[elpida]

'the world ended when it happened to me.'

indie, multi muse, highly selective blog of original characters. written with an abundance of love by beth. please be sure to read the rules first.  triggering and sensitive topics will be present on this blog, along with nsfw.  beta editor only. important links found below! 

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[aurorarpresources]

Domestic Starter Sentences

Shoving everything into the closet doesn't count as cleaning.

Hey, is the internet down for you too.

Touch the thermostat and I'll kill you.

I asked for a quiet morning, not whatever this is.

And just how long were you going to let me keep watering a fake plant!?

Don't you even think of walking in here with those muddy shoes, I just mopped!

Why would you leave your wet towel on the bed!?

Come here, your hair's sticking up weird.

I said we just needed milk, why did you buy six loaves of bread?

Well maybe I wouldn't have to eat it with a spoon if somebody had done the dishes!

I'm not really sure if we need bleach or a flamethrower for the leftovers in the back of the fridge.

Did you seriously put the empty cereal box back in the pantry?

(insert name here), you have five seconds to explain why my white shirts have all turned pink.

Who left the fridge open?!

You do know you're supposed to wash your used cups, not collect them on your nightstand, right?

You said you’d take the trash out three hours ago.

Hey, have you seen my phone?

I cooked, which means you get to do the dishes.

I'm going shopping, do you want to come?

You couldn't have left me at least a little hot water?!

Stop stealing the covers!

You fell asleep on the couch again. Come to bed.

Isn't that my shirt?

Are we out of milk?

[aurorarpresources]

Angsty Starter Sentences

I'm not sure I even remember what it's like to be happy.

Tell me it's going to be okay, even if it's a lie.

I never got to say goodbye.

In the end, everyone leaves me.

As long as you're safe it's fine, it doesn't matter what happens to me.

It's fine, I'm used to it.

Please, just stay until I fall asleep.

I wish I could hate you. It would make this easier.

Don't make promises you can't keep.

I'm not even sure who I am anymore.

Don't waste your grief on someone like me.

I'm sorry, I thought I could fix things.

I was never anyone's first choice, was I?

It's already in the past, so why is it still affecting me?

Maybe I deserved it.

I thought I was stronger than this.

Will it ever stop hurting?

You’re all I have left, and I don’t think you realize that.

I knew it was too good to be true.

Why does this keep happening to me?

I didn't mean for any of this to happen.

It's okay, I wouldn't want to be around me either.

I don't think there's anything left of me to save.

I'm so tired of being alone.

I don't know how to do this without you.

You keep doing this, you keep breaking your promises!

I think I broke something in me a long time ago.

I don’t think I can pretend anymore.

Don’t talk about leaving like it’s something normal.

I'm trying dammit! Do you think it's easy to change!

You think I can be saved but I'm not so sure...

Don’t touch me. Not after what you did.

[elpida]

i am working on things

[videog4mes]

ENEMIES, FRENEMIES, IT'S COMPLICATED! a collection of random dialogue and action based concepts for those muses that'll never (or maybe eventually) get along. some nsfw themes and strong language ahead. change verbiage and pronouns as needed. (send + reverse if desired.)

dialogue.

i trusted you. my mistake.

i'll never forgive you.

i'll spend the rest of my life making you miserable.

we'll never be the same again.

you crossed a line.

you and me? we're done.

beg. for your life. for forgiveness. just beg.

are you going to beg?

i almost had you.

you were lucky last time. not this time.

they're dead ... because of you.

you took everything from me! what more do you want?

i'm not mad that you lied to me. i'm mad that i can't trust you ever again.

i will sacrifice us both just to make a point.

making each other miserable is our thing. don't try to change that.

this is my revenge.

something about you makes me want to be violent.

how could you?

why did you come back for me?

i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.

i won't make that mistake again.

you betrayed me. i suffered.

how fucking dare you!

how the fuck could you do this to me? to us?

our story ends with your end.

i won't show you mercy.

why are you helping me? i don't like you!

just this once.

you won't always be able to cheat death.

concepts.

on sight. sender and receiver have been on opposing sides for years. anytime one of them sees the other, it's bound to turn into an altercation.

knife wound. sender stabs receiver with a small blade.

pointed end. sender holds a blade to receiver's throat.

enemy of my enemy. sender or receiver saves the other from an oncoming attack from a third party, forcing them to temporarily be allies.

fist to kiss. sender kisses receiver without warning after a moment of high tension and close proximity shared between the pair.

enemies to lovers. suddenly sender's and receiver's banter and fighting turns into something more than hateful encounters.

headlock. sender manages to pull receiver into a headlock and continue a physical altercation.

betrayal. receiver confronts sender over feeling betrayed by them.

enemies with benefits. sender and receiver engage in a physical relationship despite the fact they're enemies.

[elpida]

i'm back coz i got this plot i want, and i'm here babbyyy

[elpida]

hi rimming raider. i miss u so much & hope you're doing great. i love u. ♡

whoever you are, i miss you too pop up queen/king <3

[bloodswan223]

love of my life

[poisonedhoneyy]

after everything they'd dealt with following the farm being overrun, rhea could only thank god for small mercies. eden might be missing, asher gone off in search for her and eris facing the start of what was a life altering injury — but the damage to the farm had been manageable. the garden was still surprisingly intact. the fences only needed repair in a handful of spots. and with silas focusing on eris, cade and aiyla on the kids — those repairs had been left to the two of them.

having straightened from repairing one of the ruined sections of fence, the woman startled at her vision suddenly being obstructed. "ass," she mumbles, though there's no malice in her tone as she leans back against him for a moment before turning to face him. blinking at the sight of flowers, hues rise to look at him with arched brows. she knows he cares for her, but the charade they've put up for the others about being a married couple has been just that and this seems so — so much more. her heart melts as her expression softens. "you made lunch?" it's partially in tease, partially in thanks before the woman is accepting the flowers with one hand as the other wraps around his middle. "maybe out by the swing? might stop us from being overrun by the kids or a stomping eris. just us for a little bit." squeezing around his middle, rhea flashes a smile. "do i have a house husband all of the sudden? making me lunch?"

[elpida]

"yeah, i have an incredible one don't i?" he laughed quietly, head shaking. "yeah i made lunch, we've been working hard doing repairs haven't we so don't we deserve a nice little lunch?" his brows raised. "plus, i do make an amazing sandwich, chef in a former life kind of vibe." she accepted the flowers, an offering of his clear admiration for her and it was that, despite how they put their act on was it... really an act anymore?

"eris is.... you're not wrong, stomping. i get it though, i can get why that infuriated someone like her. see if it was me, i'd be milking it, sat on the porch all woe is me you simply must be a nurse for me." he teased, his silly smirk flashing. "well i am meant to be your husband, so i better start acting like it right? that okay with you?" that swarm that'd got them.. the thing was, it'd scared him. that possibility that he could've very well lost her? that thought terrified him far more than he'd put in to words. he didn't want to be in this hell hole of a world without her anymore. he made a gesture with his head, hooking his arm around her shoulder to move towards the direction of the swing. "oh and don't tell cade, but i did swipe a few of the strawberries." his other hand moved to his lips in a 'shhh' action. "specifically to be kept a secret."

[elpida]

lonely. that's all she'd really thought after getting used to life on the farm with their little family. when it came to being out here alone she felt so incredibly lonely. she wanted the warmth of asher beside her, the peace of mind that forrest and fern were peacefully asleep, the comfort of resting her hand on ashers chest and feeling his heartbeat beneath her fingertips. every single night she'd thought about them, the simple joys of being with them and at this point, that was what kept her going.

she heard her name, it almost felt distant, like something she once remembered... it'd been that long since she heard her own voice, let alone her own name. just like that she was staring across that space, until her body kick started her to stand. she'd lost weight... noticeably, she was filthy, shivering, a woman that'd fought to keep going with everything he'd ever taught her. "a-" she went to speak but her voice, oh how wounded her voice seemed, a pained squeak of an unused voice. she tried again, feet carrying her forward until his fingertips touched her arm and that's it. she knew this was real, it wasn't another delusional dream, this time he was really here, she wasn't alone anymore.

"asher." she sounded choked up, that feeling of a frog in her throat but when he yanked her to his frame she didn't hold back, normally so gentle and delicate but she threw herself into his arms, against his frame, holding to him tighter than she ever had before. "you found me- you found me." he'd got her back, it felt like the war was over, that the nightmare could stop. "i- i ran and.. and i just kept running when it happened i didn't know.." her breath rushed, mind flooded, but she would not let go of him. "i couldn't find my way back home, i was lost- asher i was so lost and- and alone." she brought their foreheads together, her fingers brushing into his hair. "the kids?"

[poisonedhoneyy]

while cade had attempted to creep from their bed quietly, aiyla had still felt the mattress shift. had blurry opened her eyes in time to watch his back slip through the door and listened to his footsteps pad around the otherwise quiet house. she tried to return to sleep, but living through a nightmare had been a horrifying experience, and it had left sleep to be fruitful, mind only eased when he was beside her or at least in her sight line.

not wanting to cling to desperately, the woman laid in bed until the sound of voices drifted beneath the crack beneath the door. if there was one good thing that had come out of all of this, it was watching cade with forrest and fern. the kids may not be theirs, but the image of the three together certainly put an idea or two in her mind.

leaning against the door frame into the kitchen to watch the little exchange, lips quirk into a small smile when cade's hues finally rise to her. "your dads a knight," she notes, bolstering her husbands earlier reassurance. "and knights always rescue their princess. your momma and your dad are going to be just fine." padding into the room, she moves to brush hands along to tops of both kids heads before leaning to give cade a quick kiss. "now whats this i heard about eggs and drawings? want to show me while cade cooks me something up to eat?" there's a soft chorus of agreement before eyes are moving to her husband in amusement. "you heard them," she teases.

[elpida]

how she managed to put them at ease that easily baffled him, but she'd been a teacher before this and he'd been a man that never expected that children, whether his or someone else's, would be a part of his life. he sat back slowly, moving his hand to ruffle into the boys hair. yet there she was, his beautiful wife, easing their troubles so easily, he admired that so much. that's why he had that adoring look on his face when he looked across the table to her.

"we drew it together.." fern started to explain, turning the piece of paper between them around. they'd drawn them all around a table, every single one of them, and in the middle of the table was this huge pile of eggs. these two kids loved the fact this farm had chickens and an endless supply of eggs, considering some time ago it'd been rationing on any remaining tinned goods they'd find on the move. eggs felt like a luxury. the funny part was how they looked like they were all praising the eggs. the sweeter part was how the kids had made sure to draw each person next to their person, just like how they'd put kal between eris and silas.

cade stretched himself up, moving around to aiyla's side of the table and leaning to kiss the top of her head. "good mornin' beautiful." he spoke quieter before she teased him and brows raised, a huff of amusement. "that i did mrs sabelle, that i did. don't you worry i've got breakfast, but you are taking it easy today, i know you didn't sleep well again."

[poisonedhoneyy]

𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 @elpida / 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄.

asher was still of a split mind on whether or not he ought to have gone off with the group meant to be exploring the island. despite having been stranded there for a handful of weeks, they'd stuck to, what he assumed, was a very small area. they had no idea what truly lurked out there and if any of them were capable fighters - well, they'd both been left at their little camp.

yet as the grating voice of eden's second child boyfriend broke through the air, he understood. there was an unspoken agreement that the man, while seemingly harmless on the surface, was not to be trusted. hues rose from sharpening the knife within his grasp, the next pass of the whetstone particularly harsh and causing the man to startle and look over at asher. dark satisfaction flooded him when the other mans gaze skittered away quickly, some excuse muttered beneath his breath before stomping off toward the woods like a toddler.

"foods ready," silas called - breaking up the small chattering and activity scattered around the area. fish and fruit was quickly separated out onto their makeshift little plates before he rose to pass it all around before plopping beside eris and her little mini-me. "hey squirt." he murmured. "was thinking after lunch we could maybe trek back to the crash site if your moms up for it? i think we picked through all the food and meds that might be there, but clothes and what not might be helpful, huh? maybe we'll get lucky - find something good?" glancing at eris, a brow arches as if asking if she was up for the trip.

"we'll stick here," asher notes, having overheard the conversation. "think we need to update our inventory." it's an excuse for eden - a quiet activity, a chance to breath away from the others. away from her asshole of a boyfriend. "watched some documentary once about primal survival. might be able to try and weave the big fronds into baskets or something. like uh, arts and crafts?" that's enticing to kids, right?

[elpida]

"sam. sam you're not meant to go off on you're own, we made rules to keep everyone saf-" he as good as ignored eden, scoffing as he walked past her and for once.. she just rolled her eyes, shook her head and let him go. if he wanted to be that much of an idiot, so be it. he was an adult and she viewed it as having their daughter to protect was far more important. once he'd disappeared in to the forest edge she visible seemed to ease, even the tension in her shoulders, it was so noticeable how much more relaxed she was without him hovering near her. eden hadn't realized it herself yet but when sam wasn't there.. she seemed to always move a bit closer to asher, like his presence alone put her at ease here. maybe it was because of how much lily liked him... she wasn't scared of the whetstone noises, just like she wasn't scared of him, not in the same way the girl seemed wary of sam when he'd raise his voice or act up, clinging to her loving mother instead.

lily jumped up at the mention of food, she's been hesitant to try anything at first but she'd taken a real liking to the softer fruits they could find and fish, if it was silas that'd cooked it. cade had a habit of overcooking it and eden was the master of making things more flavorful with various herbs she'd found in the forest. mia, eris' girl was a bit on the quiet side, more reserved but she'd always been that way. she was happy to sit and read some of the books they'd brought back but when silas spoke she nodded. "can we mom?" eris looked up from her plate, shrugging her shoulders whilst nodding. "yeah, why not, but you listen to me and silas on the way okay? no running off any direction."

"you know how to make baskets? will you teach me how soon?" mia asked when asher mentioned it. "it'd certainly be useful if we could all work on making those, collecting food, keeping different things separate, herbs from fruit and what not." eris commented. "i think it'd be really useful, and me and silas can take a suitcase or two, bring quite a bit back with us, like he said, clothing or any more blankets, that kind of thing. i'm thinking more towels would be useful too, for down at the beach and for hammocks, it'd be really useful because it's strong material and then we don't have to sleep on the ground."

lily was swinging her legs off one of the seats they'd managed to salvage. "my grandma made things from the soft stuff. like teddies and blankets." eris smiled at the little one they'd all got a little bit soft for. "wool?" she asked, lily nodded. "grandma sounds really creative, is that why you like to draw? to be creative?" despite never thinking she'd be good with children, her softer side certainly shone a lot with mia and lily. "mhm." the little girl confirmed. "i like this one a lot mama- this one that si made." had she little one mastered his name yet? not at all, but they all knew who she meant. "the fruit? asher found those." she hopped herself from the chair to go move over to him and sat herself by his legs with her small plastic plate, her red bottle placed at her other side. they were all grateful that this island seemed so rich in various fruits, but she held a little piece of mango up towards asher. "this one?" eden flashed him a look, wondering if it was okay that lily wanted to sit talking to him. "are you staying with us to make baskets?" she clearly liked the arts and crafts idea and lily? lily became such a curious little thing without sam around.

[elpida]

cade was focused, hacking his way through the greenery, uncaring for the sheen of sweat he could feel on his skin, across his muscles. "hm?" he hummed deeply, eyes turning to look down at aiyla beside him. happy that he was split into a group with her if he was honest, he didn't mind any of the others, he'd get the job done but her being here made it more enjoyable in his eyes. the offer of water, sweet and considerate had him smile a little bit, a tug in the corners of his lips. "thanks, forget that i'm thirsty when i lock in on a task."

"the map thing, i think that's a great idea, if we all compare make it as accurate we can, we can draw some more up for the others. m'thinking in time we can get some wood signs made up, not a priority right now but if we're here long enough then uh, i think signs would be helpful, which ways back to base you know?" at the offer of taking over his toothy smile beamed, his head shaking. "elias can come up n' help if he wants to, but i 'aint gonna let you do this, you'd end up more muscly than me in no time." realistically, he didn't want her to wear herself out. "plus, you're the best one with this whole map thing, kind of baffles me how you keep track like that." one hand kept hold of the machete, the red handle tight in his palm, the other hand lifting the water back to swig the water but a few drops stayed in his beard, overgrown now along with his hair that now flicked at the nape of his neck.

"oh, oh that's a low blow rhea, a real low blow." he put on a fake pout, folding up the map he'd been holding since it seemed they were taking a quick and short break, before they'd continue on further. the idea to split up was a good one, they were covering a lot more ground this way. "i can't quite determine if you're implying that you'd like me to get you the moon on a string, or if you'd quite simply like me to start courting you, which one, or both?" he was doing that silly smirk, the playful grin, eyebrows raised with the question. "forgive me, my sweet rhea, would a box of chocolates and flowers do the trick? might be hard- oh! oh how about i catch you a real big fish? campfire cook you a lovely dinner? now i might have to describe the movie and story to you but that sounds like dinner and a movie to me, traditional first date territory. i could make you a swing on a tree, endless possibilities... it's not a box of chocolates, but i do in fact think i can work a miracle to make that happen for you."

[elpida]

@ancientblooded

"surprise-" elias said, reaching one hand around and covering rhea's eyes. "don't fret, just me but i do come with an actual surprise! it's not the best but.." he rolled the word almost in to a hun, waiting for her to turn around as he pulled the wildflowers he'd picked for her out from behind his back. it might be different these days, but it didn't mean that he couldn't try and do a little gentleman romance.

"i know it's been a bit of a tough few weeks after everything that happened, but i just want you to know, i still think you're the best thing in this world." he might be a jokester, a bit of an idiot at times, but when he came to rhea? he quite simply adored her. "why don't we take a break from this yard work? we've plenty of day time left, we could have lunch on the porch or out by the swing the kids had cade put up on that tree? it's nice enough weather and.. well yeah, i already made us lunch. just for us."

[elpida]

@ancientblooded

frustration was boiling in eris' blood. she could deal with the pain a lot better now, and it wasn't nearly as severe. manageable on a good day but for the life of her she couldn't stop pushing herself, unable to accept the help. the way she had always been, so fiercely independent. "she won't stop trying, she's in the barn right now, trying to board up the door and re-enforce it but she won't let me help, i've tried to help." kal explained to silas, he'd come to find him when he realised there was no helping his mom.

in the barn there was a loud bang, eris throwing the hammer she held across the room and into one of the wooden sides. "stupid piece of-" she turned, kicking a hay bale. adjusting to life without her hand wasn't easy, how was she meant to fight now, to keep everyone safe? to do her part? she'd settled on wanting to build this barn up better, just incase anything like that happened again, anyone of them stranded in the barn would be safer.

eris couldn't hold up the wood and use the hammer at the same time, sure she'd find a way to do one or the other but she couldn't physically do both and to her? that was infuriating. eris heard the footsteps, ones she'd come to know as second nature now. "i'm fine silas, just annoyed.. that's all. just irritated, i don't want my incapability pushing on to cal."

[elpida]

@ancientblooded

cade had woken up in the hopes of being able to cook breakfast for the kids, keep them happy and then make aiyla breakfast in bed. other than the lingering feeling of impending doom that disaster had left him with, things were nearly back to normal, or they would be... eventually. "eggs- right eggs. you little lady, want scrambled right? and you want fried right forrest?" he spoke as he moved around the kitchen doing what felt like a million things at once. the thing was, the kids had been so quiet since asher went to find their mom. "when is dad going to be back with mommy? i miss mommy."

cade turned his head to look down at the kids, forrest was trying to keep a brave face whilst he held his sisters hand but he could see the welling tears. he knew the choked up look too well. "hey.. hey hey hey." he hushed, moving around to their side of the table and squatting down between them. he stretched his arms pulling them both in. "your dads gonna come home real soon, yeah? and when he comes home, he'll have your mommy right there with him, waiting to give you the biggest hug. okay?" he was doing his best, he heard the footsteps too, knowing aiyla had woke up.

"but mommy doesn't like it outside of the farm... mommy could be sick, she got sick before-" cade stopped fern from overthinking, as best he could. "it's not been long enough for mommy to be sick and she's brave right? your momma, she's real brave and i know she gave that to the both of you right? so you think you can be brave a little bit longer?" they both nodded slowly. "now, what do we think aiyla will want for breakfast, fried eggs? are you going to show her what you were drawin' for her?" that's when he looked up with this goofy grin, maybe this would be their life one day, properly. them as parents.

[elpida]

@ancientblooded

how long had it been now? since the attack on the farm, since she ran, since she was lost. lost was the only word for it in her mind. she couldn't even hazard a guess, days, maybe weeks? either answer was a minute too long, a minute too long from being away from her kids, from asher... a minute too long spent questioning if they survived, if they were safe again. what about the others? were they fine?

eden tried to shut out the thoughts that led her mind into a spiral, a downward fall of worry and fretting. it didn't help to get worked up, not when she was alone. her focus had to be just getting through another night... but another night that would be spent cold and shivering. she'd scrambled to put the fire out the minute the sun started to dip below the horizon. she couldn't risk that there might be survivors that'd see the smoke from her fire. asher had taught her enough in their time together that she knew the basics but it didn't change how long the night dragged when the cold bit at her skin. god, what she wouldn't give to be nestled up next to him, beneath a warm blanket surrounded by people she'd come to consider family.

she was sat, knee's pulled up and a map she'd scribbled on over and over trying to figure out where she was, circling things she'd try to find to have an idea of her location and how to get home. yes, home.. that's what that farm and those people were now. only now she was holding the map, so heavily scrawled in ink, did she realize she was crying, purely from the tears that dripped down on to the page. "i'll find it soon- i won't- i won't give up, i'll find home." she mumbled the words to herself, trying to distract from the way her teeth were shaking together and her body tensed up from the nip of the night, bare skin to the wind. it was going to rain soon and the only shelter she had were the trees around her.