Brought up by swans.

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[eliseii]

I miss having an outlet like this

sometimes I struggle with feeling like I know myself less without a way to externalize my life and examine it

[my relationship between sharing and writing and art feels like such an embarrassing one, I know we all create less as we age but why do I do so much less when I'm not being watched?]

[likeafieldmouse-deactivated2015]

[gabbriette-blog]

Andrew Lyman, Alone Together

[untrustyou]

Allyssa Heuze

[eliseii]

hi friends, this is me recently

I don’t post super often, but I’m still makin’ art and hanging in there

so much love to all of you

-e

[eliseii]

wow I fucking miss you

[eliseii]

I've had this blog for ten years

ten years of wishing I could be mysterious and then realizing I've exploited all of my feelings on this trash website 

(kinda kidding, thank u for everything tumblr)

[eliseii]

6:36

unearthing all of my ghosts this week

this blog, that mix, all the Sarahs that ever hated me

I feel so distant from my own life, it feels like I'm digging up artifacts about someone I only vaguely know 

even writing here feels like I'm forcing open the door of a foreclosure, violating someone else’s privacy (when this space was my home for almost 10 years)

I wish I could write about these last three years, but everything feels clunky and stubborn coming out of my mouth 

[untrustyou]

[untrustyou]

Andrew Lyman

Alone Together

[1976-1984]

Klaudija Visockyte on flickr

[eliseii]

do you ever have nights where all the sadness you’ve ever known climbs into bed with you and presses up against you like a missed opportunity 

hold onto your memories or don’t, but they will hold onto you 

[anne-sophie-tschiegg]

Hernan Bas

[patrickjoust]

patrickjoust | flickr | tumblr | instagram | facebook | books

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Fujica GW690

Kodak Portra 160

[eliseii]

took a really precious roll of film today

like, the kind that you wind up to carefully and open your camera in a pitch-black room so nothing happens to it kind of precious 

/ I haven’t developed film in over five years and I'm going to break the streak 

[eliseii]

I can’t help myself 

(in most ways, but you specifically) 

[eliseii]

someday I'll get to the “holy shit I got into PA school and am moving to California in two months” post 

[jeou]

Visit Original Link

Lost in Kyoto - Art (Lost in Translation Motion picture)

[melisica]