âWhatever,â Eloise echoed with that grin still inching up somehow, impossibly so, cheeks warm and definitely a little sore from more use than theyâd had in ages. Definitely hadnât been this smiley in the few years past, felt a little silly for just how damn giddy she was feeling (and acting, as the smile-sore and pink tinged cheeks would indicate anyway) but was happy to lean into that feeling rather than the metaphorical black clouds that had been swirling overhead since heâd shipped out. It was dizzying, really, just how damn happy she was just to be able to kiss him again and brush her fingers through his hair, like an electrical current under the skin just buzzing along from head to toe.
(Easy to forget the emotional whiplash of the last few days, but she was sticking to squashing that away until there was a good time to deal with it. If there was a good time to deal with it. He had to have his reasons why he didnât tell her that he was back right away. He wouldnât just choose to not tell her on a whim after three years of waiting on both ends. He had to know just how much sheâd missed him just from her letters alone; sheâd practically bled right onto the damn paper before she kissed it and sent it away each time. He had to know just how eager she was to have him back just from that, but she knew he had to have his reasons. Heâd tell her, eventually. Or he wouldnât. Didnât matter, not in the grand scheme of things, not really.)
âAbsolutely anything you want.â She felt her cheeks warm a little further, dusty pink deepening to a more concrete flush, though leaned up to steal another kiss once heâd settled hovering above her. She couldnât help but giggle a little into it as she ducked in for another, and another, pushing a few errant curls back up with the others he had tossed out of the way. âWe could go get breakfast, go see a movie,â another kiss, leaning up further, up and into him, âor go to the beach,â one more, she couldnât help herself really, before she sighed a little and dropped back down into the pillows, âor really anything. Think about it.â Sheâd already canceled dinner with her parents - that was a whole other can of worms she had no desire to open or think about, now when she was still in the happy-warm-haze of him coming home. Her parents could wait. Eloise and Dee had done enough waiting.
She grinned again at the murmur against her ear and nodded, though did half-whine a little in protest once he got up and moved away from her. She took a moment to stretch as she scrunched her eyes up as he requested. âNot a peek,â she promised, a hand over her mouth covering a yawn that turned into a sigh. Even if she might be tempted to, and well, maybe her hands coming up over her eyes was to really drive the point home that she wasnât but it also might be to resist temptation. Sheâd always been bad with surprises, liked knowing things but at least this one came with pretty instant gratification. The first touch of silk was unexpected and came with a soft giggle, shoulder coming up just slightly from the brush against her skin. âI think it might be,â Eloise said with a nod, hands coming down and away from her face. âThatâs so soft.â Silk had always been one of her favorites, though this felt nicer than the slips and dresses in her closet (and well, some thrown over a chair in the living room; she hadnât really gotten around to putting away laundry, hadnât had reason to). âDefinitely a lot softer than any of the other stuff I have.â Finally peeking, Eloise sat up and inched closer, leg gently bumping against his as she settled right beside him. âAnd red is still my favorite.â She reached out a hand to lightly brush against the fabric, rubbing it gently between two fingers. âYou really got this for me?â Another wide grin, and she leaned in to oh-so-gently kiss his cheek. âThank you.â