ELLA MAY.

I am a child of a money hungry, prideful country Grass is green and it's always sunny Hands so bloody, tastes like honey I'm finding it hard to leave Eleanor Maybelle Rose Ella May | 24 | Music Producer

[ellaxmay]

msoliviaflanagan‌:

Of course that offer is still standing! It always is, especially for people as wonderful as yourself. Either way it is so great. 

Good! Then I’m in. Teach me your ways. Be my redheaded Yoda. Keep up with the compliments and I might let you have a sneak peak.

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unchainedrose‌:

You know, that’s not a bad idea… especially those that were caught in the crossfire of it. I’m glad you weren’t too, Ella. I don’t know what I’d do without you, you know? You’re sure that you’re okay?

Private: Paris. It was kind of a last minute fly-by-the-seat-of-our-pants sort of thing. Otherwise I would have told you sooner. I think we just figured we should just live in the moment after everything that went down.

That’s what I thought too. I’m sure a lot of people don’t really know how to cope with what happened. It’s not exactly something that happens to them very frequently. I’m okay. I was a bit shaken up at first, but I’m better now. Just been focusing a lot on writing and playing music. Kind of been hiding out in the recording room.

Private: For a last minute getaway, you sure picked the most romantic place possible. But I’m glad you got to clear your head a bit from everything that happened. Are you having fun at least? Or did you two just decide to spend the whole week cooped up in a fancy hotel with room service?

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stellafabs‌:

I’ve only spoken to him a handful of times but I must admit, I find his presence quite calming so I agree, I don’t think he’d go out of his way to insert himself in their drama, unless of course an actual fight broke out. If he woke up with a black eye I would feel so bad, he is truthfully the sweetest little bean and I would be heartbroken if I ever hurt him. Oh God you’re right, if we shared a bed we’d probably wake up all tangled together like something straight from The Kama Sutra. I’m living for the fact that you already had a ‘No Boys Allowed’ sign and I’m definitely going to need to borrow it at some point.

I actually don’t talk to him a whole lot? I don’t know why. Maybe because he looks like he could snap me like a twig. Maybe Scott should wear some sort of protection for when he sleeps. Just in case. Hell no! If I’m doing any Kama Sutra, I want to be wide awake. Otherwise it’s a waste. Ha! I bought it in a thrift store while we were on the road back in the States. I’m pretty sure the producers saw it and decided I should just bunk with all boys.

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msoliviaflanagan‌:

You do? Okay now I am totally curious. I admire that confidence of yours, keep it up. You deserve to know how great you are. 

You remember that conversation we had about you maybe teaching me how to dance? Is the offer still standing? It’s a mix of mockery and confidence, really. Mostly mockery.

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finnontheskins‌:

Well I can relate to that, that’s true. So they were work based, then? No, thank goodness and that’s true. I can say the same thing, as unnerving as it all was though. I’m okay, getting away for a few days definitely helped though.

Yup, I’ve been working on a bunch of new stuff. A few new lyrics and some full songs as well. I even recorded some for myself. I’m really glad you got away safely. I don’t think I got around to say thank you for helping Marley get to safety. Both that night and now.

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msoliviaflanagan‌:

Well I can’t wait to see what you have up your sleeve. I don’t think anyone could turn down a chance to hang out with you. Plus I think all of us spending time together is exactly what we need. 

It’s just a little something. But I’m glad you’re curious because I have a favor to ask you. See, I totally agree. Plus I’m a lot of fun to be around. Not to brag or anything.

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unchainedrose‌:

I understand, El– I think most are taking it easy right now. You know I would love to hang out, although… I may or may not be on a little trip with you-know-who. We decided on a whim to splurge and do something to get our minds off it all. But I’ll be back soon and will fill you in. Are you doing alright?

I’m sure they are. I heard some people from the crew talking about going to see a therapist to talk about what happened. Oh really? Where the hell did you two go? You have to tell me everything. I’m fine, really. I’m just glad I wasn’t as in the middle of it as some people.

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stellafabs‌:

I don’t think anyone would blame you if that was the case, but hopefully they can continue to be civil at least for your sake and anyone else you guys share a room with. I swear I sleep diagonally, like stretched out from corner to corner - it’s like if I’m next to someone a part of me always has to be touching them, I honestly am the worst bed mate so just keep your fingers crossed that you don’t get lumped with me at all on tour. “No Boys Allowed” sign? I’m sold, I may even bring sour candy. 

Mark spends a lot of time following Lia around, but he’s cool. He doesn’t really seem like he wants to get in the middle of it. But at least I know he’ll be there to break up a fight. See, that’s why they should have given some of us individual hands. Poor Scott might wake up with a black eye one of these days. Nah, we’d probably wrestle every night. I’m kind of a cuddler, so I tend to go after the warm body next to me. Oh, so we’re going wild? I’m in. Let me get the sign real quick. I might even put a sock on the doorknob just to really keep them out.

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stellafabs‌:

The last thing anyone needs right now is more stress so I’m glad neither of them are in the room for too long, I can’t imagine it would go down very well. Honestly Scott probably asks himself that question everyday but somehow I manage to. Both, always both - sometimes together too. Sweet and salty popcorn is my favorite. 

Exactly. And lately I’ve been slightly jittery so one wrong word from them might lead to a meltdown. They’re great apart though, so it kinda makes up for it. Are you like sort sort of octopus in your sleep? You just fling all your limbs everywhere? Oh my gosh! I love those. Okay, now you definitely have to come hang with me. I’ll put a "No Boys Allowed” sign on the door.

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finnontheskins‌:

I hope those things you had planned are fun? Or were these ideas more to do with the career? Thanks for the offer, El. How are you doing after everything? Relaxing still, I hope?

Everything I do for work is fun. I love my job. I’m okay. I wasn’t close to anything dangerous, so I guess I can’t complain. What about you?

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stellafabs‌:

I’m sure it’s a lot better than you’re giving it credit for, so I’m still going to be sitting on the edge of my seat awaiting it’s release. Oh God, that sounds horrible - I was a little worried about sharing with all guys especially considering one of them has had relations with my sister but it’s actually been alright, I get to share with Scott and he doesn’t seem to mind that I take up almost the whole bed. If you’ve got snacks, you’ve got yourself a deal.

You’re the sweetest. It’s...I wouldn’t call it horrible. Just stressful. But neither stay in the room for long, at least. Okay, how does someone so tiny take so much of the bed? I always have snacks. I can’t live without snacks. Are you feeling sweet or salty?

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stellafabs‌:

I for one can’t wait to see what you did have planned, even if I’ve got to wait a little longer. Did you get stuck in a room of all boys too? I feel very outnumbered but lucky for me, the boys have all kind of been doing their own thing outside of the hotel which ties in great for my whole ‘never leaving bed again’ thing.

That means a lot coming from you. I swear it’s nothing super special. Just a new thing I’ve been working on. Finally got around to complete it while we were on vacation. I did! It wouldn’t be too bad, cause I get to sleep with Mason, but he and Max do not get along at all. I’m in a constant state of waiting for a fight to break out. Which thankfully hasn’t happened yet. You should get out of bed and come hang with me though.

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cordellasam‌:

Kicking the boys out!? I take offense to the idea that the boys are trouble. 

That’s because you haven’t been living with them. Maybe we should trade places for a few days and you’ll see.

[ellaxmay]

I had a few things planned for this week but after the events of last Monday, I'm going to put it on hold for the time being. Maybe next month will be more appropriate. But anyway, if anyone wants to hang, my hotel room is always open and I can kick out the boys if I need to.

[roseandprose]

[TEXT] I heard a bang and I can't find anyone. Please tell me you're okay. ~Ella

@ellaxmay

[Text] El! I’ve been trapped in the backstage restrooms, and just now finally got some kind of signal. I’m okay, I just… heard a bang and I’ve been hiding here. Please tell me you’re okay?? I love you.

[ellaxmay]

[TEXT] Thank God. I'm fine. I was backstage watching Stella. I'm with Max now. Lia was on stage and now he can't find her. Stay where you are okay? I'll come get you soon.

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F2F | OPEN

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cordellamax‌:

Maybe Ella had a point– Lia should be fine. But god, what if she wasn’t? He needed to find her, but the back of his mind also screamed ‘you need to make sure your client is okay as well’. It made him so confused as to which to follow, business or personal mindset. “I– Uh, fuck, okay,” he nodded at Ella saying they’d look together. At least this wasn’t Brad saying absolutely not.

“She was earlier on in the show, she could be anywhere right about now, Ella.”

“I know.” As much as she wanted find Marley--and she did--Max was right. She could be anywhere. Hell, she might not even be around anymore. She could have gone back to the hotel already. Lia, however, was performing when it all happened. Maybe it would be easier to find her. And once they did, they could go find Marley. “We should head toward Stage Three. Lia’s probably close by. Security can’t remove her from the venue until everything is cleared.” Ella was used to hang out with a lot of people from the crew to the point where she kind of knew how a lot of things worked. Or at the very least, she had a vague idea. She just hoped she was right.

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F2F | OPEN

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cordellamax‌:

Max had practically ran directly into Ella right after having his fight off stage with Brad– when he did a double take while grabbing her shoulders. This wasn’t Marley. Oh fuck. Marley. He hesitated and just looked around. “Ella you need to find Marley and make sure she’s okay!” he yelled, trying to have her hear him over everything. 

“You need to find Marley and get out of here– I… I need to find Lia.”

Ella was looking everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Her eyes scanned the place but she couldn’t focus on anything specific to the point where she didn’t even see Max until he was right in front of her, his hands holding tightly onto her shoulders. “I can’t find her! I can’t find anyone!” Marley was at the forefront of her mind. She had performed earlier on, so now she could be anywhere. But Ella couldn’t panic right now, she had to keep moving. “Lia has a huge crew. I’m sure she’s fine!” She was trying to reassure Max, but she was well aware it didn’t mean much in that moment. “We can find them together.”