recovery

ellie | 21 | she/they | infj used to be ellie-eats inspiring positive change one day at a time

[ellierecovers]

Thought I’d share…

I created this blog after tumblr deactivated my pro ed one. I wasn’t ready to recover and I felt so dissociated from the messages I reblogged. I’ve now been an ed therapist for 2 years now fully in recovery and helping others manage their recovery. It is crazy to me that this space started at my lowest low and that I’ve stepped away from it to come into some of my best moments. ❤️‍🩹

[traumasurvivors]

You don’t need to get worse to get help. You’re allowed help now.

[electripipedream]

Black is Beautiful, 1968

[underwelmed]

photographer: milena perkins  |  image source

[goldshame-deactivated20220216]

“we’ll figure it out together” is my love language

[spacebetweenpages]

Just a reminder that it’s never to late to start recovery. No matter how many times you’ve relapsed, no matter how many times you’ve tried, you can begin to recover again. No one is a lost cause

[sheisrecovering]

[aznaudrey]

wow

[aznaudrey]

wow

[missegyptiana-deactivated202204]

black lives matter. they always have.

[ellierecovers]

Long time no update!! But it’s a good one!! I am so excited to notice my healthy food habits!! I just had ice cream and I used to restrict so badly that I would inhale a pint of halo top in 15 minutes and not feel satisfied. Just now, I had my vegan ice cream (not halo top, regular!!) and I only ate like 1/3 pint which is a normal/moderate portion of ice cream compared to those around me and i stopped because I felt like I had had enough! It really does get better when you put the work in

[ellierecovers]

Long time no update!! But it’s a good one!! I am so excited to notice my healthy food habits!! I just had ice cream and I used to restrict so badly that I would inhale a pint of halo top in 15 minutes and not feel satisfied. Just now, I had my vegan ice cream (not halo top, regular!!) and I only ate like 1/3 pint which is a normal/moderate portion of ice cream compared to those around me and i stopped because I felt like I had had enough! It really does get better when you put the work in

[deceptipup]

[thoradvice]

if you’ve taken the steps to recover, whether you started 10 years ago or yesterday, i’m so proud of you. recovery is hard and messy, and a long road filled with twists and turns. sometimes you’ll backtrack and find yourself crying in the shower or spending the whole day in bed - and that’s okay ! nothing worthwhile is without its hardships, and recovering is the one of the most worthwhile things you can do.

no matter what point you are in your recovery, you’re so brave and strong. one day you’ll see the worth and beauty that has existed in you all along. until that day, please know that i and everyone around you already sees it.

[thegoodvybe]

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[asking-jude]

They need your support and understanding more than anyone else.