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bro work has actually been annoying as fuck recently like god

this super, while not...consciously horrible...sucks to work with

garbo communication, which is rich coming from me

no respect for others' time

never elaborates

on top of doing shit WAY out of our lane, or just straight up counter to how we're supposed to do stuff

fucking awful. i just wanna go back to flying under the radar.

#really need to make the private resume or some shit

well i did a stupid thing i said i wouldnt do anymore by a lot

but also i scheduled this other thing i have to do

and technically cleaned a little

i would be so powerful if i could function normally

"you have such a unique brand of shade"

#someone gets me

i'm pretty sure i incepted an idea into this org about doing something cause like 2 weeks ago i was offhanded talking with one dude who has the ear of a big wig about stuff and now we're getting a rough draft for implementing it across our entire agency lole

oopsie

all i'm sayin is if you're gonna have letters be silent, why have silent 'x's

i think at this point it's super rip

have i complained about empathy yet?

idr

but holy fuck, do people just not know what that word means and are they just parroting it as a saintly trait one must have in all circumstances because their therapist said so?

literally just saw "have empathy even for things you don't fully understand"

my brother, that is sympathy.

how can you hurt WITH someone if you don't fully understand what they're going through. sure, you can reason that it must be bad and feel sorry for them, but its not going to like, elicit an actual emotional response in you because you also experienced the same/similar...because you didnt

ie both my parents are alive, so when i friend says "i lost a parent", like obviously that sucks, but i'm not re-living that pain alongside with them.

if someone is kicking a dog, i say "stop kicking that dog, you're hurting it", not "you're hurting us" even though i've been kicked before...i'm not at that exact moment LITERALLY feeling the pain of being kicked. i just know it hurts.

holy fuck.

anyway, every day that goes by i'm more and more convinced i've got undiagnosed something cause god damn.

damn its been 16 years since leg cancer

fuck japanese and its japan centric views

how tf am i supposed to remember that "big west ocean" ISN'T the pacific ocean

#smh frfr ong

i think i just bite the desperation bullet and look for public jobs in japan

i just...already hit my goals here i guess? i really don't see a future for me, and am severely unhappy. like, career wise i could ride this for life now, but...for what? to fuel my gacha/figure addiction?

i had to struggle for years to scrape together the willpower to do this all alone and now that i'm here it's like...why? because it's what you do?

i'm not happy. i could be happy there. maybe not, maybe all the "you're romanticizing it" nay-sayers are right. maybe. but i'm certainly already fuckin miserable here, so why not at least try.

im doin the thing again

#watching a romance anime and feeling like shit

i guess it is me

ff16 just doesnt fuckin end, huh

damn dog

get it together

how do...get chance

was out sick from work today and i forgot i had a sort of semi important meeting that i'm not sure anyone covered for me...but maybe

anyway. i was doing pretty good this week but something this morning locked me in for like 3 hours and i just didnt get up to get ready so

idk man. i just need my sims social bar filled in a way i can tolerate

nothing like waking up to a short fuse tasker along with the workload i'm taking over from these guys cause their contract wasn't renewed

i guess i should watch scrubs for the first time in my life

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