simple diamond ring. It looked beautiful to you.
"What do ya think?" You hesitate but answer.
"Its beautiful, Joel." You honestly say. Deep down you wished it was for you.
"Really?" He smiled and placed it back into his pocket and got his gear ready to go back home after a few days.
"Its good to be home early." He gave your shoulder a gentle squeeze and began walking away.
'He is going home...to her. I have to tell him! She isn't good for him.' You thought until Joel stopped and called you.
"You comin' or what?" He brought you back from your thoughts.
"What?" He chuckled at your doe eyes.
"It's Saturday." He said and motioned to come with his hand. Steak and eggs Saturday.
"Yeah!" You faked a cheer and walked with him to his house.
"How's it going with Danny?" Joel asked. He had set you up on a blind date with Danny. The main butcher in the butchery. He said that the two of you are ' the perfect fit' but deep down you despised Danny. He secretly is a pervert. You'd catch him looking at the ladies like if he wanted to undress them.
"Um, honestly not so well...sorry, Joel." You shoved your hands in your back pocket to ease you anxiety.
"It's alright. I found out that he is a creep." He said and looked at you giving you an apologetic smile.
"Sorry." You nodded and said nothing. His eyes stayed on you for a while, while you looked ahead. His beautiful colored eyes made you melt.
The two of you stayed quiet and walked to his house.
"Here we are." He unlocked his door and let you in. He put his gear in it's corner and went to his fridge and began taking out the steak and eggs. It was time. You had to tell him.
"Joel." You called him as you sat down on the kitchen table. He answered happily.
"Yes?" When he saw your fist balled up in front of your worried face, his face drops and he turned his attention towards you.
"What's wrong?" He sat next to you and grabbed your free hand. He quickly thought the worst and began threatening Danny.
"Did Danny do something to you?" His voice was dark and full of venom. You knew Joel had a small temper so you tried avoiding that.
"NO! God, no." You reasured him and put your hand on top of his.
"I don't know how to put this..." you chewed your lip for a moment until Joel squeezed your hand.
"What is it?" You looked at his beautiful eyes and you knew it was the right thing to do.
"Joel, Kate isn't who you think she is." His eyes slowly turned cold.
"What do you mean?" His voice wasn't as kind.
"She, well, many people have seen her-" a laughter shut you up. Joel looked at you confused and got up. You did too but he gently made you sit.
"Stay." He ordered and you obeyed. Joel quietly went upstairs as you bit your nails, when it dawned on you.
'What if she brought-' A loud crash made you run up the stairs taking two steps at a time. When you turn the hall towards the master bedroom, you saw Danny. Danny was on his belly trying to crawl out of the room. his face was full of blood.
"Joel! STOP!" You recognized Kate's voice. Joel stood over Danny with what seemed like a wooden carving mallet.
"Y/n?" Danny choked out blood as his hand reached towards you. Joel glanced at you for a few seconds. Once more his eyes caught yours and they were gone and full of rage. He turned his attention towards Danny and lifted the mallet over his head, before you can stop him, he brought it down with a loud grunt. A loud thwack shook the house. Danny's head was caved in. Danny was...Danny was gone.
Fear crossed your face, your words disappeared and your body was still. You hated Danny, but dying this way and to the man you loved...now didn't know what to do.
After that Kate's screams pierced your ears that you had to cover them. Her half naked self tried running out, but Joel was quick enough to grab her by her hair. You went to him, trying to pry his hands off but he was tougher and bigger than you.
"LET ME GO!" Kate screeched. You tried your best but with one swift move he back handed slapped you. You fell covering yourself with blood. You looked at your bloody hands then back at Joel who's eyes where on you.
"Joel, let her go." You say with a quiver in your voice. His grip got tighter and he shook his head. Kate began forcing he hair out of his hands until his fist only had a clump and she ran.
Joel stood there for a second until he turned heel and went after her.
"JOEL!" You yelled and tried getting up but slipped on some blood. Once you found your footing you ran downstairs where he was almost ripping the door off its hinges...with his gun in hand.
You ran after him as he ran after her.
"HELP! HE'S TRYING TO KILL ME" Kate screamed as she ran through the almost empty town. People began opening doors and windows half shocked and half asleep.
"JOEL! STOP!" You called him out again but no avail. She finally tripped in the middle of the towns center. She was tired and her bare legs were cold form the snow that covered the ground. He walked towards her shaken self and glared at her.
"Please, Joel! I'm sorry." She cried and got on her knees begging for her life. You stopped a few yards behind and saw the whole thing.
"Don't so this." You said out of breath. His shoulders stiffen by the sound of your voice.
"I'm sorry! I won't do it again! I promise!" He shook his head and took out the ring he found and threw it at her. She looked at it and gasped.
"Yeah...you won't do it again." He said and in a millisecond he pointed his gun at her and pulled the trigger three times.
The sound made you cover your ears again and you saw how her body fell. The towns people scattered and a few ran to Joel and pinned him to the ground. Tommy being one of them.
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE! JOEL, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!" Tommy yelled but Joel stayed motionless looking at her dead eyes.
"She betrayed me, Tommy...she betrayed me." He said before they took him away. You fell to your knees once Joel was gone. Tears began streaming down your red cheeks.
"Y/n. What happened?!" Tommy shook you and you couldn't contain posture.
"Did he hurt you?!" He asked when he saw the blood on your hands and legs. You shook your head and hugged Tommy, crying your lungs out. As much as you wanted to close your eyes, you just saw Joel's face.
A few days went by and you haven't slept. Your mind kept on repeating that day. Also, Tommy and the few guardians of Jackson, kept on asking you questions.
"Do I have to say this again?" You glared at them. It was the third time they asked that question.
'What happened?'
"Yes." You slammed your hand on the table and got up.
"Goddammit! She cheated on him! And he went into a rage!" You began breathing heavily. Tommy went to your side and placed a hand on your shoulder.
"Calm down." He kept calm and it made you wonder how he could deal with this.
"No! Don't tell me to calm down! " You pushed his hand away and stormed towards the door.
"Y/n! Wait!" Tommy said. Your gut told you to stop and you did.
"The rest...please leave." A whole commotion exploded but Maria was there to back him out.
"Get out!" She yelled and without hesitation they did. After the door closed, Tommy went to your side again.
"He is asking for you." It shocked you. Joel wanted to see you. You looked at Maria and she nodded.
"Do you wanna see him?" You began thinking until Maria interrupted you.
"Make up your mind now...this might be the last time." Tears threatened to flow but you wipe them away and agreed.
They took you into an underground dungeon in the police station, where there you saw Joel sitting in one of the jail cells bed.
"You agreed?" He asked when he saw the three of you. You looked at Tommy and Maria then at Joel and nodded.
"Brother, can I have a moment with y/n?"
"No way!" Maria butted in when Tommy grabbed her arm.
"Yes, big brother." Tommy knew that He wouldn't do anything to you. He adored you. Tommy argued with Maria but he managed to get her up the stairs. Once the door closed your waited for Joel to do something.
"Sit." He said and once more you obeyed. You sat on the ground criss cross and he did the same behind the bars.
"Why?" He questioned.
"Why' what?"
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Tears rolled down his cheeks.
"Because you were in love with her...and it was a hunch at first." You began.
"I tried before but she would come it at those times. And I would stop." He gently took your hand through the bars and brought it to his lips.
"I'm sorry that I hit you and that you had to see all of that." His eyes where back to his beautiful colored ones. No rage, but sadness and regret.
"Joel..." your lip quivered.
"I love you." You had to tell him. This was your last chance. Either they were going to send him away or...
"I should have picked you." He grabbed your wet cheek and made you look at him
"What?"
"I should have picked you. The ring should have been for you." Joel said and grabbed a fist full of your hair and guided your lips towards his. You gasped at how his lip felt and kissed him back through the bars. God, you wanted him terribly. You dreamt of this and now that you had it. It was too late.
"Why, Joel?!" You hit his chest and raised your shaken voice.
"I was blinded by her. I wanted and loved her. But she didn't want me..." tears rolled down his cheek. You couldn't help yourself and got up, he did the same. You had to get away from him. So you pulled him for one last kiss, memorizing his smell, touch and taste.
Once you had enough, you looked at him to memorizing his face and bid your goodbye. As you walked upstairs he began begging.
"Y/n. I'm sorry. Don't leave me...please." you ignore him and open the door. You knew that he was regretting his decision and that you were his rebound. He just wanted someone to love, to get him away from this shitty world.
You stepped out, Tommy and Maria catched you as you fell into their arms.
"I hate him." Your mouth spoke before your mind could've think. But deep down you knew you didn't.
When you got back to working after a few days you did your job to order the teens to do their job right. You were meaner and more rough to them.
"Easy, with the kids. They didn't do anything." Maria pulled you aside when you went off on Jessie.
"I know. It's been hard, I haven't slept since that day."
"Well, fix it." She finished that conversation and started a new one.
"Follow me."
"Why?" You argued when she took hold of your arm into Tommy's office. Maria just busted in. You caught the sight of Tommy sheading tears. Maria closed the door and went to his side.
"Their going to fuckin execute him..." your world fell apart in silence. You're going to lose your first love. You were thinking about forgiveness but now it's difficult to go on with that plan.
"When?" You said in a monotone voice. Tommy looked up at you and wiped his tear away.
"Tomorrow...up in the old cabin."
"Who's going?" You prayed that Ellie wouldn't be there.
"The guardians, Maria and I."
"What about Ellie?" He nodded. Ellie is an adult now you can't make the decision.
"I need to be there." You said and he didn't argue with you.
The hours passed and once more you couldn't find sleep. Due to the anxiety and pain that stabbed your chest. You let out a shaken sigh and walked out of your house. You began ignoring the stares you got and walked towards the main hall.
"Hey y/n." Ellie's eyes looked raw and red from all the crying. She hugged you and the two of you waited until it was time.
"Dead man! Dead man walking through!" The man who was in charge of the execution announced. Joel had his hands and ankles cuffed as they walked him out. It was a long walk for Joel and for you. Everyone was on horses but him.
Once at the old cabin the inside was filled with enough chairs for everyone that went. You can hear Ellie and Tommy crying but your tears never came. You wanted to cry but they were all dried. You had finally accepted his fate and yours without him.
They kneeled him down and you took one last look at him. He was rough.
"Joel Miller, you're accused of murders. The murders of Kate..." your mind went blank and just focused on him. He looked at Ellie and Tommy, then at you and gave you an apologetic smile.
"Any last words?" You hoped for something from him but got nothing. Just a smile and looked up at the ceiling. His mouth was moving like if he was praying.
The sound of the cocking of a gun made Ellie flinch. You held her tight and covered her teary eyes.
"Its okay." You soothed her back. Quiet filled the room. The seconds felt eternal, then bang...
His body fell and a sob finally came out of you. That was it. He was gone...
A/n: y'all i can't. Idk why I did this. But I just kept on writing until it felt accomplished. Sorry 😞.
Yooooo guess who is cooking some Joel Miller (video game Joel) fan fics! No offense to Pedro, I love pedro! But there is something about video game Joel that just drives me up a wall.
I mean delish! 😍
Here we go! Please read some trigger warnings. I'll be adding the fics in this post.
Kate
Trigger warnings: blood, violence, death. Word count: 2k
Wondering Why
Warnings: None. Word count: 2k
The fact that I miss Joel so badly, really gets me now..
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"Watching A Quiet Place Day One because of the plot"
The plot:
can someone please for the love of god make another saw movie and cast kyle gallner as the lead. i need to see that man tied up shaking crying throwing up covered in blood begging for his life. and who are you to deny me that. get it done