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[elli129]

I can feel myself distancing from him. Not wanting his touch, conversations, or his love. But yet, here I am still living here and stuck and no where to go.

Wishing I could just go so we both could start over.

[extramadness]

[elli129]

Feels like all the time lately

[the-memedaddy]

meirl

[elli129]

Just realized how unhappy I am. But still no clue how to fix it.

That’s a lie I know how to fix it but I’m too scared

[destroymylife]

[elli129]

You make me feel stupid and naïve. 

[elli129]

I Hate you more than ever in this moment. Feels like there’s no love left to fix.

[elli129]

There is wrong in how you’re treating me, can’t you see it?

[elli129]

Are the goosebumps on my back from when you talk to her behind my back?

[elli129]

Don’t lie to yourself. It only hurts the both of us.

[elli129]

Are we destroying eachother little by little, staying together?

I don’t want to hate you. But sometimes, you hate me too.

[elli129]

I’ve found a common factor in my biggest relationships.

Turns out, I’m not enough.

First guy I kissed-kissed someone else early on in the relationship.

Guy I gave my virginity too- flat out told “you’re just not the kind of women I’m actrscted to, I like the crazy firy-passion ones”. 😠

Current boyfriend, going on three years- Doesn’t want to sleep with just one women for rest of his life. And with a friend that’s a girl has “conversations” with. 🙄

I wish people were honest and stop wasting my time.

Do I not deserve someone that finds me to be enough?? What’s wrong with me?

I’m sad, lonely and lost. How do I save myself from a meaningless life?