So I haven't been on Tumblr in over 7 months. That's because I haven't had the motivation to go on. My depression has hit me really badly in these past seven months. Back in February, I attempted suicide and all of my friends left me except for two. They abandoned me, refused to look in my direction, and worst of all made up plenty of lies. They turned people into hating me. I was constantly left out of everything. I still am. Group hang outs, parties; I'm not invited to any of those. It still hurts me a lot. It only made me feel worse because when I needed my friends the most they turned their backs on me. So that is why I haven't been on. I'm just too stressed out and I have no motivation. I'm sorry.













