So it's been awhile.
Hello all who are still here on this blog. I sort have been gone for while on this blog. For several reasons.
The main three reasons being; One, I have been struggling with very little energy recently, causing me to become an extreme hermit who barely talks to anyone, even her family most times. (So sorry if I never respond back to any messages that were sent to me.)
Two. This blog makes me feel bad due to the chemicals in my brain. I know it shouldn't but that's my mind that causes me to feel these feelings, but it stops me from even wanting to even step foot on this blog or press the Tumblr button on my phone.
And Third. I found out I have a really bad habit of going through phases of fandoms I like, including ones like Yu-Gi-Oh, which while I will always love, but I have gotten tired of and disinterested in it easily this past year. Which also leads me not to post because it starts to feel more like a chore, which then leads back to the other points because I start to feel bad, because people have requested something from me and I haven't given it to them.
I think back to when I made this blog and I had two reasons for it. One was to have fun, which I have lost, and two and the one main goal I had. I wanted to make friends. Friends with people who may have the same interest. To be part of the fandom instead of hiding away. But that hasn't really happened for me. I still feel like I am in a void all by myself. Even though there has been a couple of people I have talked and if you are reading this (Hi and again sorry I never got back to responding back.) but that doesn't change the way I feel.
I have lost the love I had for this blog. So some might have guessed by me not posting. I am decided to discontinue it.
Normal I would be out here saying I just need a fresh start on this blog in particular and I will put more effort into it, but I know now that would be a lie. I can't do it anymore. At least not in the way I have been doing it or said in the past. Just being on this blog will cause me to feel these emotions again, and I don't want that. So this blog has got to go. Not literally. I won't delete this blog or anything and I won't be fully gone. At least not in a sense.
For you see I have created a new blog. A blog that I should have made all along, just a general blog where I can post anything I want to, even imagines. Which I still want to do, but not just for Yu-Gi-Oh anymore.
This blog I am planning to be open for all types of requests for multiple fandoms then just one, so if I lose interest in certain ones for the time being I can skip to another one. However requests won't be my main focus. As I just want an outlit for myself. So I will be post more things like clothes designs I draw, Maybe icons picture I create if I feel the urge, Upload random anger post of trying to drive the Mako in Mass Effect. (I swear I never been so fed up with something in a game like driving the Mako in all my life.) Just other things to express myself creatively.
That being said however I don't yet know if I feel comfortable telling you yet what this blog is called yet, but know that I still will be out there somewhere still taking requests for Yu-Gi-Oh. Just not on this blog. I need to begin again. And begin again in a way I can find myself.
Love you all!
~Pharaoh Ankh~











