In My Head.

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[ellieeeokay]

Mondays

Good morning. It’s a gloomy Monday morning and I’m still in the bed lol. I haven’t been getting much sleep lately. I’m 25 weeks pregnant so my son is always bouncing on my bladder. I can’t wait to hold him in my arms. I’m so ready to start this new chapter in my life. Motherhood. I never thought it could happen to me. So I am thankful.

I have so much to do today. I’m going to get up in about an hour to start my day. I need to go pick up some paperwork from my mothers house. Then go to my grandmas house to use her printer. Then go to the doctors office to pick up more paperwork. Then go drop off all the paperwork. Go grocery shopping. Clean up my house. And lastly attempt to take my 25week photos for my blog/instagram.

I hope the weather will hold up cause it’s been raining the past couple days and it doesn’t look like the sun is trying to come out at all.

Have a lovely day!!

xoxox Ellie 💕

[momnivogue]

Today…times two obviously, lol (I love this gif so much!)

[ellieeeokay]

My son definitely be doing cartwheels 🤸🏾‍♂️

[books-n-quotes]

“People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used.”

— Emmanuel Torres, Shapes of Silence (via books-n-quotes)

[boy-so-pale]

[heartofmuse]

“I loved a man once. He did not know how to love me back. Love was a foreign concept, a thing he had only heard about in fairy tales, maybe dreams, but never real life. I tried hard to teach him how soft love is, how grand, how it makes you all warm inside but it was like teaching a blind man the miracle of light. Still I loved him even if he didn’t know how to correspond to what I felt inside. I tried to show him in action, deed and word what my heart was full of and so lacking in his own. For years and years this went on. See, you have to understand that if love is something, it is mutable, it changes, morphs. It is always learning, always transforming, ever growing and the love I had for him transformed me, for the better or the worst, that I still have to figure out and life will take care of that, but now I had changed and I left him behind because not because I didn’t love him but maybe because I loved him too much.”

— e.v.e. 

[poems-and-word]

“People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used.”

— Emmanuel Torres, Shapes of Silence (via books-n-quotes)

[ellieeeokay]

Announced today 🥰. No, the situation was definitely not ideal, but considering my difficulty with conceiving, I couldn’t be happier. Can’t wait to see you my little bean. Your mommy loves you so much. Just know I will always have your back. Always. 💝

[inthenameofsephiroth]

Justice.

[books-n-quotes]

“It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”

— John Green, Paper Towns (via books-n-quotes)

[pokemon]

Humans. Pokémon. Ryan Reynolds.

Wait—Ryan Reynolds?!

Get ready for a Pokémon adventure like you’ve never seen before, Trainers—POKÉMON Detective Pikachu hits theaters in Summer 2019!

[ellieeeokay]

Yep, I H A V E to see this!!

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Rest in Peace Stan Lee

Thanks for all the great memories.

You did good kid.

[books-n-quotes]

“Above all, don’t lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect he ceases to love.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov (via books-n-quotes)

[poemswords]

[ellieeeokay]

https://youtu.be/nTJGGXo6gy4

https://youtu.be/5Sy19X0xxrM

Someone should listen to the lyrics of these songs. Will definitely answer all of your lovely questions sweetheart 😊

[leohearts]

[ellieeeokay]

You’ll see. Just watch.

[ellieeeokay]

[poems-and-word]

[ellieeeokay]

Always.