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Today, I realized I have a conscience that actually works. That being said, I guess I've actually changed. Maybe the past few months have been really different and unexpected and kind of surreal? But I think my mind is finally seeing it as I need to gather reality. I'm not seeing people how I once saw them. Somethings clicked. I need to regather my attention where it needs to be.

No, nothing negative that I've done. But I feel like my mind may actually see shit that needs to change. I need to put my energy where I need to to feel better about myself and how I see myself.

Self realization is an actual thing and I may have just hit it.

cutiepiesub

Being attracted to someone’s voice is a real thing

haileybaby-96

Don’t make things complicated, simple is the best❤️

(Not my art, don’t know where it originally came from)

elizabethleigh-x

Love shit like this

It's been a while.

Today, I'm done with everyone and everything.

For some reason, my anxiety has really been fucking with me the last few days and I'm not really sure why. Everything's pointing to have me worrying or stressing and I hate it.

I'm always questioning why things happen or why can't I make a better situation for myself and I feel like I get myself into a deeper hole everyday. I'm trying to work on making myself better. But it's really hard living with people who feel like my needs don't matter.

I have tried figuring out what or why things have happened this year, maybe I deserve some of this mess but I don't feel like I deserve the anxiety part. This is just exhausting, being constantly short tempered, feeling like you're a burden to everyone, feeling like you're alone when you're not. It's unfair.

I am always trying to be better. But since February, it's hard. People always ask "if you're so unhappy with your situation, why not just leave?" "if you're it happy, why keep trying?"

There's this little thing called hope. I tend to hold on to it longer than I ever really need to. I tend to hold on to it towards people who don't deserve it. Especially when you feel like things will change and they never will. But you want things to work but it starts messing with you mentally.

The past few months have been so challenging. Im legitimately done with it all. I just want to escape everything at this point and find myself, which is easier said than done because I can't just leave.

Send positive vibes.

owk

bisexual culture is being very specific with the men you’re interested in but having absolutely no type when it comes to girls because they’re all so beautiful

2019. A year for keeping to my fucking self.

The last 3 years have been extremely difficult for me. From having babies, money problems, fake friendships, rocky marriage, moving, all of it.

This year, I’ve decided to make my plans and keep silent. Nobody’s going to know my struggle. Maybe the select 3-4 people I keep up with. I’ve kept my circle small. I’m learning to stop sharing shit with people who don’t care about me. I’m also learning that the only person you can and will ever trust is yourself. Not your boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife, any type of relative... but YOURSELF. I know what you’re thinking, I can ALWAYS depend on my family in a time of need. I always thought so too. Til one day, you really need them and they say they can’t help or it’s not their problem. They’ll say they love you or care for you. But even if they do, they don’t care if you’re struggling.

I’ve been keeping to myself. I don’t mind making new friends. But it’s also hard to be social. I find myself wanting to be myself. But I also crave social interaction with adults so bad. I want the best of both worlds. But it’s so hard. I love my kids, but I also want to take care of myself.

I have to admit, the one thing that has got better over the past month is depression. I don’t find myself constantly just ugly sobbing. I’m not picking fights. I’m not constantly stressed over shit that’s not in my control.

I will go into 2019 positive. I will make moves in silence. I will accomplish those goals. It may not be done with all of them this year... but I will accomplish them on my own time.

I’m learning to focus more on myself. I’ve been focusing on everyone else’s needs and putting myself off which lead to me being depressed and having high levels of anxiety.

I want to be positive. I want to have more patience. And I want my kids to have the most fun this year.

real-lesbian-thoughts

Bisexual people in relationships with someone of the opposite sex are still bisexual.

Spread the word.

abigailmarstons

smeliot-deactivated20220528

The struggle is real.

ruinedchildhood

keybladesoras

Ryan Reynolds as Detective Pikachu

thepakistanimarthastewart-deact

lividlovers

Seriously

cutespoonie

the two bad fatigue moods:

gets super emotional, cries over the smallest things, empathetic™, can’t handle anything, irritable, overstimulated™, anxious

can’t feel anything, barely able to think, apathic™, can’t relate to anything, emptiness™, can’t cry, slow™, dissociating

agayworthfightingfor

extra fun mode: both at the same time

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I don’t know why, but I think some Americans don’t realise how big the UK is….

American Customer: you’re English right? Do you know the bookshop between Wales and Bristol that has lots of books in?

Me in my head: yeah mate, I know that one. Classic. Love to pop down there on a cheeky break between work. What a wanker…

lizzystarlight

the continuous 48 states are is almost 39x the size of the isle of great britan

that’s your answer

mymindsecho

For reference:

That’s JUST Texas.

pukicho

When will the UK learn that they are puny little ants in which to be crushed???

toastpotent-deactivated20250619

where’s that post where the british person was like “oh yeah i only get to see my dad 2-3 times a year because he lives so far away :/” and a person asked “oh no how far away is he?” and the british person said “75 minutes”