Learning Curves

NSFW blog of Eleanor R: Freelance model, artist, and entrepreneur. Travel, adventure, nudity, & my own unique brand of dorkiness. Based out of SoCal. Founder of Empowered Muses.

[eleanor-nude]

Hey loves. I'm decluttering right now, which means I'm getting rid of a bunch of stuff. Do you want to own a pair of my shoes, socks, underwear, or some other piece of my modeling wardrobe? Send me a message and let's talk!

[wtf-fun-factss]

President’s park - WTF fun facts

[catboycrimsonrain]

Please let people destroy these gorgeous recreations of horrid war criminals

[eleanor-nude]

I... I need to pose here

[zubbyzub]

[darqueloaf]

OMFG this is brilliant

[aceofstars]

I HAVE BEEN LAUGHING AT THIS FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT OH MY GODD

[shadyfolk]

Rose are red , white, and I am a slut for aesthetically pleasing looking characters

[mschamomile]

Roses are red, and white and white and white, to the top of the page, for the first time in the world

[peppapigvevo]

Roses are red and white house and the other hand I love you too can be used to be an asshole with a heart attack and I will

[belleandwhistle]

roses are red violets but the sun leo is the sun and moon for the moon to come out on a night

[reaperneeshy-deactivated2018071]

Roses are red , and I will be ok. Help me out of the room. it will be all set up. I have to go to the hospital for you

[bookishboi]

Roses are red, I am trying to get a new car For the next update

The only way I Yes you have the right I don’t know Yes yes I

The altar of concerns I don’t think you The spring is coming Yes you are

[la-negra-barbuda]

Roses are red I’m going through it to be there for mic the exhibition is centering folks who openly identify as a whole human being

[fatsexybitch]

Roses are red, I think got my car worked out. And I already can’t remember what that means

[nehirose]

roses are red and white and white and white to the top of the page for the first time in the world

[voidbat]

roses are red and white and white and white to the top of the page for the first time in the world to see if you are interested in the position of the position and the position of the company and the company is a great company for a great price for the new clarification on the way home from the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport to the airport

[lotsadeer]

roses are red violets are blue dragon Ball to be good for them to be good for them to be good for them

[sparreauxchirps]

Roses are red, and I will be a good time to time. I am a beautiful person. I am a beautiful person.

[scarletjedi]

Roses are red I’m not going on the way home tomorrow I’m not going on the way to work this week I’m sorry I didn’t know I had the time I’m sorry baby I’m not going to sleep

That’s…rather bleak…

[pterawaters]

Roses are red violets is a great way of doing it for you to do so you have a little time for your own time to get to know you and the baby you can tell your son the son of the son son of the year he is a husband of the husband and the son and husband and son

[quicklikelight]

Roses are red, the indomitable spirit of fair play, that all of the time to get the job, but I don’t know why I acted like that

[eleanor-nude]

I wasn't going to reblog this, but I was curious and my results were pretty on topic:

Roses are red light and the video will be limited to the Bay next week

To get a chance to work with me value my creative and collaborative effort

[doingoxyinchurch-deactivated201]

Don’t make fun of right-wing children. Don’t bully right-wing children. Don’t scream at, lecture, or swear at right-wing children. I say this because I was that child. I was the child forced by my parents to stand outside of clinics holding signs that say “Abortion Kills Children.” I was the child who went to church every Sunday and could parrot every bull shit argument opposing gay marriage. I sounded smart. I sounded like I formed those opinions on my own. The reality was I was being psychologically abused. I was brainwashed and indoctrinated. I had no sense of self until I was much older. I had been wiped clean and filled with garbage. I have PTSD in part because of my childhood. Today, I am telling you, that those children NEED you! They need you to show love and patience and compassion. They need you to guide them out. Those children holding those signs are children begging to be seen. See them.

[passingbutchchewbacca]

To add - this is a tactic right-wingers use to push their kids further right! The kids see well-meaning lefties being assholes and think “wow, I guess my parents were right, lefties ARE bad people who don’t think of the well being of the children and attack the underdog” etc., for real, these are kids and have in all likelihood experienced some degree or other of cult conditioning/abuse.

[annekewrites]

My husband was raised in this way.  All of this is accurate.

[slightlycrookedletters]

This. This was my childhood.

Except for the few people who asked things like why I believed the thing or pointed me towards better information, people tended to be angry and, due to being isolated and indoctrinated, I couldn’t understand why. 

It’s like you’ve been wearing red-tinted glasses for your whole life, and you just think everything is red or reddish. And people keep getting mad at you for saying things are red, when (to you) they are clearly red, your parents assure you they’re red, and that anyone saying differently is trying to trick you.

This isn’t the case for every child that grows up in a right-wing household, but it often was for me. 

[passionfruitandvelvet]

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Do NOT harass, assault, or laugh at children and adolescents who are out street preaching, handing out pamphlets, holding signs, etc.

Leave them alone. If you’re mad, tell their parents off. Not them. They’ll go through hell already when they’re older and start realizing how fucked up their indoctrination was. And they’ll wonder why no one tried to save them, be kind to them, or see them for what they were really going through.

Don’t blame children and young people for their own indoctrination and abuse.

I was brainwashed. I was taught that we had to go out and do this in order to have clean consciences, to feel like a good and godly person. I was taught this was the loving thing to do for other human beings, to save them from themselves, to stand up for what was right.

And I was taught that if I did it right, other people would harass and attack me. When that happens, you are only confirming to kids that the outside world is dangerous, wicked, and foolish, and that they’re doing the right thing.

[autisticharrywells]

I was this child too. Give them a chance and don’t be cruel to them. They are indoctrinated

[eleanor-nude]

This was my childhood. Don't abuse children who are already suffering from abuse.

[eleanor-nude]

Want 80+ more pics like this? How about a striptease video? 😉

My friend Rey needs help right now. (Keep reading, this does connect to the sexy stuff!) His wife took their daughter across state lines without consent and is not allowing him to even talk to her. He needs money for legal fees, and to cover vital medication and food since he’s now emptied his bank account paying legal fees for the first steps towards getting his daughter back.

I can’t cover his entire legal battle myself, but I can provide a powerful incentive for others to contribute.

Later today I’ll be filming a striptease video to go with the photoset I just created in this gorgeous new lingerie set. Both the photoset and video will be limited edition, only available for a short time, and ONLY by donation to Rey’s fund.

The photos were shot via cell phone (but no less gorgeous for it!) and the video will be taken via HD webcam. I’m offering them as a reward for a $10 donation, or $15 for photos+video.

PayPal the amount of your choosing to me at [email protected] as a gift.

MANDATORY: Make sure the note section includes the text “Donation for Rey’s legal fund” along with your email address and your choice of photos, video, or both.

Thank you for your help! ❤

[eleanor-nude]

It's not too late to get your photos and striptease video! My friend is REALLY struggling right now - please help me help him.

If you want to order a custom video, photoset, or Skype instead call PM me and we'll make it happen! 😉

[eleanor-nude]

Want 80+ more pics like this? How about a striptease video? 😉

My friend Rey needs help right now. (Keep reading, this does connect to the sexy stuff!) His wife took their daughter across state lines without consent and is not allowing him to even talk to her. He needs money for legal fees, and to cover vital medication and food since he’s now emptied his bank account paying legal fees for the first steps towards getting his daughter back.

I can’t cover his entire legal battle myself, but I can provide a powerful incentive for others to contribute.

Later today I’ll be filming a striptease video to go with the photoset I just created in this gorgeous new lingerie set. Both the photoset and video will be limited edition, only available for a short time, and ONLY by donation to Rey’s fund.

The photos were shot via cell phone (but no less gorgeous for it!) and the video will be taken via HD webcam. I’m offering them as a reward for a $10 donation, or $15 for photos+video.

PayPal the amount of your choosing to me at [email protected] as a gift.

MANDATORY: Make sure the note section includes the text “Donation for Rey’s legal fund” along with your email address and your choice of photos, video, or both.

Thank you for your help! ❤

[eleanor-nude]

It's not too late to get your photos and striptease video! My friend is REALLY struggling right now - please help me help him.

If you want to order a custom video, photoset, or Skype instead call PM me and we'll make it happen! 😉

[suzuki-left-hand-method-deactiv]

hey there LGBTQ kids who are also Christian/Jewish! If you feel like you’re disobeying God, questioning your faith, or feel wrong and dirty for loving who you love, there’s this fantastic site I found today called hoperemains that accurately and thoroughly combs through scripture and its (many) mistranslations, validates your orientation, and basically let’s you know that you’re not pissing off God. It’s insanely thorough and after reading through every page on the entire site it’s super helpful. Go check it out!

[wearyewe]

No no no! Jewish LGBTQ kinderlach! Go to Keshet! 

hoperemains is completely from a Christian perspective, and not pluralistic or interfaith at all.

[metallikato]

If you reblogged the first post from me please reblog this amendment so the Jewish peeps can access this resource too! 

[peppermintfeminist]

Trans Jewish kids, you can go to TransTorah as well!

[fuckyeahsexpositivity]

Muslim LGBTQ kids, you can go to iamnotharaam! It’s run by a mod squad of different genders and orientations, and they take submissions from everybody!

–BB

[spacevinci-blog]

MAY ANYONE WHO REBLOGS THIS BE ELEVATED TO THE EQUIVALENT OF SAINTHOOD IN THEIR RELIGION BLESS ALL OF YOU OH MY GOD.

[wickedkhaleesi-blog]

REBLOGGING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE IT’S SO FREAKING IMPORTANT TO ME AND ALL MY FOLLOWERS TO READ THAT DEAL WITH GRIEF AND GUILT WHILE BEING LGBTQ AND RELIGIOUS

[jack-the-lion]

Reblogging again because I don’t think the Muslim resources were on the version I reblogged before!

[eleanor-nude]

This is so important. I wish I'd had it growing up.

[ithelpstodream]

Here’s a MLK quote I’d love to see white people share.

[greatmardini]

and it is our ignorance that has brought us to this point

[eleanor-nude]

I am continually realizing how much more I have to learn. How much privilege and ignorance I need to dismantle.

I don't share these things from a pedestal. I'm not holding myself up as a "good ally" trying to preach to fellow white folks. Honestly, rn I make a pretty shit ally but I'm doing what I can to learn and improve and make change when I see an opportunity. So I'm not saying you have to be perfect.

All I'm asking is that today you look at where you could be doing more, learning more, changing things...

How many books by POC have you read recently? How often have you stopped to listen to them without inserting yourself in the conversation?

Today's a really good opportunity to research more of the truth behind what we're told about MLK. To learn more about what white privilege actually means.

[eleanor-nude]

Want 80+ more pics like this? How about a striptease video? 😉

My friend Rey needs help right now. (Keep reading, this does connect to the sexy stuff!) His wife took their daughter across state lines without consent and is not allowing him to even talk to her. He needs money for legal fees, and to cover vital medication and food since he’s now emptied his bank account paying legal fees for the first steps towards getting his daughter back.

I can’t cover his entire legal battle myself, but I can provide a powerful incentive for others to contribute.

Later today I’ll be filming a striptease video to go with the photoset I just created in this gorgeous new lingerie set. Both the photoset and video will be limited edition, only available for a short time, and ONLY by donation to Rey’s fund.

The photos were shot via cell phone (but no less gorgeous for it!) and the video will be taken via HD webcam. I’m offering them as a reward for a $10 donation, or $15 for photos+video.

PayPal the amount of your choosing to me at [email protected] as a gift.

MANDATORY: Make sure the note section includes the text “Donation for Rey’s legal fund” along with your email address and your choice of photos, video, or both.

Thank you for your help! ❤

[femininefreak]

When I was young, women were raped on the campus of a great university and the authorities responded by telling all the women students not to go out alone after dark or not to be out at all…Some pranksters put up a poster announcing another remedy, that all men be excluded from campus after dark. It was an equally logical solution, but men were shocked at being asked to disappear, to lose their freedom to move and participate, all because of the violence of one man.

Rebecca Solnit, “Grandmother Spider” (via femininefreak)

[eleanor-nude]

[eleanor-nude]

📷 @ericlowenberg Shot on my Bay Area trip last September - I can’t wait to go back next month!

[eleanor-nude]

From the beginning of the year a month or two after I chopped my hair short. I loved getting to pose with these beauties. I did not love getting shit on.

[ethiopienne]

[postwhitesociety-deactivated201]

hm

[pervocracy]

I think the “women are mysterious” thing can also come from:

1) Women actually being quite clear, but not telling men what they want to hear.  ”She said she doesn’t want to talk to me?  So many mixed messages and confusing signals!”

2) Women not having cheat codes.  ”I tried being nice, and she didn’t have sex with me.  I tried being an asshole, and she didn’t have sex with me.  Come on, there’s got to be some kind of solution to this puzzle!”

3) Women not being a hive mind.  ”First a woman told me that she likes guys with big muscles.  Then the very next day a woman told me she thinks muscles aren’t attractive at all.  Make up your mind, women!”

4) An individual woman doing something confusing, and instead of asking “why is she doing this now?” men ask “why do women always do this?”

[hand-it-over-blog]

Always reblog

[eleanor-nude]

Absolutely love your look and work. Just thought I'd say so :)

The moment you go through your Tumblr message archives and realize that the photographer you're working with again tomorrow apparently found you ages before you discovered his work. 😂AJ is great folks. Go check out his work, and get excited - we've shot several sets for my upcoming Patreon profile!

[eleanor-nude]

hello compliments are really very beautifulI would like to ask you a question: I noticed that you often change your style of hair removal intimate. photographic needs or personal taste?

My hair actually stays pretty much the same. When I first started I shaved my bush occasionally but quickly realized my personal preference is to keep it full. Then I started growing my armpit and leg hair in 2014 after the car accident. When asked I do tell photographers that I'm willing to shave for shoots if properly compensated for the work I'll lose my regular clients until it grows back out, but so far no one has wanted to pay my fee for such. 😂 (It's not a bluff - I would shave if someone was willing to pay my rate for it. I prefer myself with hair, but I'm curious about what sort of imagery I could create if I shaved.)