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𝖚𝖓𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖚𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖞,   𝖎 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖆 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖈𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊. independent marvel oc. by elisabeth.

[elonore]

PINNED !  ------------  independent  &  private marvel oc,  eléonore de beaufort. 

google document   ( rules only for now ).      pinterest.     

other blogs:   @excitium​  ( aes sideblog. )

[zilvithra]

INDEPENDENT & PRIVATE writing account for a mcu original character with AU verses for BG3, CYBERPUNK 2077 & eventually more. slow activity, heavy topics present.

written by elisabeth ( she/ her, 26, cet )

[elonore]

moved ellie here if anyone's still interested 😅

[zilvithra]

INDEPENDENT & PRIVATE writing account for a mcu original character with AU verses for BG3, CYBERPUNK 2077 & eventually more. slow activity, heavy topics present.

written by elisabeth ( she/ her, 26, cet )

[elonore]

moved ellie here if anyone's still interested 😅

[elonore]

ellie is a bleeding heart and she hates it actually. like yeah, she has become much more jaded after hydra but she still is 😔 is she going to let ppl know? absolutely not. is she still going to put a blanket on them when they fall asleep on the couch? yes absolutely.

[thefixerarchived-deactivated202]

*   THEFIXER ,   madness  rode  out  of  me  like  wildfire .   burning  all  who  stood  in  my  way  and  destroying  everything  in  my  wake .   i  cried  out  in  agony ,   hoping  someone  would  hear .   but  i’m  just  another  causality .   A  WOMAN  ON  FIRE .   (   written  and  loved  by  jessie ,   18 +   only . )

[elonore]

what if ….. eléonore was the one to take the stones back to their rightful place?

she steals more of those pym particles and just goes back in time to take selfies with dinosaurs, saber tooth tigers and god knows what other dead creatures. the episode is a whole thirty minutes, 500 picture slideshow narrated by ellie on a sugar high. it’s just blurry pictures of her being chased by various animals, while having a big fat grin on her face. 

[elonore]

no but i just think it’s ellie’s god given right to ride a t-rex like a bull  😌

[elonore]

what if ..... eléonore was the one to take the stones back to their rightful place?

she steals more of those pym particles and just goes back in time to take selfies with dinosaurs, saber tooth tigers and god knows what other dead creatures. the episode is a whole thirty minutes, 500 picture slideshow narrated by ellie on a sugar high. it’s just blurry pictures of her being chased by various animals, while having a big fat grin on her face. 

[thekraken]

“She’s something odd and uncertain, half of her was made of stars, full of death and filled with light; her other half was made of scars, full of life and filled with darkness.”

— VàZaki Nada  (via roussettes)

[cyberstole]

𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐄𝐘'𝐒 — 𝐈𝐅 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 ( 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 )  /  feel  free  to  change  pronouns  as  you  see  fit  !

THE TRADITION

❛ she’s easy on the eyes. ❜

❛ her soul is black and it’s a fact. ❜

❛ so take what you want, take what you can, take what you please. ❜

❛ ask for forgiveness, never permission. ❜

❛ It’s in the blood and this is tradition. ❜

❛ they dress her up in golden crowns, her smile hides a lie. ❜

❛ you can take it back it’s good as gone. ❜

❛ this is your soul, i hope what’s left will last all summer long. ❜

❛ they said that boys were boys but they were wrong. ❜

BELLS IN SANTE FE

❛ don’t call me by my name, all of this is temporary. ❜

❛ watch as i step away, for your sake. ❜

❛ maybe i can hold you in the dark. ❜

❛ leaving through the door without a word. you won’t even notice, little bird. ❜

❛ better off dead, so i reckon i’m heading to hell instead. ❜

❛ don’t wait for me, it’s not a happy ending. ❜

❛ to sort out all his bullshit, to figurе out the treason ❜

❛ jesus, you’ve got better lips than judas. ❜

❛ i could give you bad one, otherwise i’m useless. ❜

❛ ‘cause who the fuck would choose this? ❜

EASIER THAN LYING 

❛ i’m only whatever you make me. ❜

❛ you make me more and more a villain every day. ❜

❛ you don’t know you reap, you sow. ❜

❛ whatever you give to me from yourself you take. ❜

❛ well if you’re a hater then hate the creator, it’s in your image i’m made. ❜

❛ ‘cause i’ll hang myself if you’d give me rope. ❜

❛ i got so much faith and lost all hope. ❜

❛ one eye broken and one eye bruised, ‘cause I gave myself away for you. ❜

❛ you liar, you don’t love me too. ❜

❛ my heart is massive but it’s empty. ❜

❛ gasping for some real attention, some undivided hypertension. ❜

❛ losing you is easier than lying to myself. ❜

LILITH

❛ i’m perfection when it comes to first impressions. ❜

❛ you got me thinkin’ that i was too mean. ❜

❛ everything that I say I believe. ❜

❛ tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve. ❜

❛ i am disruptive, i’ve been corrupted. ❜

❛ by now I don’t need a fuckin’ introduction. ❜

❛ you know I get too caught up in the moment. ❜

❛ i can’t call it love if i show it. ❜

❛ i just fuck things up if you notice. ❜

❛ have you noticed? tell me, have you noticed? ❜

❛ now i’m wondering if i ever wanted to hold you. ❜

❛ you’d let anybody with a body control you, and you know it too. ❜

❛ the more that you have, the more that they’ll take. ❜

GIRL IS A GUN

❛ i’m not your daydream, i won’t have your baby. ❜

❛ it’s a shot in the dark, i’m not a walk in the park. ❜

❛ this girl is a gun, and we been havin’ some fun. ❜

❛ i can show you if you turn the lights on. ❜

❛ i keep waitin’ for love to come and swallow me up. ❜

❛ I feel better when the boys stop callin’. ❜

❛ this girl is a gun, before you know it, it’s done. ❜

❛ god is a gun, he can have what he wants. ❜

❛ let me show you how to touch my trigger. ❜

❛ makin’ me crazy from mornin’ to evenin’. ❜

❛ i can’t not take it, i love it, i break it. ❜

❛ it’s never enough, so I’m givin’ you up. ❜

YOU ASKED FOR THIS

❛ i don’t know what you want from me. ❜

❛ now what the fuck does all this mean? ❜

❛ my tears are falling flawlessly now. ❜

❛ go on and be a big girl, you asked for this now. ❜

❛ who the hell is in your bed? ❜

❛ you gotta kiss goodnight and give some head. ❜

❛ i want my cake on a silver plater, i want a fistful in my hands. ❜

❛ i want a beautiful boy’s despondent laughter. ❜

❛ i wanna ruin all my plans. ❜

❛ i want a fist around my throat. ❜

❛ i wanna cry so hard, i choke. ❜

❛ i want everything i ask for. ❜

DARLING

❛ really can’t remember where i left my spine. ❜

❛ maybe I’ll be better if I take my meds. ❜

❛ darling don’t you weep, there’s a place for me. ❜

❛ somewhere we can sleep, see you in your dreams. ❜

❛ ever since i was a little girl i found this sweet. ❜

❛ all the little flowers give me something to believe in. ❜

❛ never knew the feeling of a stable home, been a couple years of living on the road. ❜

❛ only you have showed me how to love me in a life. ❜

❛ until it’s time to see the light, i’ll make my own with you each night. ❜

❛ i’ll kidnap all the stars and i will keep them in your eyes. ❜

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❛ i won’t die for love, but i’ve got a body here to bury. ❜

❛ the parts of myself that i’ve hated… i can’t tell which ones are mine and which I created. ❜

❛ you could have my heart and i would break it for you. ❜

❛ i try to be careful with the thing inside my chest. ❜

❛ so you can forget me , i’ll leave if you let me. ❜

❛ please don’t leave, don’t leave me in the shape you left me. ❜

❛ just leave me in the place you found me safe and soundly. ❜

HONEY

❛ she’s on the tip of my tongue, she’s on the top of my thighs. ❜

❛ open your mouth, i got a surprise. ❜

❛ all i can taste is the blood in my mouth and the bitterness in goodbye. ❜

❛ drippin’ like honеy, down the back of my throat and on the front of my mind. ❜

❛ she stings like she means it, she’s mean and she’s mine. ❜

❛ i love every second, it’s fuckin’ fantastic ❜

❛ she’s hell in a basket just makin’ a racket. ❜

❛ good things aren’t easy to get, i know that i won’t regret you. ❜

❛ between my fingers, she leaves then she lingers. ❜

WHISPERS

❛ you sabotage the things you love the most. ❜

❛ this is the voice in your head that says, “you do not want this”. ❜

❛ this is the ache that says, “you do not want him”. ❜

❛ bet I could fuck him. ❜

❛ why do you need love so badly? ❜

❛ i’ve got a monster inside me. ❜

❛ isn’t it lonely? ❜

❛ think that you know me? you think that you could if you hold me? ❜

❛ think you could try to console me, but i do not know me. ❜

I AM NOT A WOMAN, I’M A GOD

❛ i am not a woman, i’m a god. ❜

❛ i am not a martyr, i’m a problem. ❜

❛ i am not a legend, i’m a fraud. ❜

❛ keep your heart, ‘cause i already got one. ❜

❛ every day i’ve got a smile where my frown goes. ❜

❛ maybe i could be a different human in a new place. ❜

❛ i just wanna feel something, tell me where to go. ❜

❛ i stay right herе ‘cause i’m better all alonе. ❜

❛ i never listen but i see you with my eyes closed. ❜

❛ it really does hurt when you love someone. ❜

THE LIGHTHOUSE

❛ from a tender age i was closed with rage. ❜

❛ i went swimming with the devil at the bottom of a lake. ❜

❛ he was tall and mean with venom eyes so green. ❜

❛ i’ll allure you like a landslide and I’ll show you lovely things. ❜

❛ he kissed me on the mouth and dug his fingers in my thighs. ❜

❛ a sailor ain’t a savior 'cause they only tell you lies. ❜

❛ he’s laying in the water, begging god to let him down. ❜

❛ i showed him all my teeth and then i laughed out loud. ❜

❛ i never wanted saving, i just wanted to be found. ❜

❛ that should teach a man to mess with me. ❜

❛ i’m glad i met the devil 'cause he showed me i was weak, and a little piece of him is a little piece of me. ❜

YA’ABURNEE 

❛ i can’t decide if i love you more at morning or i love you more at night. ❜

❛ the moon don’t pick sides and the sun won’t resign until you’re by my side. ❜

❛ your beauty is a blessing. ❜

❛ i never got to tell you how i lovеd the way my eyes makе yours look green. ❜

❛ i think we could live forever in each others faces. ❜

❛ if we don’t live forever maybe one day we’ll trade places. ❜

❛ darling, you will bury me before i bury you. ❜

❛ i’ll never know if there’s danger in confession. ❜

❛ it’s memory that presses like a blade against my throat. ❜

❛ or to die without revealing that you got inside my head. ❜

❛ love is just a currency so take my pockets, and take me home. ❜

❛ take my life, and take my soul, wrap me in a wedding ring. ❜

[elonore]

ellie has freckles on her nose and along the cheekbones, but she also has some littered across her shoulders & shoulder blades and it’s a shame no one’s kissing them 😔

[elonore]

ellie certainly values her life and she values survival. if she gets enough time to think about a solution for a very tricky and life threatening situation, she is very likely to take the route that saves everyone, herself included   ( or at the very least the way that saves as many people + herself if humanly possible ). but when she doesn’t have the time to think ?? when it’s a split second decision ?? when there are people in immediate danger ?? she will put her own safety on the line. it’s a gut reaction.

[flowerytale]

Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks 1964-1980

[loki-cat2]

[spookyscribe]

“She was made of wild, tangled weeds, thorny flowers and berries, and hunting, scavenging animals. But when she looked at those she loved, she was also the soft feather in the nest, the pillowing cotton grass, and the sweet song of a newborn chick.”

— Tempest Cursed by K.C. Lannon

[elonore]

Send in 📜 and I’ll use this incorrect quotes generator using your muse and my muse.

@mortuam

[honest2godd]

Send in 📜 and I’ll use this incorrect quotes generator using your muse and my muse. (Please specify how many muses//which muses for multimuse blogs!!)

[cryptidsandchaos]

might fuck around and walk into a thick fog and never return idk

[rob-pattinson]