EllaNerd97

Writing Fanfic is hard. I’m English but live in Florida and late 20's. Kinda queer in a I dunno kinda way. Sorry this has become a Heated Rivalry fan page because im obsessed 💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚

[gaynehollander]

Shane being so afraid of desire because his desire directly contradicts who he's supposed to be. Learning to swallow all his need but wanting endlessly, feeling the void of longing grow within him every day, feeling it thrum in his veins with every heartbeat as he wears a carefully crafted mask of indifference.

Ilya being so afraid of love because love opens you up to hurt and loss, which is all he's ever known. Learning to bury his love deep within even though he is full to the brim with it. Learning to keep his tender heart hidden, though it aches like a bruise within him. Covering it all up with expertly maintained bravado.

Both of them becoming each other's safe haven, where the layers of their facade can be peeled back. Shane making it safe for Ilya to love. Ilya making it safe for Shane to desire.

[heymacy]

#idk man #i think he might be a little bit liked in his opponent's room

[bloominflowers]

Every little thing. ✨

[gaynehollander]

the duality of man is Ilya Rozanov being simultaneously so straight passing that Shane Hollander could own up to being in love with him and have people assume it's an unrequited crush, yet so visibly queer that in 66% of instances where Scott Hunter came out to people prior to the on-ice kiss, they immediately assumed he was dating Rozanov

[heymacy]

#accidental monogamy

[shillanov]

what pains me about the vegas bathroom kiss is that you can tell ilya cut that kiss short. shane looked at him with glassy vulnerable eyes "and if you win?" and ilya couldn't help himself. he surged forward with such intensity and desperation to pour everything he couldn't say in that kiss. grabbed shane by the fucking neck to pull him as close as possible. and then had to stop himself. he would've kept kissing shane if he could but he knew he couldn't. fuck

[inkblotsinthestars]

okay, fic idea:

Shane learns Russian, obviously. Ilya is thrilled because now he can say dirty things to Shane in public to get him flustered and grumpy and no one else will know.

So they’re hanging out with some people (new players, friend of a friend, it doesn’t matter) and Ilya is pulling his usual Russian-dirty-talk-in-public bullshit. Later, after they’re gone from the gathering/hangout/practice/whatever, one of the guys they were with texts them:

“You guys know I know Russian, right?”

[shanesbian]

maybe shane does come up with kinks from the depths of his own beautiful mind but he also goes all in on researching them once he realizes they already exist. like after his first time with ilya he obviously googled everything about gay sex so he could be more prepared if it happened again. he did a deep dive into dildo brands and learned how to use one. shane's google history is like "why do i want to choke on his fingers" and the following searches very quickly lead him to exactly what he wants to know

[shillanov]

two very important tenets that make up who i am:

1. shane hollander is a slut 2. ilya rozanov is my captain

thank you. no further questions at this time

[beehivedemocracy]

Ilya kissing random parts of Shane's body core

[rantingsandravings]

the 'when did your english get so good line' is uniquely and utterly devastating and no one is talking about it

like I talked to my sister about it and she doesn't get why when I heard it for the first time it was like taking a flashbang directly in the face

it might just be because I'm very passionate about language barriers and language acquisition but this line might be my favorite in the whole show

using language skills to show the passage of time and the distance between them IM LITERALLY GONNA BE SICK

[jaymanclayton]

As much as David loves Yuna and Shane, you just know some days he's just happy to have Ilya, who is emotionally intelligent and has a great sense of humour and some balance in his approach to hockey.

They exchange looks often, "you're hearing what I'm hearing?" and they probably cook together too.

[emmikay]

Hayden Pike: Shane! Don’t forget to lift with your legs!

Ilya Rozanov: He knows how to lift, Pike. He has been carrying your team this entire decade.

[military-newsboys]

*Ilya lying dramatically on the couch*

Svetlana: What’s wrong?

Ilya: Shane yelled at me!

Svetlana: You probably deserved it.

Ilya: Rude. Where’s the support?

Svetlana: I’m supporting Shane.

Ilya: I can’t believe this betrayal.

Shane: *from the kitchen* I can!

[grabmyboner]

the boston raiders social media team makes them do a bring a random thing to training trend where they can’t spit water out of their mouth when someone reveals their random thing and after weeks of it ilya gets bored and decides to bring a legit real hollander metros jersey with the C on it and everything and everyone collectively spits out their water screaming how the fuck did you get that where did you get that did you rob shane hollander ilya this is serious and they have to cut the cameras and stop the series all together and boston raiders lawyers have to genuinely ask ilya if he broke into shane’s house

[verlierer-is-lost]

Ok I have been thinking about a Heated Rivalry X Percy Jackson AU for months, JUST STICK WITH ME FOR A SECOND-

Alright so Shane has to be a son of Nike. I mean he loves hockey, but he also loves winning. And he’s damn good at winning. That man literally got the ick from Ilya playing for a losing team. I think he could also have wings like Nike, but not all the time.

But then Ilya is a son of Mercury(Hermes) which is literally perfect. Mercury representing trickery, speed, and athletics. Ilya looooves fucking with people.

They’re at different camps obviously, they have to dislike each other in that way. But also maybe Ilya being a praetor? I mean he’s captain so I feel like that role of leadership at camp Jupiter would fit him. But he doesn’t always feel fit to lead. Ik Shane might feel more at home with the structure and rules of Jupiter, I kinda disagree. In HR Ilya grows up with much more structure compared to Shane’s childhood- more rules and way more responsibility. Ilya is forced to grow up before Shane.

I am not done with this AU. I just wanted to get my thoughts out there lol

(They’re basically Percy and Jason variants holy shit life is worth living)

[hudsonwasian]

someone on twitter said "the way ilya nudges shane to burrow into his shoulder and shane just melts..."

seriously, people need to stop noticing these little details. i can't take it anymore, i feel like i'm going to explode.