Summary: it was like love at first sight for chifuyu
Warning: swearing, very fluff tbh, chifuyu’s POV
Genre: fluff
Recommended song: “Stuck on the Puzzle” by Alex(daddy) Turner
A/N idk if u guys can tell but i have a soft spot for mikey.
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“Yo! (Y/N), I want you to meet someone!” Baji exclaimed, waving his hand at a girl who was standing next to the Invincible Mikey. She looked towards where Baji and I were standing and smiled. Her smile radiated sunlight even though it was completely dark outside. She waved back and made her way to where we stood. She walked with such grace that it was almost hypnotizing.
“Hey, Baji! What’s up?” She said as she arrived. All of a sudden Baji slung his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him, grinning from ear to ear. “I wantcha to meet Chifuyu here!” Her gaze turned towards me, causing a shiver to run up my spine. “Nice to meet ya Chifuyu!” She greeted, bowing. “I’m (L/N) (F/N)!”
I shrugged Baji’s arm off and bowed towards her, hoping my bow hides the growing blush on my cheeks. “Nice to meet you, (L/N)-san!”
(Y/N) giggled, quite cutely might I add. “Just (Y/N) is fine and cut it with the formalities, Chifuyu-kun!”
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“Hey there, stranger!” I jumped at the sudden voice behind me. Blushing, I quickly closed the manga I was reading face-down on my school desk and turned towards the owner of said voice.
“A-Ah, (Y/N)! Hi.” I nervously scratched the back of my neck. “What are you doing here?” I asked, averting my eyes from her deep gaze. She smiled charmingly, resting her right hand on her hip. “I go here too, ya know. Now, whatcha reading there?” She questioned while peaking over my shoulder.
“I-I-It’s nothing,” She can’t find out that I read shoujo manga. She just can't. I will die of embarrassment. I don’t know what I’d do… maybe move away to another town? Another country? Yeah, I’ll just have to convince my parents… but wait there’s Peke J. Shit, I’ll just take him too. And Baji, what will Baji say-
“Oh, I love that manga!” I felt all of the color drain from my face. The worst has been presented to me. Here she is, standing in front of me with the manga I was reading in her hands. When did she take it from my hands? “Wow, Chifuyu! I didn’t know you were such a romantic,” (Y/N) giggled.
I felt like a ghost. My soul has been expelled from my body and now I’m just watching this scene happen from above.
“If you’re not busy later, do you wanna join me on my trek to the bookstore afterschool? The newest volume of Fruits Basket just came out and I was left on a cliffhanger last time.”
All at once, my soul got sucked back into my body and I was present again. Did she just ask me out? “Uh, yeah! I would love to join you!” I exclaimed, maybe too enthusiastically. I couldn’t prevent the rising blush forming up my neck and all over my face, nor did I try to hide it. I just got asked out!
The bell rang, signaling that break time was ending. “I guess that’s my cue. Well, then I’ll meet you at the gates after school, kay?” She smiled brightly. I could only nod my head, no words would dare to formulate out of my mouth. She gave me a thumbs up before turning to leave my class. As she walked away, the sun reflected radiantly on her hair making it glow everlastingly and for a moment it seemed like the whole world was watching her although in reality, it was probably just me watching her. School couldn’t end any sooner.
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Here I stood, right outside of the front gates where our meeting place was to be held. I’ve been waiting for a good five minutes now, but that’s because I ran and I mean I RAN once school ended. I couldn’t really focus on the rest of my studies, the only thing that came to my mind was her. I kept on thinking about all sorts of scenarios with her. What happens if we hold hands? Got that. What will we talk about? Got that covered. What about if we kiss? That… that’s the only one I couldn’t wrap my head around, but we’ll worry about that when the time comes. Right now, I’ve got everything else situated. I’ll know what to do for whatever scenario happens.
“Hey, Chifuyu! Been waiting long?” And here she is, even more beautiful than I remembered.
A blush creeped up on my cheeks once more. “N-No I just got here.” Liar.
She smiled a closed eye smile and right then I thought my heart would burst from my ribcage. “Excellent! Let’s go then!” She then started her walk, to which I quickly scrambled to catch up.
I’m not sure what I expected but it certainly wasn’t this. The walk was completely silent. She wasn’t talking nor was I. It seemed like all of my scenarios were wiped out of my mind as I couldn’t find anything to talk about. Although, it didn’t seem like (Y/N) minded either way. She kept looking around like her head was elsewhere and not here. Watching her absentmindedly looking around was cute.
“Do you think squirrels can understand us?” She suddenly asked. I was taken aback by her abrupt question. This one definitely was not part of any of the scenarios.
“I’m not sure. I’ve never really thought about that before,” I responded cautiously.
“I think they can. I mean look at the way they move about, watching and following us.” She then pointed at two squirrels that were looking at us on top of a fence. Just as quickly as I looked at them, they jumped down behind the fence, out of our vision. “See! That’s suspicious,” She laughed, turning to look at me as I witnessed the scene. Indeed, it was pretty suspicious.
“I think,” I started, looking towards the direction the squirrels disappeared to, “We should start a petition for the government to investigate squirrels.”
“Ah, young Chifuyu,” (Y/N) sighed, patting my head even though I easily towered over her, “How do you know that they aren’t already doing that?” She winked before turning around and continuing her walk. I just stood there for a second, watching her retreating figure and I swear for a moment, just a moment, I saw wings. This girl was something else. I smiled to myself as I jogged to catch up to her.
We arrived at the bookstore shortly after. Once we walked in she told me she would meet me at a table after getting her manga. So, I headed straight to the action section. Listen, I needed some sort of redemption after being caught reading a shoujo. I picked up a manga called Soul Eater that seemed to have just come out. It looked interesting enough. As I arrived at the seating area, (Y/N) was already sitting at a table, deeply invested in her book. I took the seat across from her and she didn’t even bother to glance up. I watched as her eyes flickered from page to page, her emotions very apparent on her face as she read on. Happiness, confusion, shock. She did not hide her reactions at all and it felt like I was also reading the manga with her. Man, was she beautiful. Shaking my head, I turned towards my manga and flipped to the first page. Staring at her will only result in a social disaster.
We continued reading silently for about an hour before I heard her sigh deeply and put the book down. I looked up and saw her stretch her arms. “Maaaan, another cliffhanger,” She sighed again. I chuckled and gently closed my manga. “Yeah, that’s how they often go,” I responded.
“I know! I seriously need to stop getting so worked up near the end,” She said, glancing at the watch on her wrist. “Well Chifuyu, it seems like our time is running out.” She stood up from her chair to which I followed.
“Not all good things last,” I said, looking down at my manga, Soul Eater. I did really enjoy this actually. I think I’ll purchase it.
“You are unfortunately correct.” (Y/N) then stuck out her right hand towards me. “Until next time, my good sire.”
I reached out to grasp her right hand and she gave it a firm shake. “Wait (Y/N), let me walk you home,” I offered before she could make any move to leave.
“No, it’s okay! I’m meeting Mikey somewhere, so I’ll be fine. Thank you for the offer, though!” She exclaimed. “I had a lot of fun today, Chifuyu. Let’s hang out again sometime soon, ‘kay?” She shot a toothy smile my way before she turned and walked right out of my view.
Once she was out of sight, I let out a deep breath that I didn’t even know I was holding in. I grinned to myself as I packed my things up and made my way home.
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“Baji,” I called out to my companion as we were walking to school.
“Sup, Fuyu?” He responded, his arms folded behind his head.
“What relationship do Mikey and (Y/N) have?” I asked, averting my eyes from his walking figure.
“Uh, well (Y/N) is Mikey’s girlfriend,” He spoke matter of factly. “Emma and (Y/N) have been best friends since we were kids, so we all used to play together.”
Oh… that’s disappointing.
“Why?” Baji asked, now looking at me.
“A-Ah, no reason. Was just curious.” I whistled and looked away, finding the trees very interesting.
“Yeah, (Y/N) is pretty cool, isn’t she?” He gave a toothy grin, “Ya know, the girls always made us play house when we all hung out together and Mikey and (Y/N) were always the parents! I would’ve been a better dad, though. Mikey let us ‘kids’ do whatever we wanted and (Y/N) always yelled at him for it!” Baji chuckled.
“I… really don’t think you’d be any better,” I commented honestly, to which he lightly punched my arm.
“Hey! What’s that supposed to mean, man!” We both laughed and bantered on.
The whole walk to school I couldn’t help but be disheartened at the recent news of (Y/N). I guess I got my hopes up for nothing, really. There’s nothing I can do if she’s in a relationship. Especially with Mikey. Ahh, I wish I would’ve met her sooner.
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(Y/N) often came to hang out with me during our break time. We would sit by my desk and talk about everything. It felt so easy to talk to her, so natural. There was never a time where we had nothing to talk about. During Toman meetings, we would sometimes talk before, but she was always whisked away by Mikey or Emma so the only time I could really see her was during school. I knew I had to get over my little crush on her, but damn was it hard. Every time I saw her she would glow brighter and brighter each time.
“... and Mikey would always scream when Shin took away his airplane!” (Y/N) would always talk about her memories with Mikey or Emma. Although I should feel jealous, I just don’t. It makes me happy seeing her smile as she relives her childhood memories.
So here I am, sitting at my desk, (Y/N) sitting in my classmates desk across from me. I watched her smile gleefully, her eyes sparkling as she looked at me directly in the eyes. I ended up zoning out, just taking in everything she has to offer. From her hair that shone brilliantly in the midsummer sun to her eyes that sparkled a beautiful shade of (E/C), to her hands as she waved them around as she talked….and her plump lips that moved with each and every word and just looked so kissable– GAH! Impure thoughts go away!
“Chifuyu? Are you okay?” (Y/N) asked, waving her hand in front of my face. I blushed deeply and looked away from her quickly.
“Yeahhh, I just zoned out for a minute, sorry,” I said, coughing awkwardly. I looked towards her again once I regained my composure.
“Are you busy this afternoon?” She asked once she saw I was ready to converse again. “‘Cuz there’s this new restaurant that opened and I’ve been wanting to try it out,” She proposed, twiddling her thumbs. For a second I thought I saw a light blush on her cheeks, but maybe that’s just my mind playing tricks on me.
“Uh, yeah! Sure. What kind of food do they have?”
“It’s a ramen shop!” She exclaimed, looking ecstatic. She must love ramen. “I love ramen!” Called it.
“Sure, let’s meet at the gates like last time, yeah?”
“Excellent!” She clasped her hands together. “I’ll meet you then,” She said, smiling. She quickly gathered her stuff and basically ran out of the classroom. I’m not sure why she rushed out like that, but I will say I am very excited to hang out with her again. Even if it is just as friends.
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(Y/N) and I sat across from one another at a booth in the corner of the restaurant. We chatted about anything and everything as we slurped up our ramen. (Y/N) finished her ramen and quietly put her chopsticks down before sighing. I looked up, noodles still hanging from my mouth.
“I guess there really is no easy way to say this…” She started. I quickly slurped up my noodles and focused the rest of my attention on her anxious figure. “Chifuyu, I like you.”
I choked on the noodles I was chewing on, going into a coughing spasm. She asked if I was alright but I waved her down. I quickly took a huge swig of my water, regaining my composure. “W-What?” I stuttered, mentally slapping myself in the face.
“W-Well, you know you’re so cool and all and we have the same interests and you are the sweetest boy I’ve ever met and I swear to god when I first saw you it was like love at first sight and oh man I should stop talking,” (Y/N) rambled on, blushing profusely. She likes me?
“What about Mikey?” I questioned.
She looked at me with a questioning look. “What about Mikey?”
“Well… aren’t you dating him?”
(Y/N) gagged after I asked that. “Ew, no. He can barely take care of himself. He is totally not my type…”
“Oh, Baji said you were his girlfriend.”
(Y/N) stared at me blankly, processing my words before going into a fit of laughter. “HAH! Yeah, no. I am Mikey’s girl friend. Ya know, space between girl and friend.” (Y/N) giggled even more before calming down. “You should know that Baji is dense! The man can’t even tell his left from right!”
A wave of relief washed over my whole being as I heard those words. “I guess I should’ve known. He’s never been good with girls either,” I said, chuckling.
“If anything, Mikey see’s me more as his mom than anything. He definitely doesn’t like me nor do I like him,” She sighed exasperatedly before continuing on, “I thought you were acting differently lately…”
I blushed, averting my eyes from hers, “Y-Yeah, well I was pretty bummed when Baji told me that. I tried to get over you too, but you were so alluring and you kept getting prettier everyday,” I confessed. Gosh my face was burning up. Slowly, I looked over to (Y/N) who sat there with wide eyes and a beat red face. She hastily covered her face and looked away. Now it was her looking away instead of me.
“I like you too, (Y/N)-chan.” I looked straight at her, smiling brightly.
Her head was facing the wall, but her eyes turned towards me as she still covered her face. So cute. Her eyes kept dancing around, obviously thinking deeply about something. After a few seconds, she finally removed her hands from her face and looked at me directly. Her face was still as red as a tomato and it only seemed to get redder as time moved on.
“Will you go out with me?” She asked, her gaze lingering on my own.
I smiled gleefully. “I would love to.”
extra:
“BAJI!” I screamed as I slammed open his bedroom door. Baji jumped, the manga he was reading flew out of his hands and landed somewhere else in his room.
“Jesus, Chifuyu you nearly gave me a heart attack!” Baji exclaimed, standing up from the bed he was just laying on.
I stomped over to him and grabbed a fistfull of his shirt, bringing him closer to my face. “Why didn’t you tell me (Y/N) and Mikey were just friends!?”
Baji raised his arms in defense as I still held him in a tight lock. “I did say that, didn’t I?” He mocked back.
“No! You said (Y/N) was Mikey’s girlfriend!”
“Yeah! She is his girlfriend!”
I sighed deeply and let go of him. I walked over to his bed and sat on the edge. Peke J, who was in his room at the time, jumped up on my lap and started purring. “Dude, you’re so stupid,” I said, petting Peke J who was now sitting on my lap, “You call someone girlfriend and boyfriend when you are dating. NOT when they are just friends. Like how (Y/N) and I are dating now. She’s my girlfriend..”
Baji’s eyes widened in surprise. “Wow! Good for you Chifuyu!” He congratulated me, reaching his hand out to pat my shoulder but I swatted him away.
“Yeah, no thanks to you, Baji. You nearly ruined it by telling me they were dating.”
Baji stood there shocked, then he crossed his arms and looked up in deep thought. “Oh. You mean that time when we were walking to school.” He finally realized.
I groaned, getting up and walking out of his room, taking Peke J with me of course.
Can be read platonically or romantically, however you please.
Summary: growing up with the Sano’s, you became especially close with Izana, until you weren’t anymore.
Warning: mentions of death, MANGA SPOILERS , Izana kinda toxic but that's hot, gore, mentions of smoking, swearing I think don’t quote me on that
Genre: Angst
A/N honestly sorry if the ending is very cliche, this has been sitting in my drafts for awhile and I wanted to finish it. also the pic definitely does NOT depict the story lmao. thank you for reading :)
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You met him by chance really. You see, you were good friends with the Sano family. One day you went over to hang out with Mikey but as you took one step in his room he immediately kicked you out, claiming it to be a “boys only” sleepover. Whatever. So instead you went to see what Shinichiro was up to.
“So Mikey kicked you out, huh. That’s not very nice of him,” he chuckled. “I guess it can’t be helped, what Mikey says goes. How about you come with me instead?”
You joined Shinichiro on his bike as he drove you around Tokyo. Finally he stopped in front of an orphanage which drew confused looks from you. “I’d like you to meet someone, (Y/N)-chan.” Shinichiro smiled at you, hopping off his bike.
“Shinichiro!!” Coming out from the building was a boy, perhaps a few years older than you, running out smiling brilliantly. Shinichiro engulfed said boy in a hug. “How are you doing, Izana?”
“A lot better now that you are here,” The boy responded. Just then his lilac eyes made contact with yours, his smile faltering a little. “Who’s this?”
Shinichiro beamed. “This is (L/N) (F/N). (Y/N)-chan, this is Izana Kurokawa, my little brother.”
Hah? Another one?
You smiled awkwardly at Izana as he stared at you blankly. “Nice to meet you, Kurokawa-san. You can just call me (Y/N)!”
“(Y/N) here is a family friend of ours. She’s basically part of the family,” Shinichiro said, throwing an arm around your shoulder.
“I see…” Izana started, “Then if that’s the case, you can just call me Izana.”
From then onward, you always went to visit Izana with Shinichiro when you had the chance. Although Izana was nonchalant most of the time, Shinichiro reassured you that if Izana really didn’t like you, you would know.
He really didn’t talk to you much until one day when you three were hanging out at some park. Shinichiro went to the convenience store to get some snacks(and cigarettes probably) which left you and Izana alone together for the first time. You both were sitting on a swing set. The awkward silence was deafening.
“Hey, Izana,” You said, breaking the silence. He just hummed in response, not sparing a glance towards you.
You stared at him as he sat to the right of you on the swing set. He had his eyes cast downwards, following his dangling feet. “You don’t like it when Shin and I talk about Mikey, do you?” He tensed up at your question. Although his hair was downcasted barely keeping his eyes visible, you still noticed how constricted his pupils got.
“It’s okay,” you started, taking your gaze away from him. “We don’t have to talk about him anymore. At least I won’t.” You looked up at the sky, watching the clouds slowly make their way across.
“It’s just….” Izana began, still looking at his shoes, “All he ever talks about is Mikey. Mikey this, Mikey that, everything reminds him of Mikey! Does he not realize that I’m the one he’s with right now?!” At that last statement. Izana finally looked up at you, a fire raging in his lilac eyes.
You were quiet for a moment, looking for the right words to say. “Well, what about you?”
The rage in Izanas eyes seemed to intensify. “What about me?” He spat out.
You broke eye contact with him and continued, “Right now, all you seem to be talking about is Mikey, but I’m right here, aren’t I?” You looked at him again. He still held a deep scowl on his face. “You never ask anything about me. You only talk directly to Shin.” Izana stayed quiet, his face held no emotions this time.
“Now, I’m not gonna just sit here and pretend like I know what you’re going through, cause really I don’t and probably never will,” You paused for a moment, analyzing his features before continuing, “But, I’d like to help you minimize those feelings the best I can.” You weren’t sure if he was trying to find words to say or if he was just stuck in his head. Izana has always been hard to read, however he didn’t seem to harbor any hateful feelings anymore. Instead he just had a blank look on his face, so you took this as a sign to finish what you were going to say, “When it’s just the two of us, I promise we won’t talk about him.”
You held out your pinky finger towards him. “I pinky promise.” This time, his eyes went wide as he stared at your pinky. He looked you in the eyes once more before slowly reaching out his hand and interlocking his pinky with yours. You smiled gleefully at this. This was a good sign of him opening up.
“So,” You giggled after releasing your pinky from his. “Who exactly is the Izana Kurokawa?”
A faint blush spread across the boy's cheeks. Unbeknownst to you, at this very moment the peak of the sunset behind you glowed around your body making you look like an ethereal angel in Izanas lilac eyes.
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This was the first real interaction you and Izana shared. That day, something appeared in the empty void that settled in his heart. Your interactions with Izana became more common. Now, instead of looking through you, he was looking right at you. If anything he seemed to study you every time you three got together. Even Shinichiro noticed it(but he just kept to himself, quietly rooting for you both). Suddenly, just as you got used to seeing Izana so often, it all stopped once he went to the Juvenile detention center.
This caused concern, anger, and frustration to build up inside you. You were angry at what Izana had done, but you were even more angry at those who caused Izana to go over the edge. He held a special place in your heart. As Shinichiro wrote letters to Izana, you often butted in and always had a message to send to Izana.
However, as the days go on and you visit the Sano’s, you eventually stop looking for Shinichiro, especially when he moves out. You now started hanging out with Mikey and Emma regularly again. By this time, you met some new friends of Mikey’s. It became a routine to go to the shrine, ride around on their bikes(or Mikey’s f-ing moped which you often opted out of and preferred to ride with someone else). The thought of Izana was pushed to the back of your mind.
Then the Black Dragons happened. No, it wasn't Shinichiro’s Black Dragons anymore. Everything changed with the 8th generation. You were with Baji, going to get Kazutora to hang out with the rest of the gang when you saw it all. As the two of you were nearing a corner, you saw a group of Black Dragons walking by. Baji quickly pulled you into the nearest alley. The two of you quietly watched the group walk by, they were in hysterics, laughing and lightly hitting one another. You took note of the blood coating their fists and your eyes widened, thinking of the worst. Baji also saw the same as you and as soon as the group were out of sight you both sprinted towards Kazutora’s house.
Just as you two were about to arrive, you saw a beaten figure on the side of the road. “Tora..?” You quietly whispered. The figure looked up and sure enough, it was Kazutora. His bloodied figure looked up towards you and Baji’s bewildered faces.
“H-Hey guys,” He managed to get out before going into a coughing spasm.
Then, Toman was formed. By this time, the Black Dragons were in their 9th generation and were defeated by Toman. However, soon after their first victory, Shinichiro was tragically killed by Kazutora. You stood there next to Mikey at the crime scene, watching as Kazutora and Baji both come walking out of Shin’s Bike shop handcuffed. You couldn’t comprehend what Baji or Kazutora were saying at the time. All you could focus on was the wrapped body being carried to the ambulance truck.
The death of Shinichiro took a huge toll on Mikey. You tried your best comforting him, but it was hard since you were also in mourning.
Since then, you and Mikey have both been joined at the hip. You literally did everything with Mikey and very rarely were ever apart. It became a norm to have sleepovers with him at least a few times a week. Even on school nights. Eventually, Mikey resumed back to his normal goofy self but there were always those dark moments that prodded at him in the back of his mind and you knew it. That’s probably why you never left his side.
A few years passed by and Toman continued to grow and thrive. Of course, there were enemies and dark moments, however for some reason they were always resolved. It’s like some hero came back in time to avoid as many casualties as possible.
It was now a new year and you were ready to tackle this year like you had the previous ones. One day you were walking around your neighborhood. This time it was just you. Mikey was elsewhere with Draken and Emma was hanging out with Hinata. You considered this a “day off” so you decided a pleasant walk was needed. As you continued down the street, you noticed a flash of white hair down an alley and for the first time in years, that nagging feeling like you were forgetting something came rushing to you all at once.
You quickly jogged over to the alley and saw a man in a red coat leaning against the wall. He had his arms crossed and his head was faced down, his white hair covering his eyes. However, once he heard your footsteps stop he slowly looked up, bright lilac eyes shining right through you. His hanafuda earrings jingled as he cocked his head in your direction. Ah, you knew this feeling too well.
“Izana…”
Izana smiled brightly at you. You’ve never seen him smile like that before. There was a menace behind it.
“Long time no see, (Y/N).” He pushed himself off the wall he was leaning on and slowly walked closer to you. “I’ve missed you.” He said before stopping a few meters in front of you. “Talking to you, that is.”
Your brows furrowed in confusion. “Huh?”
“You may be good with words darling, but you aren’t very aware of your surroundings, are you?” His grin kept growing as he continued talking. “I’ve always been watching you, yet you never noticed me.” All of a sudden his smile disappeared. “Actually, you never even thought about me, huh? You completely forgot about my existence, haven’t you?” His eyes were wide as he stared dead at you. You’ve seen his raging eyes before, but not this. Before, he never scared you that much. But right now, at this moment, you were terrified. You didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t find any words to speak.
Izana started giggling at your silence which then turned into a maniacal laughter. He was in hysterics. “T-The funny thing about this,” he giggled, calming his laughter down. “I’ve never once not thought about you. Heh. I’ve been waiting all this time for you to find me. Look for me at least ONCE.” Now, tears were streaming down his face. “Especially when Shinichiro died… I had no one.”
“Instead, you were with him. Comforting him. Spending every single day with him. I thought you were on my side (Y/N).”
“Izana, I…” You started, but no other words could formulate.
Izana waved you off. “It doesn’t matter anymore. No matter what I did you never thought of coming back to me. Maybe having my people beat up that kid back then was a bad idea. If anything, it made the distance between us grow.”
That kid? “Are you.. are you talking about Kazutora? You were in the Black Dragons?”
Izana cocked his head at you. “You don’t remember? Shinichiro promised the Black Dragons to me.”
“Izana… why? Why didn’t you just come up to me? Why didn’t you come talk to me like a normal person?!” You raised your voice at him. By now you weren’t scared anymore. Or maybe you were scared and just hiding it through your anger at how crazy this man sounds.
“You were always with Mikey!” Izana matched your tone. “You and Shinichiro are the same, it's always about Mikey!”
“We aren’t talking about Mikey right now, Izana! We are talking about me and you! Never once have I talked about him with you nor do I want to ever! So stop bringing him up.” You were beyond frustrated. Sure, you did suck at being a friend to him. You forgot about him and continued on with your life and that’s the worst thing someone could do. Especially since Shinichiro died.
“Izana just because we haven’t spoken to one another in a few years does not mean we can’t do so now. We can still be close again like we used to,” You said, trying to rekindle your friendship with him.
Izana was silent for a moment before he smiled, ear to ear. “I don’t think we are the same people we used to be (Y/N)-chan.” He’s never called you that before. “I’ll see you later,” He waved his hand before turning on his feet and retreated deeper into the alley.
You stood there in a daze, watching his figure get smaller and smaller until he was out of sight. All of a sudden you collapsed to the floor. Tears flooded your eyes and you couldn’t stop them as you stared down at the concrete floor. You can’t seem to control your distraught nor do you know why. All sorts of emotions flooded your head.
So much for a day off.
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The day of the Tenjiku fight you went with Mikey and Emma to visit Shin’s grave. When you three arrived three other people were already there. Inui was holding Izana by the collar while Takemichi was trying to stop him.
“That’s enough Inupi-kun!” Mikey said, walking up to the scene. You and Emma peaked over Mikey’s shoulder. “Huh? What’s going on?” Emma asked.
They stopped to look at you three walking up. Izana grinned upon seeing you with Mikey. “Woah, visiting the grave with your beloved sister and girlfriend?”
You frowned at Izana. “We aren’t dating, Izana.” Of course, after your encounter with Izana, you told Mikey and everyone else about what had happened and your history with Izana.
“Are you sure about that?” He answered back to which you ignored.
“Takemitchy. Take (Y/N) and Emma away,” Mikey said ignoring Izanas previous statement. You and Emma both followed Takemichi to the outskirts of the graveyard and watched Mikey, Izana and Inui talk in the distance.
“So, that guy is my third brother, Izana?” Emma questioned, looking at Izana.
“Yeah… that’s Izana,” You responded quietly.
“So, there’s going to be a fight, right?” Emma asked.
Takemichi stayed quiet for a moment watching the trio in the distance. “Maybe,” He said.
Emma sighs, “Do boys do nothing but fight each other?” Emma continues, “Captain of the Tokyo Manji Gang. The undefeatable ‘Mikey’.”Emma looks at Takemichi. “Mikey shows nothing but strength in front of everyone. Even when his brother died, when Baji died. No matter what, Mikey will never show his weakness. Except to maybe you, (Y/N)-chan!” Emma giggles at the last part looking at you.
“I can vouch for that,” You agreed, raising your hand. “I mean he still sleeps with that nasty old towel.” You scoffed thinking about Mikey’s disgusting blanket.
Emma giggled at your statement. “He’s but a weak boy,” she said, closing her eyes with a smile on her face. “So are you, me, and you too (Y/N)-chan. So whenever there is trouble, I’ll help Mikey, no matter what!”
“Just like Mikey always does for us,” You said smiling at the ground reminiscing on old fond memories. “That was pretty cool of you Emma-chan!” You said, giggling. She smiled gleefully, “I was thinking the same thing!”
You stretched your arms a bit before turning towards the vending machine. “I’m gonna get a drink. Do you guys want anything?” You asked them.
“Ah, sure,” Takemichi said.
“I’d like a hot tea please!” Emma requested.
You gave them both a thumbs up and went to the vending machine to get the drinks. As you were walking back to them to give them their drinks you heard a commotion down the street. It all happened way too fast. One moment you were about to hand them their drinks then the next you went flying.
“(Y/N)-chan?” Emma shakily called out, slowly walking towards your stagnant body. Takemichi walked towards your body, eyes wide in horror. “(Y/N)?”
Kisaki’s motorcycle stopped for a moment as he looked at Takemichi. “This is the end, Hanagaki Takemichi!” The motorcycle then revved and skirted off.
“(Y/N)-chan!” Emma screamed, hugging your body. “Wake up (Y/N)-chan! You wake up right now! Please!” Tears fell down her face and onto your pale face.
“(Y/N)-chan?” Takemichi heard Mikey call out behind him.
“I’m sorry, Mikey-kun… I…” Tears were streaming down Takemichi’s face as Mikey stared at the scene.
“What happened?” Mikey shakily asked.
“A bike…” Takemichi started, “A bike suddenly came and hit (Y/N)…”
“…Huh?” Mikey’s eyes went wide as he looked back and forth to you and Takemichi. Behind Inui and Mikey, Izana came walking down the steps. He stopped to look at the scene. When he came to realize that it was you unconscious his eyes immediately widened in horror. “Why… why is (Y/N) on the ground and not Emma?” He mumbled to himself.
He rushed past everyone and ran towards your unconscious body, shaking you lightly. “(Y/N), you have to wake up now. Stop playing games and wake up,” Izana said gently, silent tears falling from his face. “C’mon, (Y/N) stop playing around, okay? Everything I said the other day was all a lie, okay?! I lied to you! I’m sorry! So please wake up!” Emma was sobbing on your stomach now.
Mikey walked up to your body, watching the scene unfold, completely void of all emotions.
“Izana…” You weakly mumbled.
“(Y/N)…” Izana smiled softly at you. This time it was a genuine smile.
“Listen… Izana,” You started “Please… please stop looking into the past…” You breathed slowly. “Look… towards your… future.”
“Yes… I’ll do that… from now on, I’ll do that, (Y/N). So… don’t go to sleep, okay? Just stay awake,” Izana pleaded.
“I-Izana, I’m serious … don’t resent …. Mikey. L-Look after…him,” You said, it was getting harder to breathe.
Mikey was now crouched down next to Izana. “(Y/N)-chan… you’re not leaving us, are you?” Mikey asked, his eyes emotionless
“M-Mikey-kun… this .. this isn’t Izana’s… fault.” You said.
Emma was hysteric, clinging onto your body. The two boys who sat beside you watched as you smiled one last time before your eyes went completely dull.
For the first time ever, you talked to Izana about Mikey.
Levi halted his paperwork to look up at the person in front of them, a deadpan expression present upon his features.
“What,” Levi responded, growing more annoyed by the fact that he was interrupted from his work. He stared blankly up at the recipient.
“Let’s take a bath!” You exclaimed, more enthusiastically this time, their (E/C) orbs sparkling.
“No,” Was the short man's simple response. He then continued on with his paperwork, ignoring the pouting figure in the room.
“Why not, Levi?” You whined, leaning on his desk.
Levi sighed and put his pen down, figuring that he most likely won’t be able to finish all of his paperwork tonight due to this insolent brat. “Why would you want to sit around in your own filth? Let alone another person's disgusting filth,” He spat sharply.
“Aw, cmon, I’m not that dirty! So rude,” You protest. “I mean, we sleep in the same bed together for god's sake!”
“After you shower, yes.” Levi stated.
“Pretty please?” You pleaded, hands clasped together as you begged him. You got on your knees, staring up at him with puppy dog eyes pleading, “It’ll be nice! There will be roses and natural oils and bubbles.”
Levi sighed deeply, closing his eyes in frustration. “Get up from that filthy ground, brat.”
“Not until you agree to-”
“Fine,” Levi cut you off before standing up abruptly to yank you up from the ground. “I’ll only do it if you rinse yourself off beforehand. I don’t want to bathe with someone who’s been on the nasty floor for more than a minute. You were already pushing it by sitting there for ten seconds.”
You ignored his last sentence and cheered, running to get the bath ready for the both of you.
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Levi glowerd down at the tub filled with water, rose petals gently floating atop the surface, a few present on the bubbles promised by his dearest. There were a few small candles littered around the tub, giving glow to the usually plain bathroom. “I hope you cleaned off these petals,” He professed, his steel orbs seemingly uninterested at the sight in front of him.
“Don’t be so precarious, Levi. They’re fine,” You assured him, getting ready to step in the tub.
Levi hesitated at first but eventually followed your lead and stepped into the tub as well. All of his worries seemed to swim away as he sunk into the tub, letting the warm water engulf him. He closed his eyes in a state of bliss, although his bliss was cut short due to his partner splashing the water around the tub, causing some of it to leak on the floor. A nerve inside him seemed to be triggered as he watched the first droplet of water fall on the bathroom floor.
“Stop fucking moving around, shithead,” He stated calmly, although there was a hint of anger was laced behind those words.
“Oh calm down Captain,” You teased, splashing water on your face, causing Levi to cringe. “Just relax, I know you’ve been extremely stressed these days. You need to give yourself a break.”
“It’s hard to relax with so many fucking casualties on every single expedition.” He grumbled, averting his eyes from yours. “What worries me the most during these times is your carelessness.”
“Psh, don’t worry about me. I’m perfectly capable of handling myself!” You gloated with a toothy grin.
Levi sighs, rubbing his temples. “Which is exactly why I should worry for you, you’re so damn carefree and it scares me shitless.” His eyes hardened as he looked at you. “I just- I don’t want to lose anyone else close to me.”
“Oh, Levi,” You exhale, leaning forward and gently placing your hand on his cheek. “You really should be more worried about yourself. You’ve been overexerting yourself lately, mentally and physically. You’re worrying everyone, not just me. It’s okay if you worry for me, but you need to look after yourself too. Trust me when I tell you I’m gonna be fine. I was top of my class after all,” You gloated a bit at that last statement, a cheeky grin coming across your features.
“Don’t know how you were top in the training corps, I presume witchery was involved.”
You lightly slapped Levi’s shoulder, pouting at his response. “I try to cheer you up, yet you still find a way to put me down. I’m not as weak and dumb as you think I am, asshole.”
“You’re weaker and dumber than me,” Levi spoke smugly, although his facial features remained neutral.
“Oh, c’mon Levi the only other person who could even compare to you on that level is Mikasa!” You cross your arms in defiance, looking away from him.
Levi sighed, but a small smile was present on his lips. “I don’t know what I would do without your idiotic ass.”
“You’d be even grumpier. And you would probably spend all of your free time cleaning. Not that you don’t already do that now,” You murmured that last part mostly to yourself, but Levi heard your blatant statement, causing him to smack the back of your head quite harshly if you say so yourself.
“Speaking of cleaning, this bathroom better be spotless once we’re done here, brat,” He grumbled.
Prompt: Germany x Reader - Ludwig is an SS and sees an old time friend as a prisoner, as he looks at them, swarms of flashbacks hit him of his life with them. READER IS A WOMAN IN THIS STORY FOR THE SAKE OF THE POV... you can change the she to whatever if you want Warning: This is set during the Nazi reign(Holocaust) era, so read at your own risk, angst, swearing, mentions of beatingALSO QUICK DISCLAIMER FOR THOSE WHO ARE CONFUSED AS TO WHERE THE READER STANDS: Anyone who defies The Reich(Nazi governmental ) can be punished by death or sent to labor or death camps.
Before I get on with the story let rephrase this.. THIS IS SET IN THE 30s-40s, IN NAZI GERMANY. I briefly describe how an average prisoner would look in the camps, I do not go into detail about what goes on in the camps, but it could still be triggering to some, so read at your own risk.
It was then that I saw her. She was different from before. Her skin that once glowed radiantly under the sun was now as ghostly as a foggy night. She was stick thin, her skeleton clearly visible beneath her skin and that made me wonder just how long she’s been in here. Her vibrant locks were nearly all gone. It was buzzed short. But, her eyes; they still shined brightly like back in the summer days when we would play on the streets of München. “Ludwig! Let’s go on an adventure!” She’d always say, those same (e/c) eyes sparkling with joy. Still today, at this very moment under these circumstances did those eyes shine with hope and joy.
"Ludy!" Here she comes, running towards me from down the cobblestone streets. A goofy grin was spread across her brilliant features. I found myself reciprocating her smile. "Guten morgen-" I was cut off by her engulfing me in a bone-crushing hug. "Can't--breathe," I managed to wheeze out. She reluctantly let go, the grin never leaving her face. "C'mon, Ludwig! This town awaits for us to venture off and explore the unexplored!" Her small hand gripped mine as she led me down the same cobblestone path she came from.
How is it that she could look so ghastly, yet is still glowing? I loved her. Hell, I still love her. I loved the way she was always up for an adventure and always did what she believed in. I admired that trait of hers for I was a coward. She gave me confidence and showed me how to live life to the fullest. There was never a day that went by that I hadn't thought about her.
"I love you."
She looked at me with that same goofy look when I told her this. "Oh, I love you too, Ludwig!" She exclaimed excitedly. We were sat upon a hill outside of München full of flowers. She was twisting different colored flowers into a flower crown. "No Blume," Blume, the nickname I gave her meaning flower, "Ich liebe dich," I spoke softly, turning her chin gently to face me. Her innocent (e/c) eyes gazed into my own icy blue ones. "Ich liebe dich," I repeated again, slowly leaning in. She made no move against it, so I leaned in completely, our lips touching in a soft and slow kiss. Our first kiss. She was frozen at first, unsure of what to do, but she then started to kiss back. Butterflies swarmed my stomach, fireworks going off in my head, every experience someone has when they kiss the one. The kiss only last for a quick few seconds before we both pulled away. A blush rose at my cheeks as I turned away from her. I felt her soft hand grip my chin to face her. "Ich liebe dich auch." She leaned in again, capturing me in another blissful kiss.
I looked at her lips now. They're chapped, probably from the lack of water and nutrition she's been receiving. But, I'd give any chance to kiss her again like we did back when we were kids. Young pubescent teenagers only at the raw age of thirteen experiencing their first kiss together. I wish I could go back to those days, those pure days. Back when she was healthy again instead of on the verge of death.
"Ludwig?" She called out to me softly, craning her neck up to look at me in the eyes. We sat beneath a tree in a park, her between my legs leaning against my chest. The park was empty for it was night time and everyone was off to bed, but we snuck out because she wanted to gaze at the stars."Ja, Blume?"
"Why don't your parents like me?" She asked. I paused, not knowing how to answer. My parents and brother never liked her. Her and her family were considered odd balls. They thought she was steering me in the wrong direction. "It's not that they don't like you," I started, "They just... think you're different. Because you were raised in a different type of household." I chose my words carefully. "Different how?" She cocked her head while still looking at me.
"Different as in... not strict. My parents expect me to become like mein Bruder. A soldier."
"But you know what those soldiers do is wrong. They are fighting the wrong war."
"My parents don't seem to think so." I replied cautiously, not wanting to start a feud. She turned back around quietly. She was silent for awhile before she all of a sudden blurted, "Let's run away." I laughed at her proposition. "And go where to exactly?" She put a hand to her chin, thinking of places to run away to. "How about Österreich? It's very beautiful there." She piped up. "Ah, but nothing could compare to your beauty." I said charmingly. She turned around and hit my chest playfully, "Oh, stop it." But she still smiled at the compliment which made my heart flutter in turn. She leaned in and our lips touched in a soft, meaningful kiss. I pulled away after awhile, smiling down at her. "Österreich it is then," I concluded to which she smiled gleefully before turning back around and snuggling closer to my chest. That night we both fell asleep admiring the constellations.
How did things end up like this? How did she get stuck in here? Trapped between these barbed wired fences surrounding the camp in many layers to make sure nothing gets in nor out? Of course, she always had a strong heart and a strong will to fight for what's right.
It was a perfect day out. The sun shone brightly, clouds voided the sky, it wasn't too hot nor was it too cold. Absolutely perfect. Her (s/t) hand was laced with mine as we walked down the streets of München. We were walking around Marienplatz blissfully in silence when we heard a sudden commotion. In the middle of the platz was an SA beating a bearded man on the ground. "Judenschwein!" He spat at the poor man on the ground. I watched in pity, but dared not to make a move for consequences will only follow. She, however, had a different idea. She let go of my hand and marched right up to the scene, a fire blazing within her (e/c) orbs.
"Hey! Stop that! I'm sure he doesn't deserve that much of a punishment!" She fired at the SA. "Oh?" The SA countered at her, a knowing smirk growing on his face. "And would you like to makeup for the rest of his beatings, kid?" He then rose his fist, ready to hit her, but she stood her ground. I immediately took action and dove right in between them, holding my hand up to block the punch, "I-I apologize for her, sir. It's her first time out of the house in years and s-she doesn't understand anything." I quickly rambled out an excuse. The SA rose an eyebrow at me, a scowl present on his features. He looked around at the big crowd of on-lookers before turning back to us. "Get out of my face," He, quite literally, spat at us. I apologized quickly again before dragging her away from the scene.
"Are you an idiot?! Are you trying to get killed?!" I yelled at her when we were in a more secluded area. She scowled, avoiding eye contact with me. "Justice needs to be served," She mumbled lowly, but I still heard her. "Blume," I started, wrapping her in an embrace, "there's no such thing as justice in this society-"
"How could you just say that?!" She yelled, pushing me away harshly. "So you're just going to stand around watching terror go by and get worse every passing day? You're just going to be a bystander in the crowd who pity's people, but never does anything to help them in need? What they do to people is unforgivable! It's inhumane-"
I was seething at her arrogance and cut her off, "Oh what do you know about what's inhumane or not? You're just a sixteen year old girl you know nothing!" She stood there, her beautiful (e/c) eyes glazed over with tears threatening to fall. "Who are you?" She spoke shakily. Without another word she turned off and ran. I wanted to chase her. I wish I would've chased her. But I just stood there, as I watched her leave my world. How could a day so seemingly perfect end in clouds of sorrow and ignorance?
I let her go when I shouldn't have. Now I'm paying for it. Now I'm paying for it as I see her stand in front of me, looking at me with those eyes that carry happiness, joy, a fire within-- a soul. Every emotion available is presented within her gorgeous (e/c) orbs. I look at her with the same eyes, happiness, joy, sorrow, love.
Tears are threatening to to spill as I see her again and relive all the memories of my life. Memories. Memories that will only be memories and never anything more. I didn't want to do it. But I knew, and she did too, that if I didn't make a move sooner she'd die a slow and painful death. My shaking hand slides over the trigger. I don't want to pull the trigger.
I'm sorry, (y/n). I love you.
"I forgive you, Ludy," She said softly, "Ich liebe dich."
BANG
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I took German and am going to continue taking German in college. I apologize if I didn't use the correct form of meinen(It's been over a year since I last took German for it only goes up to German III in my school so I forget everything)
I also took the Holocaust class so I hope my information in this short story or the storyline is somewhat accurate to the actual events.
Österreich- Austria
München- Munich
Judenschwein- Jewish pig
Ich liebe dich- I love you (auch means too or also)
Blume- flower
Guten Morgen- Good Morning
Mein Bruder- my brother
platz- kinda like a square, or a pedestrian walking area where there are a bunch of shops and no cars
Marienplatz- actually in munich and i really wanna go there lol
SA- basically nazi police
SS- nazi police in concentration camps
Disclaimer: Original work on deviantart @hisamericanprincess (which btw is me), follow if you want though you won’t get much activity from that account :p also i wrote this when i was maybe 15 or 14, i don’t really remember it’s been years. so please excuse the grammar if there is any or spelling errors etc. or just excuse the daftness of it overally tbh
Prompt: wereworlf!romano x reader, reader is abused and runs to the forest to escape problems(tbh same) where they encounter a beast beyond folklore.(well i mean not really bc werewolf is a basic folklore thing, it just sounded cool so go w it)
Warning: mentions of abuse, swearing(there will be most likely be swearing in every story of mine), some violence i think?, angst
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You look out your window, tears sliding down your cheeks. You had gotten fresh bruises on your arms and legs from your abusive uncle. Your parents had died when you were only 3 in a car accident. Your uncle had taken you in and has been beating you since. He usual beats you either to lay off some stress, or when you have done something 'wrong'.
This time you forgot to do the dishes. 'I should just leave and never come back' You thought to yourself, 'Or... just leave the world' You shake those thoughts out of your head. If you ran away your uncle would find you and beat you senseless. And you weren't ready to say goodbye to the world.
You got out your iPod and plugged your earbuds in. You grab your converse and slip them on. 'I'll just go for a quick walk... I'll be back before my uncle knows I'm gone' You sighed and opened up your window. Good thing this was a one story house.
You step out the window, onto the cold grass, your shoes making the grass crunch under your feet. You shut the window a little, making a crack so you could get back in without using the front door.
You turn around to see the dark street with a few street lights turned on. No cars passing by. You make your way to some woods you always go to when you need to escape from him. You turn on your music, playing (Favorite song). "Why do you hate me god?" You mumble staring at the moon.
You make your way to a tree and leaned your back on it. You got an odd feeling though, as if you were being watched. You took out your earbuds and listened intensely. You heard leaves crunch under your feet as you cautiously looked around.
You stop and see a blob, hiding in a shadow. Then you see bloody red eyes piercing into your (Eye Color) ones. The 'blob' soon walked out of the shadow. Your eyes widened in fear at what you saw. That 'blob' was a wolf. A giant wolf at that. It had white fur and bloody red eyes. The wolf had growled at you. Your heart beat was racing as it advanced towards you. You walk back until your back hit the tree you were leaning on from before. You mentally curse yourself. 'I guess it's the end. It's better for the world if I wasn't here...' You thought to yourself as you see the albino wolf launch at you. You shut your eyes tightly waiting for the pain, but it never came.
You opened your eyes slightly to see another giant wolf. Except, this one had dark brown fur. It had an odd curl sticking out. You couldn't see it's eyes because it was fighting the other wolf. You watched in fear as the wolves fight. You couldn't run or anything. You were too frightened to move a muscle.
You soon heard a faint 'kesesese'. You looked to the albino wolf, who looked like he was smirking at you before scurrying away. The other wolf huffed before turning around. Hazel eyes meeting (Eye Color) ones. The wolf slowly walked up to you, trying not to frighten you. But in all honesty, you were scared as fuck. All you could hear was the music playing from your earbuds, which were by your side, and the crunching of leaves and sticks as the wolf slowly started walking to you.
'Don't-a be scared idiota ragazza.' You heard a different voice said in your head. "Am... I hearing things?" You mumbled in a quiet voice so the wolf wouldn't jump at you or anything. You heard a sigh before that wolf turned into a human. A very handsome human. You could see his bare chest, and thank god there were shorts...
"W-What are you?" You stutter. 'Great (Name), you just stuttered and said something rude!' You thought to yourself, mentally face palming.
"You-a know I can-a read your mind, (Name)?" The guy says, moving closer to you. You took a step back, only to hit your back, once again, against the tree behind you. "You don't-a know me? Haven't you-a watched Twilight?" He asked, a scowl on his face. "I-I've only heard of it..." You continue, "I-I'm not aloud to go to the m-movies or go online. All I have is my iPod..." You trailed off. "And how do you know my name?"
The guy blushed. "I-I've been-a watching you, bella (Name)" You blushed and looked at the ground.
"Why?" You asked after a moment of awkward silence. The wolf-guy looked up at you a scowl now on his features, once more. "Why-a what?!" He yelled, making you flinch slightly. His eyes widened and he just looked down. "S-Sorry.." He mumbled.
You giggled a little, "I mean, why have you been watching me? I don't even know your name or anything." And the awkward silence was back.
The guy just looked down at the ground, kicking his feet. You just stared at him, waiting for an answer.
"Lovino..." He suddenly says. You jump and look at him with a questioning look. "My-a name is-a Lovino. And-a I'm a werewolf.." He says again.
"That still doesn't answer why you're stalking me.." You say.
"I'm-a not stalking you!" He yelled. "I'm-a protecting you..." He sighed, looking down again.
"You seem to like the ground a lot..." You mumble.
"What was that?!" He shouted looking up.
"N-Nothing!" You squeaked at his sudden outburst. He sighed and looked at you straight in the eyes. "The reason why I-a watch over you-a is because you are-a my soul mate." You stop and look at him.
"Soul mate?" You question.
"Why-a are you-a so difficult?!" He yelled, pushing you up against the tree. You whimper as you came in contact with the tree. Both of his hands were by your head. He's looking down. You see his curl bounce and have a sudden urge to pull it.
"What does this do...?" You ask yourself raising your hand up to the curl, lightly pulling on it. Lovino's head shoots straight up. His face as red as a tomato. "You shouldn't have-a done that, bella (Name)." He mumbles seductively, leaning down to bite your neck gently. "W-What are you doing?!" You say trying to push him off, even though you enjoyed it.
"Marking my territory."
Disclaimer: Original work from my deviantart @hisamericanprincess follow if you want, I don’t use it anymore, may post here more often if I feel like it or not(Idk i’m bout to go to college and be jumbled with loads of work). I also wrote this back when I was 14ish... so yah don’t judge.
Prompt: Reader goes to Spain’s wedding, hoping to speak up and confess to Antonio that they’ve loved them for years. Based off of Taylor Swift song you may all know... “Speak Now”.
Warning: Angst, probably swearing i really don’t remember
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You clutched your purse tightly as you walked inside the church, taking a seat in the back row by yourself. You look up to see Antonio greeting people. He's wearing what looks like a very expensive black tuxedo. He soon spots you and smiles brightly, making his way over. "(Name)! You made it mi amiga!" You put on the best fake smile you could muster and stand up to hug your best friend. "I'd never miss it for anything! It is your big day!" You let go of him, your fake smile never fading. "Si~! It is, but I'm very nervous." He said scratching the back of his neck. "You'll be fine Toni. You have no reason to be nervous, I mean you love her, don't you? Just be yourself." You try to cheer him up. It, of course, works. He smiles and says."Si~! Gracias (Name)!" You fake smile back. "Sorry (Name), I have to go. I'll talk to you later chica~" He says giving you one more hug before going to greet more people.
You sighed to yourself and sit back down in the back row. "I should've told him when I had the moment." You mumbled to yourself. "(Name), did you say something?" You heard someone say behind you. You spin around to see Arthur, your other close friend. "Oh, um, nothing." You say with a fake smile hoping he sees right through you. Arthur raised a bushy eyebrow. "(Name). I know you aren't very fond of this wedding." He states. You frown once more sighing, "Yeah.." Arthur is the only one, other than Katelyn, that knew you liked Antonio. "You're going to have to get over him, love." He said taking a seat next to you. "Hold up, why are you even here? You don't even like Toni that much." You said raising an eyebrow. A light pink spread across his cheeks, "W-Well, I knew you were here and Katelyn wouldn't be able to make it, so I didn't want you to end up being here all alone.." He trailed off. You laughed slightly at how awkward he's becoming. "Thanks Artie~" You sang messing his hair up. He glared at you scrunching his eyebrows together. "What the bloody hell are you doing?!" He yelled, but not too loudly, grabbing your wrists gently to prevent you from making his hair more messy. "What's wrong Artie? Your hair is always messy anyways." You say trying to get loose from his grip, which is now getting tighter. "And don't call me Artie you bloody wanker!" He said getting up to sit somewhere else. "Aww sorry Artie, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings~!" You said laughing. 'That probably made my day! Nothing is better than annoying little Artie!' You thought to yourself. You sighed again before remembering who was getting married again...
~Flashback~
"Lovi~" Your younger self sang skipping over to him. "What do you want idiota ragazza." Young Lovino spat at you. "Can we play a game?" You asked as you stopped right in front of him. "No, now go aw-"
"Lovi~!" Lovino growled and turn to the direction that the voice came from, as did you. A boy, not much older than you, came running towards you and Lovino with a huge grin on his face, waving his hand in the air. "What do you want you tomato bastardo!" Lovino growled. The boy stopped in front of you two.You took this time to make out his features. The 'tomato bastardo' had piercing green eyes, and chestnut brown hair. His skin was tan, and he was attractive, even at a young age. "Who is the bella?" The 'tomato bastardo' asked as he turned to you. His vibrant green eyes piercing into your (Eye Color) ones. Lovino sighed, "(Name) this is Antonio. Antonio this is (Name)." You smiled and stuck your hand out for Antonio to shake. "Nice to meet you Antonio~" Antonio took your hand, but gave a kiss on the top of your hand. You slightly blush at this gesture, "Please call me Toni." You giggled. "Ok Toni~!" You giggled.
You heard an akward cough. You both turned to see Lovino with a scowl on his face. "Can we play the game now?" He asks, a scowl still present on his face. Your face brightened up, "Yes~!" You smiled grabbing Antonio and Lovinos hand to go play (Enter favorite kid game and if you don't have one then idunno put something!).
~Flashback Over~
"That was the first time we met..." You said to yourself quietly. You tried to hold back the tears as you remembered the invitation to the wedding...
~Another Flashback~
You smiled brightly as the sun shined down at you. "Today seems like a beautiful day!" You exclaimed skipping to your mailbox. "What could go wrong?" You asked yourself, digging through your mailbox finding bills, bills, and bills. But one letter caught your attention. It was an invitation. "Hmm~" You hummed as you opened it, walking towards your house. You froze in spot as you saw what the words said; 'You're invited to Elsa and Antonio's wedding!'. You could feel tears spill out of your (Eye Color) orbs. You rushed into the house, slamming the door shut and plopping on the couch balling your eyes out. "It's too late..." You muttered to yourself. "It's too fucking late!!" You shouted. You could feel a pain in your heart as you reread the invitation over and over again.
You heard your phone ring. You quickly checked the caller ID. It was Katelyn. You wiped your tears and tried to calm your breathing down before answering.
"H-Hey Katelyn." You squeaked. "(Name)! Girl you wanna go to the amusement park or something?" Katelyn's loud voice rang through your ears. You put the phone about 5 inches away from your ear because of her shouting. "I-I can't..." You trail off sniffling. "Or Starbucks is fine?" She asks. You sigh deeply, "Katelyn! I can't.."
"Or, just chill out at yo-"
"Katelyn!!" You interrupted her. "S-Sorry, it's just that.."
"That..? C'mon spit it out! But not literally."
You rolled your eyes, "No Katelyn, It's serious! Antonio is getting married!" You blurt out, breaking down into sobs. "No....(Name)..." Katelyn said, worry in her voice. "I'm coming over." She states. "No Kate-" You start, but Katelyn interrupts you, "I'm coming over! That's that!" You sigh once more, "Katelyn! I need time alone. I mean, it's about time I get over him.. I mean he's just a small crush."
"No (Name). It's not just a 'small crush'. This is love! You need to commit!"
"Commit to what Katelyn?! He's engaged! I had my chance, I blew it. There's nothing I can do period. End of conversation."
"Not end of conversation! (Na-)"
"Bye Katelyn." You interrupted her, ending the call. You gave a deep sigh and stare at your TV in front of you. 'May as well eat some ice cream and watch a cheesy romance movie and cry because I'll be forever alone' You thought to yourself pitifully. You get off of your couch and head to the kitchen to get some ice cream.
~Flashback End~
Your thoughts were interrupted by the piano playing. You turn to see Elsa walking down the aisle. You take this time to take in her features. Her dark ocean blue eyes shined ever so brightly as she walked down the aisle locking arms with her father. Her usually straight light brown hair, now perfectly curled, shines as the sun bounces off of it. Her tan skin tone mashes perfectly with her white strapless dress that goes down to the floor. She's the definition of perfect. Any guy would fall for her, The only problem is, she's a slut. Guys like her for her body and big breasts. Her personality is the worst. She talks shit about anyone and everyone she knows. She acts as if they're best friends, but when she's not with them, she talks shit about them. So she may look perfect, but in reality, she's a witch. And Antonio has fallen for her trap...
You watch as she steps up to where Antonio is. They hold hands, interlocking their fingers together. You look down at your hands, holding back the tears that are forcing to spill. The priest soon starts his speech thingy whatever. Your head shot up when he said; "If any objections, speak now or forever hold your peace." This was it. You could change everything now. You stood up, with shaky hands. Everyone's heads turned towards you. Elsa's eyes flashed with anger, but she acted more shocked than what she really felt. Your (Eye Color) eyes locked with Antonio's green ones "I... I know it's a big day for you Toni. B-But, I don't think you should marry Elsa." Gasps filled the room, but you kept looking at Antonio. "I-I'm sorry for ruining your special day, and-and I understand if you hate me for it." You now look down at your feet, tears now spilling out. "But I love you Antonio. I always have. And it started as a small crush, but grew every time I looked into those beautiful green orbs of yours. I see care, kindness... I see you Antonio. And I just don't know what I'll do if you marry Elsa. But if you hate me, I understand." By now you were all out sobbing. But you stopped when you felt a hand gently grab your chin and lifted it up gently, (Eye Color) orbs meeting green ones. Much like how you guys first met.
"Te Amo." Antonio said inching down, his lips about to meet yours...
"You may now kiss the bride." Your daydream was interrupted by the priest. You looked back up, seeing Antonio kissing his newly wedded wife. You smile sadly at this.
"I love you too..."
Disclaimer: Also on my deviantart page @hisamericanprincess so follow if u want idrc, i dont use that anymore really. Wrote this when I was maybe 13 or 14. No judge man...
Prompt: Reader basically confesses love to Modern!England...
“(Name), you have to tell him you love him!” You’re Best Friend, Nikki practically screamed throughout the cafeteria. “Nikki! I don’t ‘love’ him! And have you seen how many girls he’s rejected?” You said in a more hushed tone, so no one could hear. “But (Naaamee)! You love him! I can tell in the way you look at him! You guys would be perfect for each other! Plus, you’ll never know until you ask! He may like you!” You sighed deeply, rubbing your temples. “Nikki. Please, let’s talk about this later.” You said in a calm tone. Nikki sighed. “Fine (Name), but I’ll get it out of you one day,” She stated. You sighed once more before continuing to eat your lunch.
Who may this guy you ‘love’ be, you wonder? Well, it’s the one and only Arthur Kirkland. Captain of the soccer team. And yeah, many girls have confessed to him, but he’s rejected them saying he likes someone else. No one knows who this girl is. No one could even guess. He's never shown any affection to any other girl or signs that he likes her. So that means Arthur is currently single. And will be until he confesses to the one he likes, or they confess to him.
‘I hope he does like me. I do need to confess sometime. I’ll never know unless I confess. I'm just afraid. Afraid of being rejected.’ You thought. “Vee~!” You turned your head to see Feliciano; your other good friend. He also knows you like Arthur. Only Nikki and Feli know you like Arthur. Feliciano came and sat down next to you and Ludwig sat next to Nikki. “Where’s Kiku?” Nikki asked. Ludwig shrugged, “I guess he’s sick. He vasn’t in homeroom.” Nikki nodded, before she got up to get more food. ‘That girl and her food obsession.’ You thought to yourself laughing a little. “What are you laughing at, bella?” Feliciano asked you. You shook your head saying, “Nothing really.. just how Nikki gets hungry very easily.”
“Ja, that girl brings food in math class all the time.” Ludwig buds in. “And she never shares!” Feliciano says, taking a bite of his pasta. You laugh at the two. ‘Nikki’s never gonna give them any of her food! She will to me! Well, some food.’ Your thoughts were interrupted by Nikki sitting down, slamming her fists on the table, startling everyone.
“Bella, what’s wrong?” Feli says looking at Nikki with concern. “Fucking Gilbert took the last cupcake! Gilbert is now on my kill list! I wanted a damn cupcake! That bastard doesn’t deserve a damn cupcake! I was going to get it but he had to fucking cut and everything!” Nikki bursts out. “Nikki! Calm down! It’s just a cupcake!” You try to calm her down, but it doesn’t work. “Not any cupcake! It was the LAST cupcake! As in no more cupcakes in this school! And I like their cupcakes!”
“Bella! You’re sounding like fratello!” Feliciano says getting up to hug Nikki. She soon calms down. Ludwig rubs his temples mumbling stuff in German. You did catch, ‘Gilbert’ and ‘Stupid’. “Ok, now I need some food. Any food. I’ve calmed down a bit…” Nikki says trailing off, with her head on the table. “ You can have some of my pasta!” Everyone’s head shot up, eyeing Feliciano. Especially Nikki. Feli has said he would never share his pasta with Nikki because she never shared either. Even though that’s both of their favorite foods.
“Feli, you ok?” You ask patting his back. “Well, Nikki is hungry, and I am full~!” Feli replied quick. Too quick. Nikki shrugged before grabbing his tray and stuffing her face with pasta. You laughed at Nikki. “Nikki, you eat vay too fast!” Ludwig says before laughing a bit. Feli starts to laugh too, his cheeks lightly pink, but not from laughing. ‘Does Feli have a thing for Nikki?’ You thought to youself , “She does like someone else though..” You say before covering your mouth. Everyone stops and looks at you. “Who?” Nikki asks. “Oh, sorry no one… just my imaginary friend.. um… Zerrie!” Nikki stares at you for a moment before her eyes grow wide and she blurts out, “SEE! YOU GUYS WOULD BE SO PERF TOGETHER!” Everyone, or almost everyone, in the cafeteria heard and turned their heads your way. Your face soon turns a deep red. Nikki notices before saying, “My bad everyone, just ignore me. You know me! I’m stupid and blurt random things! Haha…. ha..” Everyone just shrugs and/or turns around to continue their conversations.
“Vait, vhat?” Ludwig asks. Nikki just shakes her head and gets back up to get away from the awkwardness of this table. You follow her, not wanting to explain or tell anyone about how you like Arthur.
“Nikki!” You quietly shout, rushing to her. “What was that for?!” You almost yell when you get to her. She just shrugs, “People know I’m pretty random… Anyways, lets go see Sema~!” She sings, skipping to the popular table. Where Sema is-- and Arthur.
Sema is the Captain of the girls Varsity soccer team. Nikki is the co-captain. They’re good friends still, they used to be best friends, but when high school came around, they didn’t talk as much. Nikki is friends with pretty much everyone. Minus Gilbert. But she’s good friends with Arthur too. Not good enough to where he’s telling his crush to her or anything. Arthur and Sema are friends too. But not that close.
You make your way to the table and sit down next to Nikki. “Hey Nikki! Hey other dudette!” The Captain of the football team, Alfred, says. “Hey Alfie!” Sema and Nikki then look at eachother before giving eachother high fives, leaving everyone confused. “Oh yeah guys, this is (Name)! She’s my best fraannd!” Nikki says. “Hey (Name)!” Sema says waving and smiling. “Sup, dude!” Alfred says. “Hola, Amiga.” Antonio, co-captain of the soccer team says smiling sticking out his hand for you to shake. You take it with a big smile and shake it. “Honhonhon~ Call me Francis.” Francis, the flirt, says grabbing your hand gently and kisses the back of your hand. You slightly blush, not really used to this kind of gesture. “Kesesese~ I am the awe-“
“Put a sock in it, Gilly” Nikki interrupts Gilbert. “No one interrupts the awesome Gi-“ Gilbert started, but soon interrupted by Nikki who gave him the finger. Gilbert just looked at her shockingly before pouting and looking away.
“Hello, love. I’m Arthur.” You turn to see Arthur and a light blush appears on your cheeks. “H-Hi” You stuttered. ‘Nice going (Name)!’ You mentally face palm.
The bell soon rings, signaling that lunch is over. ‘It’s now or never…’ You say mentally. You go behind Arthur and tap him on the shoulder lightly. He spins around and smiles at you. “Yes, love?”
“C-Can we talk? Somewhere private?” You ask. He looks at you confused, before nodding.
Time Skip~
Arthur closes the door to the empty computer lab then looks at you, confusion written all over his face. “What is it, love?” He asks with that sweet British accent. “W-Well… I-I just I’ve liked you for a while now. And it’s--I’m scared to say this, but I love you. I-I’m just scared of rejection..” You trail off looking at your shoes. It was silent. Dead silent..
You look up to see Arthur scratching the back of his neck awkwardly, “I-I’m sorry, love. I kind of like someone else…” You look at the ground, tears threatening to spill. “I-I Understand..” You say heading to the exit, looking down. Before you feel someone hugging you from behind. “It’s alright, love. Don’t cry. You’ll find him soon.” Arthur says in a hushed tone from behind you. You nod, letting the feeling of Arthur hugging you from behind sink in. All too soon, he lets go. “We should, uh, get to class.” Arthur says. You nod, wiping your tears. “I’m sorry I wasted your time.” You say before leaving to get to class.
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Turns out he actually liked Sema.
Before I get started, Let me just say this is my first Hetalia X Reader or anything X Reader thing! So bare with me and I hope you like it! BTW I read a fanfic and it's sorta based off of it. Enjoy! And thanks if you like it! C:
If you need help and is new at this...:(f/n)- First Name(n/n)- Nick Name(If you don't have one, then just use your regular name)(l/n)- Last Name(f/c)- Fav. Color(e/c)- Eye Color(h/l)- Hair Length(h/c)- Hair Color---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
There was a little boy, about 6, sobbing on the swings. A little girl, the same age, had approach the young boy, sitting on the swing next to him.
"Hi Alfred, what's wrong?" The girl asked the boy.
"The... the other kids... won't play with me... and are..calling me names!" He cried sniffling between spaces. The girl immediately took action and put her arm around his shoulders for comfort. "It's alright, Alfred. You're perfect the way you are! Don't listen to those stupid kids!" The girl said giving him a big hug. She could see the smile forming upon the boys' face.
"Thanks, (n/n)! Let's play a game now!" The boy cheered, standing up and wiping his tears and acting like nothing happened. The girl grinned at how he changed his mood easily.
"What game?" The girl asked. The boy pondered a bit stroking his chin as if he had a beard. He finally thought of something and said, "Let's play the game where the Hero saves the Princess!" He smiled jumping up and down.
"But it's Prince, not Hero." The girl giggled. The boy shrugged, "Then, let's change it to Hero!" He smiled grabbing the girls' hand and leading her to the playground, where they played the game. In the end, they were both enjoying their time at the park, before the girls' mother had called her to go home, "(y/n)! Darling, we must go home now!"
"Yes, mommy!" The girl called before turning to the boy and giving him a hug goodbye, "We should have another play date some other time, Alfred!" She smiled at him. The boy returned the smile and hugged her back. "(n/n)," The boy started. The girl looked up (e/c) eyes meeting ocean blue ones."Promise me, you'll be my best friend forever? No matter how far away we are from each other, let's always be best friends!" He smiled at her holding out his pinkie. The girl wrapped her pinkie around his and smiled back."Forever!" She replied with a huge grin.
"(y/n) (l/n)! How many times do I have to call your name to get your attention?!" You're teacher yelled throwing her hands up, getting you out of day dream land.
"Y-Yes!" You stuttered looking up at your frustrated teacher.
"Please, answer number 22..." She said annoyed.
"S-Sorry, It's um, C."
"Yes, now, next question..." That's when you dozed off again, before getting hit in the back of the head. You turn to see a crumbled up paper on the ground. You look around to see no one paying any attention to you. You hesitantly pick up the note before opening it and trying to smooth it out enough, before reading what it says,
Hey (y/n), You're such a dork for wasting our time, and putting the teacher in a bad mood, you'll begetting punished after class. You're so goddamn stupid, stupider then me! But you surprisingly get better grades. Yeah, you're getting it.
~Alfred
You're eyes widened in fear, as you look behind you to see Alfred giving you a smirk. You turned around and payed attention for the rest of class, so you won't get hurt too bad. Alfred was your personal bully at first, then everyone started to hate you. And now you were the most hated at school. No one supported you or anything. The worse part was, he was you're best friend. Or was...
Once the bell rang, you scurried out of the classroom and sprinted to your next class, hopeful that you don't get caught by Alfred. Just as you were coming up to the next class, your back got slammed into the lockers, making you wince as Alfred pins you to the lockers.
"Trying to run away now, are we?" You see Alfred up close to your face. You whimpered in pain as he held you by the neck, pushing you into the locker with more pressure.
"P-Please, Alfred, What happened?" You choke out. His face got soft for a moment, until it got sour again, "Nothing fucking happened, you bitch!" He said raising his fist. You shut your eyes waiting for the pain to come, as soon as it did, you fell to the floor. Alfred kicked you once more, before walking away like nothing happened and calling to his friends, who were watching from a distance.
"Yo! Dudes!" You heard Alfred say, as you didn't hear his footsteps any longer. You're eyes were still closed, but you slowly opened them and moaned in pain, before getting up slowly and carefully, then headed to the girls bathroom. Once you got there, you immediately started to cry, remembering those times you and Alfred had when you guys were young. Until that day came...
The same girl smiled as she was sitting under a tree, waiting for the boy to come, because he had asked her to come out to tell the girl something. She had hoped with was something along the lines of, 'I.. really like you and I have for a while...' At least she hoped that's why he was coming out. Because she had the same feelings for him as well. They had grown up to 13, and the girl had felt a thing for him along the way. She smiled as she saw dirty blonde hair walking this way, along beside him were two other guys, that the girl was not familiar with. But since they were friends of the boys', they were the girls' friend too.
"Hi Alfred! Who's your fr-" The girl started but was soon interrupted by a slap. She paused and looked up at the boy, who had a disgusted look on his face. The girl looked at him, tears filling the brim of her eyes.
"Yo! Shut up! You're such a stupid bitch, Why was I every your friend?" The boy says crossing his arms, smirking. The boys next to him were smirking as well.
"Alfred, what's wrong with yo-" Before the girl could finish her sentence, the boy grabbed her (h/l) (h/c) hair and pulled her up, making the girl scream in pain.
"I said shut up!" He started to pull her hair even harder, before dropping her on the ground and walking off. "By the way," The boy started, "We never were, or will be best friends ever." He stated before continuing to walk off like nothing had happened. The girl laid there crying her eyes out, she heard the other boys laugh as they walk off. "You changed." The girl whispered to herself, sniffling.
Here you were, five years later, and the bullying just got even worse."What happened... to Forever?" You whispered to yourself, through sobs. You finally calmed down and washed your face in the sink. The bell had rang, signaling the end of the day. You sighed Skipped last period... You scurried out of the bathroom to your locker, then out of the school building and started to walk home. Thoughts were running through your head, as you were walking home. Do I still love him? Why did he suddenly change? You silently cried to yourself, until you had gotten home.
You sighed walking into the door of your empty house, your parents were never home when you needed them, which is everyday. You went up to your room to put your things away and laid down on the bed, then just stared up at your white ceiling. You just thought about stuff, you didn't cry, you didn't get angry, you were just thinking. You sighed looking at your side table and saw it. You saw the cheap necklace Alfred had gave you. You stood up and took it off the table counter, admiring it, and remembering the day he gave it to you.
"Yo! (n/n)!" The boy smiled as he saw the girl sitting on the bench all alone. She turned her head to where she had heard her name being called, before smiling at the boy."Hey Alfred!" She smiled as the boy sat down next to her."What's up?"
"Obviously the sky!" The girl giggled at his joke.
"Seriously, why are you here?" The girl said grinning while staring deeply into his blue eyes.
"Well, Uh it's b-been a year a-and I j-just want to give you s-something to remind you that we're b-best friends..." The boy blushed giving the girl a necklace with a (f/c) diamond, obviously a fake one. But the girl thought it was sweet of him. She hugged the boy tightly before saying, "I will treasure it forever!" She smiled as she put the necklace around her neck.
"Now we'll be best friends forever right?" The girl replied in a cheerful tone.
"Totally, dude!" The boy grinned in return.
You smiled to yourself at the happy moments. Why did he hurt me though? What were his intentions? We could've been happy! You thought to yourself as you grasped the necklace in your hands and headed outside. You went to the park, where it all started...
As you got closer, you could feel the tears coming again. This is where the torture started. You looked at the necklace in your hands and then back up at the park. You went to the tree where it happened. You quickly got to your knees and started to dig the dirt up, making a small hole. You felt as if someone was behind you. You turned around to see Alfred with his usual smirk on his face. Your eyes filled with fear as he came close. That was, until he spotted your what was in your hand. His face softened, before dropping to his knees and sobbing.
"(n/n).... I.... I broke the promise..." He started. You looked at him with shock. "(n/n), forgive me, I was stupid, I did it to be popular." You could see in his eyes and how sorry he really was.
"I... I.." You started
"Please! (n/n), please understand! We can forget all thats happened these past five years." He says this as if he has broken a spell.
"I... can't. Alfred, you hurt me when I loved you, I still love you, but I can't anymore." You say throwing the necklace in the hole and burying it.
"But ...(n/n)..."
You stood up and turned around, and walked off before stopping and saying, "Let's just go our separate ways, and just move on with our lives, because face it Alfred, You changed.."The End!!
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Sorry if America was out of character a bit, my first fanfic from Hetalia though. And America isn't my favorite, either, but eh all well. Thanks if you liked it! C:
Nikki~
ANOTHER NOTE: This is from my deviantart page @hisamericanprincess if u wanna check the bitch out... btw I made this when I was 12 or 13 so no judge bro and nah i don’t feel like editing this one :p
